CHAPTER 7
He didn't answer. He just got up and jumped out the window. Yes!
I followed Edward out of the window and began chasing after him. I couldn't find him. I tried to follow his scent but he had ran around in so many directions that it was hard to tell which trail was the strongest. I stopped running and looked into the future to see where he had gone. "Cheat" Edward called from behind a tree. "That wasn't very nice!" I said and pouted my bottom lip out. "Sorry". It's Ok. I thought. I looked around and it looked like we had ended up miles from the house. There were trees all around us and we were standing in a circular patch of field in the middle. There were random groups of daisies and bluebells scattered around. It was beautiful! "It reminds me of the meadow i took Bella to once" Edward stated and began to sit down and put his head in between his knees. He is in so much pain. Why doesn't he go back to her! "I can't, i promised her" he said. "Yes. But do you really think its a promise she wants you to keep?" I bet she's heartbroken. I can't imagine if i were ever seperated from Jasper. "Alice!" Edward groaned and took off running again. "Edward, come back, im sorry"
I started running again. It wasn't as difficult to follow him this time. Finally he stopped running and stopped right infront of my face. "Do you really think i wouldn't go back this minute, if it was what was best for her! I can't go back to her, i would be taking her whole life away from her!" His face was menacing, his eyes were filled with such sorrow. I flinched back from his anger. Edward staggered back after reading how frightened i was of him. "I'm sorry, i'm just.. I'm just.." He sighed. I know i thought. I'm sorry too.
After a couple minutes of silence Edward said, "Lets hunt," so we went in search of our prey. The one good thing about our new 'home' (if you could call it that) was that the selection of food was refreshing! There was bears, Lions, dear, wolves, and my favourite, Gizzelle! I crouched down ready to attack. I let my senses take over my whole body. I breathed in a huge gust of air. I could hear the quiet padding of my preys footsteps. I came closer and closer to the sound until finally i could see my chosen victim. It was a grizzly bear! Not my prefered taste but it would do. I silently started circling it until finally i pounced! He started scratching at my skin, not that it did much harm, then it started ripping my clothes. Ugh. That was a designer dress! Getting iritated i bit into its neck and finished it off! Ha!
Edward was already done, he was sitting, watching me. "You know, you didn't have to be so cruel, i'm not sure bears can tell if clothes are designer" he chuckled. His laughter made me beam. I hadn't heard him laugh in so long..."I'm just trying to make you happy, i know i've been awful lately, and i want you to remember me as i was once before" Edward sai,interupting my thought. No one blames you for being upset. He came over and gave me a hug. Wait. "Remember you. . . where are you going?" He took a few steps back and sat on a rock. "I'm going away for a while, i don't know how long i'll be gone for." What?! Why? When? "I'm not sure when, i'll have to talk to Carlisle, i just wanted to tell you first" Edward answered my un-said question. "Why?" i asked. He seemed reluctant to answer. "I can't live without her Alice, i know it was my idea to leave Forks but it doesn't mean i like it" I walked over him and put my arm around his shoulder. "That's not all it is" I said, knowing he wasn' telling me the whole truth. "You know me well" He chuckled, "I don't want to see my family suffer aswell, Rose and Emmett have left because of me, Esme crys every night, Carlisle has stopped working and Jasper has to feel what i feel every day! I don't want to enflict that on anyone. Then the worst of all, i hate how i took to your best friend away from you, i am so sorry," He hung his head. No, he can't leave, i've already lost so much, i can't lose him too. I've got to fix this! "Alice, theres nothing you ca..." He started to say.I ran away. I went straight home to get Jasper. I needed him.
I eventually got home to find it was just Esme. "Do you know where Jasper is Esme?" I asked trying to listen for him. "I'm sorry hun, he and Carlisle went hunting around an hour ago, is there something wrong, you look upset" She started walking towards me. I could hear Edward approcahing the house. I needed to get away from here, before he reads my mind. "Sorry Esme, go to go!" I said while starting to run again. I ran and ran as far as i could until i stopped in a completely different country. I sat down on a small bench at the side of the road. Oh my god. I don't think i can take this. First Bella, then Em and Rose and now Edward! I'm losing everyone i love! I'll be lucky if Carlisle and Jasper even come home. I just wish i had someone to talk to.
That's it, i know i promised Edward i wouldn't do this but i can't stop myself any longer. I closed my eyes and searched for Bella's future.... WOAH!!! What the heck did i just see!
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