Sorry for the overall lack of updates this weekend, my computer is broken so this is all written on a blue tooth key board and my phone. Hope you enjoy!

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Clarke POV

"What's wrong Griffin?" Raven asks when she finally calls me back.

"I need to talk in person. Are you free today?" I ask still pacing in my bedroom. "Umm, Yea give me like ten minutes" She says as I finally sit down on the bed.

"Thank you! You're awesome." I say. I can see her cocky smile in my head.

"I know! See you in ten." She says hanging up. Oh my god I can not believe this, I have a crush on a GIRL who I've known for four hours. Plus I'm in a relationship with a homophob, so that makes all of this ten times stranger.

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Clarke talks to Raven, yells at Finn and falls for LexaSorry for the overall lack of updates this weekend, my computer is broken so this is all written on a blue tooth key board and my phone. Hope you enjoy!

When Raven finally arrives it has been about thirty five minutes but I see why, she has Chinese, I didn't realize how hungry I was until I saw it. I really didn't eat much at lunch I was a little, busy.

"Sorry, there was a long line at the restaurant" she says while she pulls the paper boxes out of the bag, placing them on the table. "I noticed you really didn't eat much at lunch and figured you'd be hungry" she says and the smirk on her face makes me blush.

"Well I was a little, umm, preoccupied." I say trying to seem as innocent as possible. But I can't tell it doesn't work by the look on her face.

"Yea, does preoccupied equal the hot new brunette?" She asks before shoveling food into her mouth. I know I'm blushing but there is nothing I can do about it.

"Possibly…" I say picking at the noodles in front of me. "That's what I need to ask you about, I never asked you this question before because it didn't matter. But how did you…" I paused trying to think of the right words "know?" I ask staring down at the food in front of me.

"Know what? That I was a lesbian?" She asked completely unphased,she finishes her last bite of whatever she was eating before looking up to see me nodding unsurely. "Well, I have thought I was at least bi since like the eighth grade. But last February when we did that "singles only" party for Valentine's Day we played spin the bottle for the first time and I landed on O, it hit me. It just felt right, not making out with my best friend but girls… Plus the thought of gross sweaty dude trying to split me in half, is a real turn off." She says giggling at that last part.

"Well I guess I can see that." I say running my hand through my hair. I turn my attention back to the food in front of me.

"So what are you going to do about it?" Raven asks without looking away from her white cardboard box.

"About what?" I ask before zoning all the way back in. "Oh, Lexa?" I ask and she just nodds.

"I don't know. That's kind of why I called you here today, I was hoping you would have some better input." I say as I toss my box in the bag next to me.

"Well you still have homophobic Finn too you know." She says "so it's not like you can just go jump her bones tomorrow." She sarcastically states.

"I know, I know." I was getting ready to defend myself when she holds a finger up telling me to be quiet.

"But I haven't been the only one concerned about you and Finn, and I have let it be known that I don't like that boy. I would love to have a lesbian best friend, but you have to handle this carefully because I don't want him to hurt you." She says putting her boxes in the bag. "How ever you deal with this, just know that we've got your back." She says with a smile.

"Thanks." I say as she gets up to throw away the trash when she returns from the kitchen she plops down on the couch throwing her feet over my legs.

"Now since I bought dinner I get to choose the movie." She says grabbing the remote from my hand.

The next few days went well I spent lots of time getting to know Lexa, although the only times we really talked were before and after school, in English, and through text in the evenings once she had finished her homework. But as a result of devoting my evenings to texting her, I really hadn't talked to or seen Finn. As Lexa and I would talk I would work on homework, but that homework would usually be my project for my advanced arts class and that project had ended up being Lexa. I was in way too deep, I felt like I knew her so well but at the same time I knew so little about her. I was suddenly becoming so excited for the party Saturday, I had never gotten "excited" about one of our parties before but I knew why this one was different.

Friday was almost over and it was closing out one of the most confusing weeks I've had in a long time. I was heading to the lunch line when a hand was placed on my shoulder, I turned to see Finn and I tried to put on one of the most indifferent smiles I could.

" Hey, babe!" He said leaning in to kiss me and I just turned my head so it landed on my cheek.

"Hi," I said putting the fake ass smile back on my face. I could tell by the look on his face that he didn't like the way I handled that kiss.

"So are you free this evening?" He asked trying to lace his fingers with mine, I didn't resist this gesture but I also didn't really help him.

"No, I have to take Lexa home and then pick my mom up at the airport at 7." I say turning my attention to the lunch lady's. I could tell by the way he tensed up that he didn't like hearing Lexa's name

"I really don't like you hanging out with that dyke." When I heard that word it took all my self control to not strangle him and just pull my hand away from his, an action which obviously aggravates him more.

"Please don't tell me you're going to defend her." He gets even more aggravated as I walk away.

"Clarke!" He yells reaching out for my arm, but I dodge it. "It's unnatural, and disgusting. I don't want you to end up like that…" He was going to continue but I cut him off.

"Enough! Finn she's my friend, and you can't control that. Plus it's basic science, homosexuality is not a disease, you can't catch it." I say with authority. I was so tired of him trying to control. I didn't realize it but I was crying a little bit, so I wiped my eyes and walked over to the table. I was pretty quiet throughout lunch. I was so ready to just get out of there, I started towards the car as Lexa went to her locker.

I waited for about 20 minutes before trying to call her, the phone rang and of number of times both tries so I realized she had to be ignoring the calls I waited in the parking lot for fifteen more minutes before speeding off to her house. Just as I parked she was shutting the door, man she must've run here. I waited a second contemplating my next move and before I really thought through it I was running up to her door.

I took a step in when she opened the door, the obvious bruise forming on her arm was alarming but she swore it was some stupid story about running into a door. I decided not to push it but I promised I would find out later. We sat and talked, well I talked she listened, she ran her finger through my hair, massaging my scalp and I almost lost myself there but my alarm went off telling me I had to go get my mom. I was in big trouble I thought, or was I? I liked this girl she liked me back what was stopping me? Oh yea Finn...

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