Sadly, last chapter I am posting for a week, I am going on vacation.. I hope you enjoy this!
I planted myself face first into my bed. My cold sheets cooling my burning skin as I thought the rest of my body onto the bed. Sadly it was only Saturday, and I still had to deal with Sunday. A painfully long Sunday. I sighed and rolled my head to the side of my pillow, staring at my turned on computer monitor.
I frowned and stared at the blinking light. I growled under my breath and stood up quickly, grabbing the monitor. I looked at it and made a frustrated look.
"So now your drugging me? Can I not just sleep?" I threw the monitor at the other side of the room, breaking it into miniature fragments that scattered on the hard wooden floor. I sighed and took off my blazer, at least I could now change my clothes without the feeling of that guy watching me.
I once again collapsed onto the bed. Drifting into unconsciousness was easy at this stressful time.
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I woke again to the feeling of lack of oxygen. I coughed, multiple times, and each time I did, a powder consumed the air. I looked down at my hand, covering my mouth while I coughed, and I saw what I assumed was still cocaine.
I launched myself backwards and stared at my hand in horror. My back hit the wall with a thud, making me shut my eyes in pain. I slowly opened my eyes to see the entire room move without me moving.
I closed my eyes again, but the feeling of spinning didn't stop. I once again opened my eyes, and quickly ended up falling off the bed.
I quickly got back up, and although I wobbled, I finally made it across the hall to the bathroom. I stared into the mirror and saw the little dabs of white around my nose and mouth. I quickly rinsed my face off, but by now it was no use.
I splashed my face with water, about ten times to be exact, until I decided it was enough. I looked back up at my reflection.
Horrifying, only way to describe it.
I saw a black figure standing behind me, with glowing white eyes and his hands reaching up to grab me. I quickly turned around and slammed my back into the sink. No one was there.
W-was I going crazy?
LATERTHATDAY
I had no where else to go.. No where to go to which I was safe. My hands were shaking and my breath was hitched. I was slowly becoming paranoid. I mean I feel as if everyone is looking at me, but really, there is no one there. I feel as if he is watching me but then again he hasn't said anything for the rest of today.
I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling intently, looking around the room when the walls creaked, or preparing for combat whenever win pressed up against the house. I slowly directed eye contact towards my computer, its black screen was something I actually wanted to light up.
It was to quiet, why hasn't he done anything?
I slowly stood up, jumping at every creek the floor boards made, and eventually made it to the compiter. I pressed my hands onto the cold key board and quickly turned it on. Once the screen lit up, the only thing I could really want to do at that moment was check email. Or see if anyone had messaged me.
I opened my email without thinking, and clicked through all the missed emails I didn't notice on my phone.
Nagisa: Are you Alright?
Nagisa: Is everything Okay?
Nagisa: I swear to god Karma if you don't answer my emails...
Nagisa: I'm sorry for the threat, just please answer!
Nagisa: Was it something I said?
I sighed and scrolled up, clicking onto another email from an unknown number. It strangely contained a link to what seemed to be a health website. I furrowed my brows and opened it, on edge to what the site contained.
I read off the site:
"Constant cocaine use can lead to possible hallucinations and trying to avoid the drug after multiple doses can lead to depression. When tolerance for the drug increases it becomes necessary for the user to take greater quantities to get the same high.."
I clicked out of the site and went back to my email. A shiver when up my spine as I looked at my recent messages. Another unknown. I slowly opened it.
"You cannot sleep.. without another dose.." I had misfortune, reading it aloud as if no one would hear me. There were more unknowns..
"Like the hallucinations? Well.. just wait for the depressing to kick in after awhile.."
"Don't take things lightly, I am no joke. I am everywhere, and you can't avoid me."
I shut my computer off. My heart was pounding and I began to pant at the adrenaline in my system. I had to tell someone.
But I need sleep.. How will I avoid another dosage.. I can't even be safe at Nagisas house..
Oh god.. what do I do...
