A/N: Because I got SO many wonderful reviews I decided I'd be nice and give you guys the next chapter not too much goes on buuuuut I promise you'll have questions by the end hahaha!

"Well it's one in the afternoon and she hasn't moved; Baron has been blowing up her phone." Alexa heard the muffled voice of a man before hearing a woman add, "Well she was pretty trashed right last night, call Baron and tell him she's still asleep," Alexa noticed the two voices as Carmella's and Colin's. She fought through the pain of the light and opened her eyes slowly. "She's awake," she heard Carmella whisper.

Alexa slowly sat up in bed, holding her head. "Now I remember why I don't party with them anymore."

Carmella came over to the side of the bed, handing Alexa two Aspirin and a bottle of water, "Dean dropped you off here around two in the morning and you passed out the second you hit the bed."

At the sound of his name memories of last night began flooding her mind, memories that should have been forgotten. He loved her, she told him she still loved him. That kiss. "I need to go to my room," Alexa said as she slowly stood up, cursing when she remembered she lost her card last night.

Colin pulled a card from the table and handed it to her, "Roman dropped it off this morning, said he found it on the table you guys were at."

Alexa nodded, mentally reminding herself to thank Roman a thousand times again. Alexa picked up her shoes, "When are we leaving?"

"We're heading out in about an hour, the arena is only an hour away so we don't need much time," Carmella answered, noticing her friend was acting weird. She added, "Is everything okay?"

Alexa nodded, "You and I will talk tonight, dinner?"

Carmella nodded, "I'm not on the schedule, we can head out a little early."

Alexa smiled in return, "I love you Mel, thank you."

"I love you too," she smiled back.

'Sorry about the missed calls, I just woke up,' she text Baron. 'Meet me at my hotel room and we'll head out to the car together?'

'I figured you were passed out. Still worried though,' was his first text. 'I'll be there in an hour.'

Alexa had just stepped out of the shower and got dressed, she was keeping it simple today with a pair of jeans and a Certified G t-shirt. She had just tossed the last few items of clothing into her suitcase when there was a knock at the door. She looked through the peephole and saw him standing there, leaning against the door frame. She took a deep breath before pulling the door open with a smile.

"You're alive," he smiled in return as he walked into her hotel room.

She nodded, "I rose from the dead about an hour ago." Dean looked at Alexa, waiting for a signal that she remembered anything about last night when she began to speak again, "Carmella told me you brought me back to her room, thanks for that. I can't believe I left my key card on the table."

"Carmella told you?" he repeated, confirming that she remembered none of the events from last night. "So, you don't remember anything?"

Alexa shook her head, she hated lying to Dean but she knew that if she told him that she remembered everything the two of them said – and did – there would be no fixing things for her and Baron, Dean wouldn't let her go without an even bigger fight than he had already put on. "Bits and pieces, dancing, shots, being on the bar," she lied. "I lost the night after Colby and I were on the dance floor."

Dean nodded and Alexa swore she could see the heart break in his eyes, before he could respond there was another knock at her door followed by the door opening. She knew it was Baron, she always gave him or Carmella her spare in case she got locked out of her room.

The look in Baron's eyes led Alexa to give him a quick explanation, "Dean was just here to check on me, he had to leave me on Carmella's doorstep last night."

Baron wanted to be angry, she had been ignoring his calls all morning and then he walked in on her alone in her room with Dean Ambrose.

Dean being Dean spoke, "Same old Alexa, she can't hold her liquor for shit. Her and Colby are going to get banned from bars across the country."

Alexa let out an awkward laugh as she zipped up her suitcase, "I'll see you at the arena?"

Dean shook his head, Alexa still seeing the sadness in his eyes, "I'm going to hang out at the hotel and relax, I'm not scheduled tonight." Alexa shook her head; tonight's show was a house show so not many people were on the schedule. "I'll see you on Thursday."

Alexa nodded her head, "Thursday," she repeated before he walked out of the door. Alexa looked over at Baron who could tell there was something going on, "Ready?"

"I'm telling you Colby," Dean said from his place in the backseat. "She didn't remember anything aside from how drunk she got."

Joe shook his head, "And Colby and I both told you that she's lying."

"This is Alexa we're talking about, she's got all of these walls up. She let them down for a second while she was drunk and now they're back up to protect herself." Colby turned his body in the passenger seat so he could look at Dean, "What are you going to do if she does remember?"

"Talk to her, find out if there's a chance we can work things out. I'm definitely not just going to sit back and watch she and Baron fix things," he said.

"There," Colby pointed at Dean. "That's exactly why she's telling you she doesn't remember. She's dealt with you getting into her relationship before, she knows that you're not going to let her go back to Baron knowing she still loves you," he explained. "Which, by the way, surprises the hell out of me."

"It shouldn't," Joe said. "They were together for a long time and before that they were best friends, of course she's still going to love him through all of his shit, just like she still loves Baron through everything he did."

"So, what do I do now?"

"You let her come to you," Joe replied.

Colby nodded in agreement, "Alexa can't lie, keeping it from you will get to her and she's going to admit it to you. She needs to admit it to herself first."

"You're being quiet," Baron said as he placed his hand on Alexa's knee, he was driving, she was in the passenger said and Carmella, Corey, Enzo and Cass were all in the back. "Is your head still bothering you?"

Alexa shook her head, "I'm just tired. I know I slept for like ten hours but I feel like I could sleep more," that was a lie. She knew if she laid down to sleep right now her brain and heart would begin arguing over Baron and Dean and the things that were said last night.

Carmella looked at her friend, there was something going on – whatever it was, it was huge and Carmella wasn't going to be able to wait until later on tonight.

'Divas locker room when we get to the arena,' she text Alexa. 'There is something clearly going on in that head of yours and you need to let it out before Baron starts catching on.'

Alexa read Carmella's texts before glancing back at her friend and giving her a small nod before continuing her conversation with Baron.

Carmella sighed, "Alexa, spill."

Alexa sat down next to her friend, she had ran her lines, went to wardrobe, went to make-up and even made up an excuse to go back to wardrobe and make-up all to avoid this conversation. It wasn't that she didn't want to tell Carmella about last night, she knew if she said it out loud this would all be real – she'd have to admit her feelings. "Dean told me he loves me last night," she said.

Carmella shook her head, "We all knew this – what else happened?"

"He kissed me," Alexa looked down at her hands before looking back up at her best friend. "And I told him I love him too and that I wish he had never cheated on me – all after I tried to get him to take me back to his room."

Carmella looked at her friend, gathering all of her thoughts before asking, "You still love him?"

Alexa stood up and took a deep breath, she couldn't cry – she had already gone to make-up...twice. "I do. There are times when I'm around him and I see the old Dean or he says something that triggers a memory between the two of us and I can't let go of that thought of what he and I might have been. Would we be married? Would we have kids? What would my life had turned out like if he hadn't cheated? All of those questions just make me wish he didn't cheat and it makes me wonder if he'd do it all again if I gave him another chance or if he hasn't changed and it'll just be history repeating itself again," Alexa took another deep breath, taking her seat next to Carmella. "But then I have Baron and despite what the two of us are going through right now – we're perfect for each other. He handles me at my best and my worst; we were going to get married. Maybe the pressure from Dean did push him over the edge but that night at SmackDown plays over and over in my head every time I'm around him and I want it to stop and it just won't."

Carmella put her hand on her friends back, she had known her thoughts were jumbled up for a while now, "Colin gave Baron a number to a therapist. The one Colin had to see in order to keep his job, maybe it's a good idea for the two of you to go together. Maybe there are things that need to be said – together and separately – to this therapist for the both of you to clear your mind." Carmella watched as Alexa nodded her head, "Does Dean know you remember?" Alexa shook her head no, "And I know Baron doesn't know. You're going to hate me for this but you have to tell them both – Baron needs to know how you feel and Dean deserves to know you remember."

Before Alexa could respond there was a knock at the door before a stage hand popped his head in, "They're ready for you out there."

Alexa had one backstage interview to do this evening before she could head to the hotel for the night – she nodded to the stage hand before watching him leave and turning back to Carmella. "I'll tell them both tonight – we can leave after this interview."