Tamaki didn´t go to school for a entire week since the day of the fight. Mr Souo says he isn´t in his mansion he doesn´t know where he is. It worries me maybe it was my fault. Kyoya keeps saying that it isn´t that Tamaki just exploded cause he didn´t like this situation.
"But I should have been more understnading" I said.
"No Hilary you did just fine. Tamaki didn't want to do this since the begining".
"But..."
"There is no buts here Hilary" Kai interfers." He shouldn´t have accepted. And it was his fault all of this started".
"It was an accident" I say not knowing why do I defend Tamaki we aren't that close.
"But he should have been more prudent Hils he knows that he is always on the public eye cause he is an heir" Ray says.
"It isn´t fair"
"Hilary we all have to make our own decisions. I had to. You know that I´m rich too. I'm russia richest heir but I chosed my own life and freedom than following my grandfather steps." I really admire him he is so independant.
"I know Kai and I really admire you for that but no all the people are like you"
"You should chill Hils everything it's going to be alright" Ray says while pulling the covers over me. We are in my bedroom they insisted to take care of me. I´m really lucky for have them looking after me but...Who will take care of Tamaki? I couldn´t help to think.
"If you need anything we're in the living room" Kyoya says. We recently bought two bed sofas, They're staying there.
"Thank you guys I love you" All of them smile at me.
"We love you too Hils" Ray answer for all of them. When they left I flip my cell phone open and dial Tamki's number hoping for him to respond. I have already tried many times.
-Hello?" Tamaki's voice sounds a little off but I´m happy he answered at least I know he is not dead.
-Tamaki it´s me Hilary please don´t hang. I just wanted to tell you that I'm worried about you. Please come back. I´m sorry if I treat you badly but please we need to see you" I can hear his breath.
-Hilary...I'm fine don´t worry about me. I need time for myself .,,,,,,"He sighs he sounds sad. "Don´t blame yourself please you were right to get mad at me. It´s only that I have to much problems...It's not only the fake dating problem ok? so don't worry"
-Tamaki where are you? I want to see you . I want to help you...Please let me" I begged. He chuckles.
-It´s sweet of you Hilary but I need to be alone".
-No! You don´t have to"
-Hilary...I´m sorry...Thank you so much for worry about me but it's no worth it"
-Don´t say that please. You are worth it. I´m begging you please tell me where are you" I say now crying.
-I´m sorry Hilary but I can't I must go"
-No! Please come back Tamaki!" I can hear sobs at the other end.
-Soo..sorry Hilary please don´t call this number again. I won´t answer it anymore so this is a goodbye Hilary".
-You´re my friend Tamaki. I don´t want to lose you maybe we aren't too close but I care for you" I say quickly fearing he will hang.
-Thanks Hilary. It's means a lot to know someone care...Bye" He hangs. I begin to cry hard.
Tamaki´s pov
I feel bad for hurting Hilary firts the fight at school then this phone call.
I don´t want to see anyone. I can't face them.
Haruhi... I can't help thinking about her. I love her but I can see she is begining to fall in love with Kyoya. Stupid fake dates. I bet Kyoya planned this he has always had a thing for her. Hilary it´s the only inocent here she only wants to help us.
I laugh at the irony. The girl that I love the most doesn´t give a damn about me. She didn´t call at all. The only missing calls and messeges are from Hilary and the twins. Nobody else. It teared my heart to listen to Hilary's voice messeges she is practically begging me to come back and I could hear her cry in some of them.
I think Kyoya knows that part of the reason of me running away it's he and Haruhi. The jerk. I had told him before I loved her but he didn't care. He is lucky to have Hilary she loves him like a true brother. I have no one. My grand mother hates me. My father is too coward to lose his fortune to stand up to my grandmother. Mothers is somewhere in France. I have no one.
I sit on the floor in a black alley a street guy let me live here with him. I don't have money. I don't want anything my family gave me.
