CHAPTER 7 Snoring and Self-Esteem T for Teen 1,902 words
Yuuri slowly climbed into bed and began to do what he normally did at night. Think.
The kingdom was doing relatively well other than a few disruptions along the border which Gwendal said he would sort out soon. Greta was doing well in her studies but to his chagrin was also taking an interest in Annisina's 'projects.' He shuddered slightly at the thought.
Yuuri was somewhat relieved as he began to fall asleep. He had been able to stay safely on his side of the bed for quite a while, maybe he could get to sleep. Not.
'Zzz Zzz Zzz Zzz' Wolfram began to do his normal soft snore which would be alright, but it normally signaled what was coming next. A split second later Yuuri was kicked out of the bed, harshly. He fell but was able to brace for impact since he knew it was coming.
Is it really necessary for him to kick me out of bed? I mean I know he doesn't like me, but it's no excuse!
Yuuri pouted and decided that since he still heard 'Zzz Zzz' from the bed, he might as well sleep on the floor. Again. That never helped his back any.
"Hey wimp, what the heck are you doing on the floor?" Yuuri didn't answer as he woke up slowly. He looked up at Wolfram and stood up. He simply ignored the blonde and walked to his closet to get his clothes for the day.
I'm sorry Wolfram. I'm too weak to last a night in bed with you.
Without a word he walked out of the bedroom and headed straight to the baths leaving Wolfram upset and confused.
Wolfram was still in the room and began grabbing his clothes now.
Why is he acting so distant lately? He's really making me worry.
Wolfram didn't run out the door, because that would be inappropriate. Chasing after the king inside the hallways was very improper, even if he wanted to catch him before he left. So in the end it wasn't like he was running, but it sure as hell was the quickest casual walk in history.
Dammit Yuuri, you're going to talk to me one way or another.
Yuuri had just sat down into the warm water of the overly-large bath. It was comforting, especially to his poor back. He was startled by the sudden appearance of Wolfram though. He normally tried to finish before Wolfram started. It was too embarrassing to be in the same bath as him.
Yuuri grabbed his towel and got out of the bath, intent on changing and leaving. Wolfram walked over to him with long strides that Yuuri assumed meant he was angry.
"Look Yuuri, I-" He paused as Yuuri tried to sidestep him and move out of his way. Wolfram grabbed his bare shoulders and made him stand in front of him. "Why are you avoiding me? What did I do?" Yuuri looked down at the ground finding a tile that suddenly seemed more interesting than anything else in the room.
Wolfram wasn't sure how long they stood there as he lost his patience more and more. Yuuri was completely unresponsive and continued to look anywhere but his face.
"Yuuri," he spoke through gritted teeth "why aren't you looking at me? I care about you and you're shoving me away." Yuuri suddenly looked up at Wolfram with a mixture of sadness and anger in his eyes. He pushed Wolfram's hands off of his shoulders and walked away with three simple words.
"No you don't." Yuuri dressed quickly and left the room while still adjusting his jacket. Wolfram knew he wouldn't be able to see Yuuri for the rest of the day between both of their responsibilities. He cursed at this fact and reluctantly bathed by himself.
Wolfram ended up leaving training early to the relief of his soldiers. (He made a note to punish them later for being so lazy.) It normally wasn't in his nature to be so clingy… Okay maybe since Yuuri came it was, but still! He was ready to find his wimp and give him a piece of his mind. He wasn't getting away this time.
He found Yuuri speed-walking through the hallway and constantly looking around as if he was avoiding something. Wolfram internally screamed knowing that it was him. He ran after Yuuri who saw him and began to full-out run away.
Wolfram cursed his brother under his breath for training the young king to run so fast. It was difficult to keep up but they soon ended up at a dead end in the castle. Yuuri, knowing he had nowhere to go, decided to try and about-face to get past Wolfram. Yeah right.
Wolfram, being the trained soldier that he was, grabbed Yuuri's arm as he tried to pass and pushed him against the wall. He held Yuuri still by the shoulders and glared at him. For some reason the raven believed he was staring into his very soul.
"Answers. Now."
"Wolfram, let go of me." Wolfram stared at Yuuri and his eyes started to water but his grip didn't loosen.
"Is that an order?" Yuuri wasn't sure how to respond, but he didn't want to be held up like that so he nodded sharply. Wolfram slowly let go but blocked him from running away.
"You still need to answer me. I can't just let you walk away from this. King or not, you need to be responsible and tell me why you're avoiding me."
"In short? Because I can't be near you anymore. I'm sorry."
"S-sorry? SORRY?! You can't be serious! Are you breaking up with me? Is it something I did?" The look in Yuuri's eyes led Wolfram to believe that it was something he had done. "Whatever I did, I'm sorry. I would do absolutely anything to make things better between us."
Yuuri looked at the ground and tried to sidestep Wolfram. The blonde, after stepping in front of him to block him (twice) let him pass. Yuuri walked away slowly and was only four or five steps away when Wolfram turned around and glared at his back.
"Why do you hate me?! What did I do? Just tell me! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I LOVE YOU DAMMIT?!" Yuuri whirled around and glared right back at Wolfram before his eyes softened and lost all anger.
"Because it's not real." He said this in a whisper which Wolfram barely heard, but it was enough to drive him mad.
"What? What makes you think that it isn't real?! How can you say I don't love you?" He shut his eyes tightly to try and keep away the tears. "I love you so much Yuuri, so much that it hurts. I love the way you smile, the way you laugh, even the way you act when you're being a wimp. I love how you're kind to everybody, but I just don't get why you stopped extending that same kindness to me. What did I do to make you hate me?"
"…I don't hate you." Wolfram blinked a few times and looked at Yuuri wondering if he had heard correctly. "I don't… You can't make me hate you."
"Then why Yuuri… Why can't you accept my love for you?"
"I can't accept what isn't freely given. You can't just love me, not after I randomly slapped you and took away your freedom. You have to spend so much time with me and I can see how upset if makes you. I don't get why you don't just leave. Is it pride? Is that it?" Wolfram reigned in the need to hit Yuuri.
"I. LOVE. Spending. Time. With. You." He spoke through gritted teeth. "I LOVE everything I do with you, and if I EVER seem upset it's because you don't love me! Not the other way around! I stay with you because I love you and if you can't love me, then-" Yuuri didn't let him finish.
Yuuri pulled Wolfram by the shoulders and made his head practically slam into his chest. He held Wolfram close and hugged him as tight as he could. Wolfram could hear Yuuri's heart beating fast and he felt his heart beating fast as well.
"Wolfram, I love you. I've always loved you. At least that's what it feels like to me. My Wolf, the one who yells and kicks me off of the bed, the one who calls me names and the one who is so much stronger than I'll ever be. You're gorgeous, you're amazing, and you're kind-hearted. I always feel- no, felt like you didn't love me. There isn't much about me to like after all."
Yuuri relaxed a bit when Wolfram, who was kneeling since he had been pulled against Yuuri, hugged him around the waist. Wolfram couldn't believe his ears or his eyes, or any other sense for that matter. Yuuri had said he loved him, he had complimented him and he was holding him… and he felt so warm and comforting.
"There is everything to like about you, why else would I worry about you cheating on me?" Yuuri ran his right hand through the strands of Wolfram's blonde hair and noted how soft it was.
"As if I would cheat on the most amazing person I've ever known." Wolfram looked up at Yuuri and saw sincerity which almost made him cry, but not out of sadness.
Wolfram stood up and put his forehead on Yuuri's, making their lips come very close to touching. Wolfram spoke slowly letting his warm breath blow over Yuuri's lips.
"I'm not that great wimp." The smell of Wolfram's breath was so sweet Yuuri wondered if it was his natural scent or if he had some sort of toothpaste.
"You're right. You're better." Yuuri's lips boldly pressed against Wolfram's and they both had to lean on each other as they felt their knees go weak from the kiss.
It didn't last too long, five seconds at the most, but it was one of the best things they had ever experienced. The feeling of having the one you love, all to yourself and not having to share your moment with anyone else. It was, in a word, amazing.
When they pulled away from each other they both still hugged each other close. There wasn't a doubt that they loved one another, but each of them couldn't help but wonder why.
"Wait… I kick you off of the bed at night?" Yuuri laughed out loud at the fact that Wolfram had just realized what he said.
"And you snore."
"I do not!" Yuuri laughed and grabbed Wolfram's hand, intertwining their fingers together lovingly.
"Let's just agree to disagree." Wolfram might have argued, but his hand was tingling from the warmth and kindness in the simple gesture. Later rumors would spread seeing as the maids saw them holding hands in the hallways. Joy.
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