Summary: AU. When Castiel Novak and his arranged bride-to-be Anna Milton move to Sioux Falls, Castiel falls for Dean Winchester. Their affair is dangerous but love conquers all…right? PLEASE REVIEW!
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or its characters.
Pairings: Castiel/Anna, Dean/Lisa, Dean/Castiel, Girl!Sam/Gabriel
Not Giving You Up
Chapter Seven: Cold November Rain
Wedding Countdown: 7 Weeks to Go
As the rain poured over Sioux Falls, Castiel and Dean lay in the middle of the downpour, naked and sweating, but also now shivering from the cold rainwater as they made love in a back alley right behind Castiel and Anna's house, in between the Impala and a wall, using a rug from the car as something to lie on. Castiel's breath hitched as Dean kissed his neck, thrusting slowly as they writhed together in the cold November rain. As they came down from their high, they kissed one another as though it would be the last time.
"Dean?"
Dean froze and turned to see his little sister looking down at them.
"CAS!"
Pulling the rug out from under them and covering themselves up with it, the lovers looked up at Dean's equally horrified sister.
"Sam…it's…we…" Castiel began, unable to find the right words.
"You're…oh God…" Sam cried turning away from them and covering her face.
Dean grabbed Sam and pulled her to sit with them by the car.
"Sammie, you can't tell anyone, Honey…" Dean begged, "You can't…"
"But you're with Lisa…" Sam said, confused as to what was happening, "And Cas is with Anna."
"It's an arranged marriage, Sam." Castiel said, sitting up a little, brushing some of his drenched hair from his face, "I'm not marrying her through choice…my brothers did it because I'm gay…"
"Yeah, and you're fucking my brother." Sam said, trying not to snap.
"We're in love, Sammie…" Dean whispered, "Honestly."
Sam nodded and smiled a little before standing.
"I won't say anything, but you might wanna get inside and get dried…in fact…get in the car, you can get dried at my place."
She climbed into the car, followed by the lovers who were trembling from the cold.
"Why you'd have sex in this weather's beyond me…"
Anna rolled her hips against Castiel's leaning down to kiss him as they "made love" on the one year anniversary of their meeting. Castiel rolled them over and thrusted into her gently, hearing the moans of appreciation in his ear as Anna softly bit the lobe, whispering sweet words in his ear. Castiel tried so hard not to break down and cry, and he pulled the naïve, deluded, unaware girl towards him and moved a little quicker. God, how he hated himself for doing this, but they had to carry on as though everything was normal. No-one else could know about them. Three people was too many, but if anyone else found out, in particular the Novaks, Lisa or the Miltons then it would be too hard to bear. She came with a high pitched cry, soon followed by Castiel who near enough growled before rolling off of her and kissing her lips tenderly.
"I love you." She whispered, curling into his side.
"Love you." Castiel replied, lying to her yet again.
He hated himself right now, like he was cheating on two people at once, but Dean was only doing the same. He was causing so much pain, the youngest Novak knew that, and he felt so guilty for hurting so many people. He was hurting his family, Anna's family, Anna, Lisa and Dean by having to carry on like this. Was it all worth it…God this was such a damn mess.
The youngest Winchester and Gabriel sat in Sam's living room as they discussed what was going on in this insane mess that was occurring far too close to home.
"I know you're worried about, Dean…" Gabriel whispered, taking Sam's hand in his own to comfort her, "But they love one another. We've got to find a way to get Castiel out of this arranged marriage."
The rain still continued to pour over the city, most people indoors because of the nastiness of the weather.
"Police?" Sam asked.
"Too risky. Michael and Zachariah are like sniffer dogs. They pick up on practically everything." Gabriel said with a sigh, "God…if anyone finds out both Dean and Castiel are dead meat."
"Honour killings?" Sam asked, earning a sincere nod.
"Well…not quite…just shoot the fuckers and leave them to bleed is Zachariah and Michael's way of dealing with it." Gabriel said, rubbing his forehead.
"Oh my God…what if Cas marries Anna? Oh God…" Sam breathed, "That'll kill Dean all by itself…what a fucking mess!"
Sam broke into tears at the thought of what her brother had gotten himself into, her hand shooting straight to cover her eyes.
"Don't…Sammie, please just…" Gabriel whispered, not knowing what to say, "C'mere."
He pulled her into a hug, stroking fingers through her short hair as he rocked her back and forth.
"Guys?"
Sam shot up out of Gabriel's arms as Dean and Castiel entered the room, unable to hide the tears in her eyes.
"Sammie?" Dean asked, grimacing at the sight of his baby sister crying her eyes out, "C'mere."
Sam didn't hesitate before jumping and running into Dean's arms, holding onto him tightly before breaking free and going to hug Castiel. Pulling away she gripped Castiel's shirt in her hands.
"You do anything to hurt Dean and so help me I will kick your ass." Sam growled, "And if he gets killed because of this…you'll pay for it Castiel Novak."
With that she left the room and headed upstairs, leaving a shocked Castiel and Gabriel, and an extremely pissed of Dean in the living room.
Dean bounded upstairs after her while Castiel and Gabriel tried to find a way to get Castiel out of this marriage.
"What the fuck was that?" Dean asked, closing the bedroom door behind him, "What right have you got to threaten Cas like that?"
"I'M SORRY, OKAY?" Sam cried, shocking Dean as she threw one of her books at the wall, "I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU!"
"Sammie…Sammie, you won't…" Dean whispered moving towards his sister and grabbing her arms as she went to hit him, "Stop now…you're gonna make yourself sick worrying…"
Sam just collapsed into Dean's arms and they ended up knelt on the floor, Dean holding his sister close to him as she sobbed heavily into his neck.
"Cas and I…we're being careful…" Dean whispered, "You're not gonna lose me, Sammie."
"Don't wanna lose Cas either…" Sam whispered, "Or Gabriel…or Lucifer…"
"You won't." Dean whispered, "If we have to leave here we'll take you with us, even Jess if you want."
Sam nodded and wiped her eyes, heading downstairs to apologise to Castiel.
As Sam and Dean reached downstairs though, they found Gabriel stood by the front door with a hand on his forehead.
"He's gone…" Gabriel said with a shaky sigh.
"What?" Dean asked, moving towards Gabriel.
"He said if he caused this much pain, it wasn't worth him being around and he left…"
Sam put her head in her hands and shook her head.
"Oh, God…we gotta find him!"
Dean wasn't there when they turned around though. He was already sprinting down the street looking for any sign of Castiel anywhere. The rain was freezing as it pounded against Dean's body, the older Winchester trying to find any sign of his lover. Dean ran shaking hands through his hair, holding his tears back until he saw that familiar figure standing in the park, shoulders hunched and head bowed in the cold November rain.
-TBC-
