Just realized I have to update this before some of you start enforcing those threats you sent me…yeah I'm paranoid now. I also got many PM's saying that the review thing wasn't working so they couldn't leave reviews :/ Sorry guys! I don't know how to fix that.
So yeah…sorry…
I did see all your hands raised in favor of Fax! Yay! I finally get to write it, let's see if I'm in the mood.
Kay that's it!
Everything is mine! Ha-ha jk! I don't own MR
On with the story!
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Max
I asked him to look at me, I can't stand it, I need his eyes on me. I need him to see that what I'm saying is the truth, that I would never hurt him that way. I was NOT a liar.
"You know not everybody is going to hurt you." I stated, because it's true. Nobody should live a bitter life because of one bad experience, it's just not right.
He looked at me for a second before turning away and nodding as if to say 'yeah I know'
I sighed and looked out to the small lake, I wanted to wrap my arms around him again, wait what's up with all these touchy feelings? Why do I keep thinking like that? I'm growing too mushy. Bleh… I was drowning in my own thoughts, lost somewhere far away.
I was brought back to the surface by a warm hands touching my face bringing me head back to look at Fang, he was smirking at me and I decided to have a bit of fun with him.
"So you want me to hunt down this Lucy girl?" he rolled his eyes,
"No I'm serious, I'm good at this kind of stuff," I said watching his expression as it turned to amusement. I loved his expressions; they always held what he was thinking. He was just so adorable.. Wait that's not manly enough… he was..eh hot?
" I'll have my private eye check her out, maybe push her in front of a bus, we can always make it seem like an accident…of course we need to find a busy street. Then again a bus maybe too extreme, maybe a taxi… We got to make it believable right. I mean maybe.." I was immediately shut up and pulled out of my murderous thoughts when I felt his arms wrap around me and pull me closer.
I turned to look at him giving him a confused look, he just smiled at me
"What do you thi…" I was cut off by his warm lips crashing on to mine, and all my current thoughts went flying out the window. All I could think about was how good it felt to finally be able to kiss him. How soft his lips were…
It wasn't an all out passionate kiss, it was more of a comforting soft kiss, but hey I'll take what I can get.
We pulled away smiling slightly,
"Well… that's a good way to get me to shut up." I said still grinning, but I mean who could blame me? I was still in after shock,
"Yeah most people just prefer to slap her on the back of the head, always works for me." I froze in my place at the sound of the voice.
What the hell.
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Fang
I let Max put me out of the diner and back to the little park that seemed to become our own small get away now a days.
We walked around the lake in silence still holding hands and thinking. I wonder what she wants to say now.
I mean now she knows about Lucy, and she had looked pretty mad when she found out about how she 'broke up with me', but I mean who wouldn't be?
I felt her gently pull me down to sit with her on a bench in front of the lake, her face showed a mixture of emotions that were running through her and I felt myself smiling but I don't think she noticed.
"Look what she did to you…" she paused for a second and I could feel myself staring blankly at her,
"It was wrong, and I'm sorry I made you tell me about it." She said softly and I looked away pointing my gaze towards the lake, trying to cover up my unwanted feelings.
"But look at me." She said it with such desperation and determination in her voice, I felt the need look into her eyes.
"I will NEVER do that to you." And I felt like something had clicked, she wouldn't do it again. She wouldn't make me suffer like 'she' had.
She looked away from me again, taking in her surroundings at the park. It was kind of chilly and there was almost nobody here.
"You know not everybody is going to hurt you." I know that but it's kind of hard to trust someone after they did…
I knew Max wouldn't do that to me though, and it brought on a whole new feeling, one that I thought I had buried deep inside of me a long time ago.
And I stood there staring at her as she went on about how she was planning on killing my ex for me. I was flattered but I really had other things on my mind at the moment.
How do I get her to just SHUT UP! I looked at her blankly her move kept moving and for a second I could help but think she was spending a little too much time with Nudge.
Finally I just took her head in my hands and made her look at me, she blinked, apparently taken back by my actions. I noticed how close we where and before I knew it I was leaning in.
She tried to say something more but I didn't hear it, as soon as I closed the distance between our lips all my other senses went flat.
It felt so good to kiss someone again, to feel loved, but my lungs were burning so I pulled back and was met by a smiling face. She was beautiful, and yes I mean Max.
She laughed lightly,
"Well… that's a good way to get me to shut up." And I nodded in an agreement next time I'll use that.
"Yeah most people just prefer to slap her on the back of the head, always works for me." I looked behind her and stared in confusion at a person I've never seen.
Max turned around slowly to see who it was.
I wonder…
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Hey okay once again crappy chapter it short and sweet. Someone mentioned that they felt like my story was missing something, and I completely agree! I just don't know what it is.
And I've been meaning to tell the people who told me I'm a good writer thanks! That makes my day so much better!
And to the person who told me that they could see this being made into a movie!
I LOVE YOU! That literally had me dancing and crying for joy!
So thanks for the love!
And yeah…. I've been suffering terrible Writers Block lately and I have no Idea how to cure it :/ its so sad.
Music Inspires me, if you have any song that you you feel inspires you please do share! I always write with music on, today I was listening to soft Linkin Park songs lol my favorite band ;)
So yeah…again :)
RnR?
~Lex
