As she stood in the kitchen, Elena understood that it wasn't all her fault after all. Her words may have came out too harsh or bitter, but still Damon was compelling Andie to allow him to feed on her and keeping the secret. Not exactly a gentleman. Damon had changed, he wasn't a rutheless maniac anymore, even if his instintcs told him to he now handled it, as Stefan managed to do in the years. But he should let people in for who he truly was, and seeing him wasting his personality out of insecurity or fear to be loved drove her nuts. She quickly stood up, brushing the tears away and going to his room. She wanted to make him understand that he was loved, a lot of people cared about him and he didn't even realize it. She was in love with him.. Stefan was his brother, and even though they had their issues in the past, they loved each other and Stefan would have given his life for him. Then there was Alaric who was his buddy. Rose cared about him too, Elena saw how much they cared about each other. She was pretty sure that even though he did snap his neck, during time Jeremy started to care about Damon and seeing him like a big brother. Even that bitch of Katherine cared about him after all! Elena kicked him mentally.. how stupid he was? It was time to completely open his eyes.


"Damon.." she said, crossing her arms. His door was open and he was shirtless, fixing things in his room. She tried not to stare at his amazing body and how perfect he was; they had to talk.

"How can I help you?" he said with a neutral voice, not even looking at her.

"I wanted to talk.." she said softly, letting him know that they could talk maturily. "You know, I broke up with Stefan." she even added with a quiet sigh.

He then turned his look at her, leaving her shocked. She didn't see that expression since.. well, since he was the evil ruthless vampire that she met at first. It seemed that he turned off his emotions again, the barrier up again. His next words and tone and his arrogant face only confirming it, but she stll prayed that it was just an act. "And why are you telling it to me? Compliments, Elena. Want me to clap my hands at you? Now please leave, I'm tired. And hungry." at the last words his eyes widened a little.

Elena was so speechless..she thought that this Damon was gone, for a long time and for good. Why was he acting so immature? Anger suddenly went through her.

"You know what Damon? I'm tired of your bad attitude. You are cutting me out because I'm being honest with you, when you barely are with yourself! Go ahead, turn your emotions off, bully people. But I know with certain that behind your mask that you teared up for a long time so well, there's only a hurt person who has the fear of letting people in. And now you hate that I'm being honest and harsh with you because nobody has ever been in your entire existence and it bothers and scares you! But I'm not going to buy it Damon, and honestly I thought that you were changed. I don't give a flying fuck about the fact that you're not compelling Andie to sleep with you or care about you, but you still feed on her like she's food and you do compell her to not tell people. Tell me about it then. And you know another thing? God blesses people – vampires – like Stefan and Caroline who no matter what still manage to be themselves. You instead always play the dumb or the victim when YOU bring people down, do you see? Do you see that after a conversation with you most of the people are into pieces or totally failed. And yes, it does bothers me that after all we've been through, all that you've told me; you are choosing one of the many random whores that you can have over me! Over our relationship, just because you're scared that you may be hurt again and you don't even want to give it a try! You know, not everyone is Katherine, not everyone wants to hurt you. And all this pisses the hell out of me, because when you really let people in, when you show your true self.. you are one of the most beautiful person I've ever met. Perhaps the best one. And I'm telling you this with the same honesty of all the other things that I said. But maybe you were right.. I would have liked you in 1864 after all, maybe Katherine ruined and took your personality 145 years ago. Goodbye, Damon." Elena split it all out almost screaming, but tears just won't stay at place and she felt like sobbing isterically.

She left the house pratically crying and never looking back, leaving a speechless and shaken Damon stuck in his room, not knowing what to say even though he knew how hell right she was. It didn't matter if it was 4.00 AM, she needed to get out of that house. And then trying to turn off her emotions for him. She was done with him


Sorry if this chapter is that short. But I needed it for the plot, and because the next chapter is way longer and this just didn't fit there. Plus, I wanted to say that it's probable that from the next chappie I'll change the rating in M - so if explicit scenes bother you, you might want to skip those parts!

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