Thanks for reviewing! Gosh I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while hopefully this chapter makes up for it. I already have chapter 8 started too, just a few tweaks and I'll post it. Though I will warn you now it's a little graphic. Like very little. So I'm worried about posting it. Anyway, enjoy chapter 7!
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Lily and I were lounging around my room having some much needed girl time. She had been dating Kenny for a month now and the two were combined at the hip. Like seriously. I've barley seen her, let alone by herself so we needed this weekend. It's not like I wasn't happy for her it's just, I was envious. Not of Kenny of course but of the fact that they were at the beginning stages of their relationship. The most serious topic the broached was what pizza topping they would get.
"Lily, do you think Michael is bored with me?" I asked her expecting a serious response. Lately he hasn't wanted anything to do with me. I know he's still sour with me over my fumbling tongue and it's driving me crazy.
"Oh Mia." She sighed. "Do you want my advice?" she asked, tilting her head sympathetically at me.
"Yes please that's why I asked." I pointed out.
She took a deep breath like she was about to release the secrets of the world. "Go talk to Michael."
"That's it?" I frowned disappointed.
"Mia, you need to stop going to others and running from the one person you need to tell your feelings to most. He's your boyfriend; he needs to know what you're thinking." She advised. Which okay, maybe made sense.
"But, all he wants to talk about is sex, sex, sex! And I am not, not, not ready!" I exclaimed frustrated.
"Why not? What's holding you back?" She asked.
She caught me by surprise. "You're supposed to say 'Good, don't do it until I do.' Or something likes that."
"Mia, I can't always be there to tell you what to do. Something's you have to decide for yourself." She explained as if it were that simple.
"Lily!" I felt like screaming. Why did she have to pull a 180 now?
"What? What are you so afraid of anyway? That he won't like it? Because trust me, at this point he'd take any kind of action over another cold shower."
"Lily!" I shrieked again.
"What? Just tell me what it is Mia and we can fix it."
"I'm just…not ready." Man I feel like that's all I say now a days.
"No, I think there's more to it. Why are you making him wait? Are you just trying to teasing him along?" She asked squinting her eyes at me.
"No! I'm just not ready." I said with gritted teeth.
"Come on Mia you're going to have to do better than that. What are you telling me? Because whatever it is, you will have to tell someone sooner or later. Rather me now, than Michael later." She pushed.
"I don't want him to see me naked!" I growled. "There, are you happy now!" I asked my face burnt red.
"What?! But that's how you do it!" She screeched.
"I know!" I replied. I hid my face in my hands before continuing, "As soon as he finally sees me naked he'll see all my imperfections and want a real woman like Judith."
"Oh god, not Judith again! Mia you are perfect in Michael's eyes. To him you have no faults, no flaws." She tried reassuring me.
"Yeah right!" My response was muffled by hands.
"Oh for Christ sakes. I'm calling Michael!" She threatened.
"No! Lily you can't do that!" I cried.
"Then you do it." She dared.
She had to have seen how horrified I was by her suggestion but she didn't seem to care.
"One…two…don't make me get to three Mia." She threatened holding out her phone.
"Fine! I'll talk to him. But in person. I'll go tomorrow I swear." I held my pinky out to her.
"You better. I'll call him tomorrow night to make sure." She warned.
"I pinky promised didn't I?" I replied. I was screwed.
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