Disclaimer: I seriously doubt that I own this, don't you?
AN: A huge sorry to Slash Pl0x who's been all 'Ahh, it's Rachel! Run Kurt, rruuuun!!!'
Beta-ed by: Debraelq (Go to her homepage and bid on her!)
Timeline: Friday
--Chapter 6: But Don't Kiss Me--
Twenty minutes later, Kurt pulled away, hiccupping, "S-sorry…"
"It's fine," she whispered dreamily, absentmindedly wiping away his tears.
"It-it's just… I-I… Never mind…" he bit his lip. Rachel frowned.
"Are you okay now?" she asked softly.
Kurt nodded. "Y-yes… I mean, I-I will be."
Rachel grinned. "That's good," she encouraged before slowly leaning forward.
Their lips connected, and Kurt had a sudden urge to pull away. He didn't want to encourage her, but he also had to. He forced himself to endure it.
He needed to endure it…
He forced himself to part his lips, to grant her access, and her tongue eagerly entered into his mouth. He felt about ready to vomit.
So disgusting…
He gently withdrew, and she made a keening noise in the back of her throat, surging forward to reclaim his lips. He allowed it; he had to allow it even as he felt the bile rise in his throat.
He had to like girls…
Kurt was silently suffering as another small part of him died inside.
He was draining away, drowning in self loathing, but he endured it.
The rules said he had to…
--Breaking the Rules--
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