Okay I know I havent updated in an age! I had so many exams and I forgot my fanfic password and the email for this is my friends email...so I couldnt reset it...I have another account on wattpad under the name lollyyypop112 which I have also posted this story...and it is one chapter ahead of fanfic...so you can check it out if you want :) Oh and I have changed the name of this story to I think I'm In Love With a Malfoy. :)

Chapter 8

Lily's POV

A couple of months had passed since I last had an encounter with Scorpius. I had seen him watching me across the main hall at dinner a few times. Every time that would happen, eh would smirk and I would look away quickly a small blush growing on my face. Lorcan, who always seemed to be sitting next to me when this happened would look at me, confusion drawn all over his fine features. Then he would look from me to the Slytherin table where Scorpius would be sitting busily eating his food.

I wondered if he suspected anything, but he still acted the same, polite Lorcan that I had always known with no sign of jealousy.

It was my birthday today October the 31st. Yes, I know I am a Halloween Girl. It also happened to be the day that everyone left for Durmstrung. Well everyone that applied to go on the trip and had been accepted. Unfortunately that did not include my boyfriend because I had not been able to persuade him to go.

However, we were scheduled to leave at 7'o'clock this evening so we still had the whole say to spend with each other.

I had woken this morning to Rox practically bouncing up and down on my bed screeching 'LILY WAKE UP BIATCHH! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!''

In the end I had to push her off the bed so she landed on the floor with a thump.

I had sat up looking around groggily 'Merlin Rox I think you just burst my eardrum!' I joked.

'Who cares! I can't believe your 16! Already! Omgoshhh! Now you're legal! Maybe Lorcan will give you some birthday se-'

'ROX! Shut up!' I had cringed.

'What! He has no excuse now...jeezz I still can't believe you've been going out for over a year and you haven't had sex with him yet?'

'ROXXYYY!' I had wailed. I was so glad that no-one else was in the dorm room at that moment otherwise that could have been potentially embarrassing. 'Least I'm not a slag like you...' I trailed off sniggering.

She then narrowed her eyes at me 'I'm going to let that one slide because you're my best friend and that is technically true and it's your birthday. But under any other circumstances, you would have been bitch slapped.' She stated.

'Ohhh I feel soo privileged that you think of me as your best friend.' I said putting one hand over my heart and nodding solemnly.

'You should Bitch.' She said then laughed and sat down beside me on my bed.

'Happy Birthday' she dropped a couple of wrapped prezzies on my lap.

At the moment I was sitting at Griffindor table having some toast when a shadow cast over the Daily Prophet which I was reading. Well at least trying to read considering Rox was nattering in my ear constantly.

'Miss Potter?' I turned around to see Scorpius standing there a smirk playing on his face like usual.

'Mr Malfoy? What may I help you with?' I said playing along. How is it you go from last name basis to first name to last name again? He seriously confused me.

'I just came to wish you a happy birthday. Glad you so thought it fit not to tell me.' He raised his eyebrows questioningly.

'Why would I tell you Malfoy?'

'Well I thought we might've gotten a little closer, but obviously not.' His grey eyes bore into mine making my insides tingle.

I glanced over at Rox who was mouthing words at Drake who was standing a little behind Scorpius.

'I don't know what you mean. But thank you. For the birthday wishes.'

I was about to turn back to my toast when he spoke again.

'Sorry I didn't manage to get you a gift. I only found out this morning.'

I looked at him closely. He had dropped his carefree attitude and actually looked sincere. I was slightly taken aback and didn't really know what to say. After a minute or so I managed to regain my voice and stuttered 'u-mmm well, I didn't really expect one. I'm not a real gift fan...I mean why spend money on a gift when you can give it to the poor...' I trailed off mumbling.

It was partially true. I mean, I did like having presents and all but I also liked giving to charity and I was brought up to help and support muggles.

However Scorpius could obviously see through my lie. Again emphasis on what a terrible liar I am! 'May-'

He was cut off by 'LILY!' Lysander sauntered over looking smug.

'Happy Birthday darlin' he gave me a swift kiss on the cheek and placed a small box in my hand.

Akwardddd. I peeked at Scorpius who had let his hard demeanour back up again and was glaring at Lysander like he was a bug that he'd like to squish. I tried not to giggle. This should not have been happening. I already had a boyfriend, who was not even here, but anyway. However, to be fair it was quite funny to see these boys staring daggers at each other over a stupid present.

'Umm thanks Lysander?' I tore of the paper and opened the lid of the box. Inside was a pretty little pair of earrings. They looked like white gold hoops.

Okay there was one thing having them fight over me. This was something else.

'Lysander...you didn't have to get these.' I felt so bad for taking them especially because he wasn't my boyfriend.

'She doesn't like expensive gifts' Scorpius stated matter of factly, smirking at Lysander.

'Oh well in that case, they're handmade.' He said smirking back.

'Just give it up Scamander! She doesn't like you!' Scorpius muttered under his breath.

'Oh and she likes you?' He countered.

'GUYS! I'm right here you know.' They had practically boxed me in so I couldn't see what was happening in the rest of the hall. Whether everyone was staring at their little fight or not.

'Lysander, thank you for the earrings, but I can't take them' I said apologetically handing the box back to him. They must have cost a fortune.

'No Lily, seriously, keep them. They'll suit you. Maybe you could wear them to the Yule Ball with me?' Lysander smiled.

'Lysander, I don't even think I'm going to the Yule Ball. I mean Lorcan won't be there and going with someone else would be like cheating on him.' I could feel Scorpius' eyes burning into me.

'It's not like you haven't before.' Lysander muttered.

'Whoaa what! Why are you even bringing that up? That was weeks ago and Lorcan already knows and everything was forgiven, so stop trying to rub it in my face! I was drunk and it was a mistake. Now can y'all just leave me be.' I started to turn around trying not to look at Scorpius' face and see what expression he had when I said that. Rox teared her attention away from Drake beside me and looked at me alarmingly. I hardly ever burst out like that.

Suddenly Lorcan came up behind his brother 'What's going on?'

For Merlin's sake...Can this situation get any worse?

Lorcan pushed through and came and sat down next to me. My face must have been red with embarrassment because he asked 'Hey lils...what's wrong?'

'Don't worry about it Lorc' I plastered on a smile and turned towards the guys. 'I guess I'll see you both later' I said dismissively and turned back to Lorcan. I gave him a quick kiss and glanced at the guys who were still standing there. This time their glares were at the boy sitting next to me. I laughed slightly. Lorcan looked at me like I was slightly insane which made me just giggle more. 'Aren't you gonna say happy birthday?' I asked teasingly pouting.

I don't know why I did what I was doing. I wasn't trying to make them jealous. It was just happening I guess. I had such an urge to look at Scorpius just to see his reaction. But I ignored it.

'Happy Birthday Lils.' He tapped me on the nose. We must have looked like the perfect couple, but the truth was, I wanted more. His touch didn't send tingles of desire through my body. I mean it was nice to be held but, there was no thrill.

'I got you something' he magiked up an exquisite lavender bottle of perfume. 'I heard you say you liked it when we were in France so, I thought I'd get it for you for your birthday.' Awww he was so sweet.

'Awww thanks Lorc.' I pecked him on the lips again.

'Wait what the fuck? How come I'm not allowed to get you something but my baby brother is?' Lysander burst out.

'Because he's my boyfriend.'

'Yeah, dude I'm kind of entitled to get her something' Lorc said from beside me oblivious to any kind of weirdness.

Scorpius was still standing their brooding and looking heart wrenchingly sexy and Rox and Drake were still having a rather animated conversation about... Different sexual positions?

'Anyway I said earlier, I think you guys should go. I need to spend some time with my BOYFRIEND.' I smirked and waved them away. I know I was acting like such a bitch but if Scorpius stayed there any longer I think I might've jumped him. Ohh dear...

'So since, it's your birthday and our last day together for a while, I was thinking we could go into Hogsmeade and hang out, then go to Madam Puddifoots? How about that?' Lorcan was looking at me hopefully.

'That sounds great.' I couldn't help but smile at him. I didn't really like Madam Puddifoots that much but it was okay and he seemed to like it so I guess I would go along with it.

He burst out in smiles. 'I'm gonna make this day, a day you won't forget!' and hugged me to him. Awww he was the perfect boyfriend a girl could ever have. Well a girl that wasn't me. Because I wanted someone else but I was too chicken to admit to myself I did.

WHAT! Wait what did I just think? NOO!

You want Lorcan, he's your boyfriend. You want Lorcan, he's your boyfriend. I said to myself over and over again. I could faintly hear Lorcan talking about the plans for today but I was too busy trying to hypnotise myself into wanting him again.

FML!

'Cool' I said absent minded. I had lost my appetite for toast so I just got up. 'I've just forgotten to pack something for the trip. How about I'll meet you down here in half an hour?'

'Oh okay sure.' He got back to his pancakes happily.

Rox could obviously see something wrong so she got up too. 'I'll help' she said brightly. Then practically barrelled me over pulling me with her to the entrance.

'What's up with you?' she interrogated me as soon as we got round the corner.

It was no point in lying to her. 'I think I want someone else?' I murmured trying not to let tears come to my eyes.

'Which one?' I knew she mean Lysander and Scorpius.

'I think I'm in love with a Malfoy...Rox what do I do?'

Scorpius' POV

'LILY!'

Fuck sake! Why did that little shit have to come and ruin everything?

Lysander came into view. I swear I just wanted to punch him, especially for ruining what was about to happen last time when we were in the bathroom.

'Happy Birthday darlin' he gave her a peck on the cheek. He was obviously trying to be light hearted and everything but I could see the desperation in his eyes.

He had a gift in his hand. I hadn't believed what she had said earlier about not wanting a gift. Every girl loves having presents. That was why I would be buying her the perfect gift in Norway when we got there later this evening.

YES thank Dumbledore that I got on this trip. And what more, Lily was going on the trip too without her dear little toy boy.

Lily had opened the box and inside where two white gold hoops. I had to admit they were pretty classy.

I remembered what she said and repeated her words to Lysander. 'She doesn't like expensive gifts.' Narrowing my eyes at him, daring him to contradict.

'Oh well in that case, they're handmade.' He shot back.

He was ready for this fight.

'Just give it up Scamander! She doesn't like you!' I sniggered, which so wasn't like me.

'Oh and she likes you?' He was starting to lose his cool.

'GUYS!' Lily burst out. We both tuned to her. She looked sexy as hell when she was mad. Like a little fireball. And believe me she was, I swear she was the only girl I have ever met that made my body burn with desire as she did. I could see her lips moving and her little frown lines on her forehead as she shouted at Lysander about something but I really didn't care.

All of a sudden her voice broke through my daydream '...I was drunk and it was a mistake...' was she talking about the night we got together. She really thought it was a mistake because I hadn't. It had been the best damn night of my life and all we had done was flirt and kiss. I felt a slight discomfort in the bottom of my stomach and I frowned.

'What's going on?'

Ahhh hell...why did he have to come now?

I saw Lorcan go up to Lily and sit on the bench beside her. He put one arm around her shoulders. Stupid preppy idiot. Ha I know I was immature but it felt good to insult him.

'I guess I'll see you guys later then.' Lily turned away from us and smacked a kiss on Lorcan who looked surprised. I knew what she was doing. She was trying to make me jealous. I had seen it done a thousand times before but never had it affected me as much as it did now.

I wanted to leap that son of a bitch and punch him so hard that he wouldn't be able to stand. But I knew she wouldn't approve so I did nothing. My hand clenched around my wand in the inner pocket of my robes. But I did nothing. I couldn't let what I felt for her destroy me.

I knew I should have gone but I just stood there. Lorcan brought out a small bottle of perfume as her gift and I heard Lysander's exclaim of how he wasn't allowed to get her anything but Lorcan was.

To anyone else they looked like the perfect sweet couple that everyone thought they were. But I knew better. I knew how much she wanted me and I would make her admit it sooner or enough.

'Anyway I said earlier, I think you guys should go. I need to spend some time with my BOYFRIEND.' She smirked and looked directly at me.

Ohh I was so tapping that. I smirked back and turned away dragging Drake along with me.

'Well, that was uhh, interesting' Drake drawled chuckling.

'Shut up Zambini, before you get your head punched in.' I muttered sitting down at the Slytherin table.

'I wasn't talking about your little showdown douche. I was talking about Roxy. She's like a fox man. Ha Rox the Fox!' he snorted at his own joke.

'Will you shut the fuck up? I need to ask you something.' He was my best friend but sometimes he could be such an idiot.

'Shoot' he said loading his plate with sausages, bacon and eggs.

'How is it you're not fat?' I asked him.

'What?' he asked through a mouthful of food.

'WHY ARE YOU NOT FAT?' I asked him again sniggering. He ate so much I actually wondered how he could eat so much and still have the stamina he had.

'That was so not your question before. And can we stop talking about my fatness please.' He swallowed then burped really loudly. 'Excuse me.'

'Dude, do you think Lily likes me?'

Drake choked on the orange juice he was chugging down. 'You what?'

'So now you're deaf?' I asked him. 'Jeez fat and deaf...great combination.

He ignored the jibe. 'Why do you care if she likes you anyway?'

'Because she's hot.'

'Dude, that girl will never sleep with you in a million years. She's so out of your league.' Drake went back to his calorie filled breakfast.

'I'm the sex god at this school; no-girl would ever refuse me.'

'Which is exactly why she would refuse you. She's got class man. Something that we don't have.'

Fuck. He was right. Lily didn't just go round sleeping with guys like I went round sleeping with girls. I wondered for a second whether she was a virgin.

I felt slight tingles inside if I was the one who would take her virginity away from her.

I glanced over at her. She was nestled up against Lorcan. Who was I kidding; she was the most wanted girl in the school. Most boys didn't bother because they knew they wouldn't have a chance but I did. I had too.

I looked at how at ease they were with each other. They had started going out last year, surely they would've done it but I couldn't imagine him as the wild sex type of guy. Not that I imagine guys in that way but still.

'I'll make you a bet.' I proposed 'For 100 galleons I bet that I can get Lily Potter to sleep with me before Christmas.' Oops that kind of slipped out. Ahh well, I had faith in my abilities.

'Deal.' Drake said his eyes glittering mischievously. '100 galleons? Mate I'm gonna be so rich.'

'We'll see.' I said smirking.

Just then I glanced over to the other side of the hall where Lily got up closely followed by Roxanna...that was her name I think or was it Roxanne?

She looked confused and so innocent.

I smirked at the thought that I had done that. She was probably confused about the feelings towards me.

Yes, I'm a cocky idiot. Get over it. It's the only way you get anywhere in life anyway.

Lily's POV

'Bye Lils' I hugged Lorcan goodbye.

We had spent the cutest day together going into Hogsmeade, then chilling by the lake with Hugo and his long term girlfriend Claire. It had been an unseasonably warm day but now was the time for goodbyes. Lorcan assured me he would come and visit sometime at the start of the Christmas Holidays but then he would have to go a ski-ing trip with his family. Lysander had refused to go on the trip...I wonder why?

After my little outburst with Roxy earlier. I had some time to calm myself. Rox had told me her 'told you so's' and what not and said that since Lorc wasn't coming on the trip I had some time to sort my mind out and choose. (Whilst in the process having passionate hot sex with Scorpius.) I had obviously refused this piece of advice. I would never, in the right mind cheat on Lorcan whilst he and I were still going out.

I had just laughed it off as a crazy statement due to all the stress that had happened that morning but deep down I could still feel something for him.

'Have you got your teddy?' Lorcan asked me laughing lightly.

Ohh in addition the perfume, Lorc had bought me this adorable, but huge teddy bear in Hogsmeade.

'I can't fit it in my bag!' I laughed.

'Ahh that's where you're wrong.'

'Accio big fat teddy bear.' Lorcan said and suddenly this great big brown thing came whizzing at us and almost knocking us over. I laughed as did half the other students standing with us.

'Diminuedo' he said and slowly the teddy bear started to shrink until it was about the size of a palm.

Then he gave it to me. AWW how cute.

'Thanks Lorc' I gushed.

'Now you can have it with you everywhere in case you forget me in Norway.'

'I would never forget you Lorc' I kissed him lightly.

'Lily hun, we need to go...otherwise the ship might leave without us.' Rox tugged my arm.

I smiled at Lorc. 'See you in a couple of months!'

'I love you Lils.'

I couldn't say it back so I just nodded and let Rox pull me up the plank of the ship.

'Wow genius, I thought you were sposed to be letting him down lightly not bonding my means of a cuddly toy.' Rox muttered as the ship began to take off.

Yes. It was a flying ship.

'Ohh I don't know Rox, I'm so confused at the moment.' I said miserably the miniature teddy still in my hand.

'Well hello there Rox the Fox.' I could hear Drake.

Ahh hell. If Drake was there Scorpius was bound to be around somewhere.

And there he was leaning against a door numbered 342. He looked even hotter than this morning if that was even possible.

'Oh hi Drake? That's your name right? Do you mind, we just need to go and find Professor McGonagall. Find out where our room is and sort stuff out.' She said obnoxiously and pushed past them towing me behind her.

I gave Scorpius a weak smile as I passed. He raised his eyebrows and I swear I could see the corners of his mouth turn up. But then Rox yanked me round the corner whilst she laughed 'Hook, Line and SINKER!' she sniggered.

'You're such a tease Rox. 'Oh is that your name' I mimicked her.

'Ohh its fun, now he'll be wondering why I don't remember him and probably try harder.'

'That's what she said...'

'You have such a dirty mind Lily.' She said shaking her head at me.

'Yeah thanks to you'

'I know right.' She smiled proudly. 'Did you see the way Scorpius was looking at you, he had lust written all over his face. It's like he wanted to jump you right there.'

'Rox!' I moaned 'please shut up with the dirty sex talk.'

'Just saying.' She said impishly.

I didn't tell her that I felt like jumping his bones right then as well.