Sebastien found it strange that Ciel would shoot him, when demons can't die because of a small bullet. But the sudden acction had stunned him so he dropped to the floor. As he looked at his chest he couldn't see a bullet wound or anything even on his clothes. Maybe Ciel had bad aim and just missed him.. As he looked up he saw what had acctuelly happened, red blood fell from the side of the younger males head as he was slumped over in his chair. Ciel had shot himself in the head. Sebastien didn't know how to take this but he felt a pain in his chest a life without Ciel for an etenity, he just couldn't take it. Sebastien was doubled over on the floor looking straight down. Thoughts like, this can't be happening to me, and I can't go on like this. Until he felt a small warm hand on his shoulder shaking him.
"Sebastien, whats wrong?" He could hear Ciel as if he was acctuely there with him.
"You're not real, you're dead and I can't live anymore I just can't." Sebastien couldn't stand this.
"Do I look dead to you? Take a look at me Sebastien I might not have a soul but I'm deffinently here." Ciel smirked down at the male.
Sebastien looked up at red eyes looking down at him. Ciel's hair was a lighter shade of blue as the sun streamed down on him. Sebastien was stunned and taken aback.
"But you were just." Sebastien was at a loss of words but Ciel just looked at him.
Ciel didn't say a word all he did was get on his knee's and wrap his arms around the males neck.
"Sebastien I was either going to be a demon or nothing. I chose to be a demon so now we can be together." Ciel kissed the older males cheek.
"Ciel I'm sorry this happened, I'm sorry that because of me you will never expeirence the joys of heaven." Sebastien felt horrible, all of this was his fault.
"Just be quiet, even if I had never met you I would be going to hell. I don't believe in god, or at least I didn't before. When I was younger my mother had killed my father and I went as far away as I could possibly but that never changed the fact she was my mother. I would pray that she would never find me and that I would never have to suffer again. But a little while after my fathers death she had found me, and she hurt me mentaly and physicaly. She would call me and play mind games with me. I ended up cutting myself and eventually I stopped but, I vowed that day that there was no god just an empty world." Ciel smiled at Sebastien.
They stayed in eachothers arms for hours, nothing else mattered to them as long as they were together. It was quiet for once and they had truely found peace Ciel didn't know how but he swore he could still feel his mothers presence and it scared him. Ciel pushed the thought aside and finally broke the embrace. He then stood up and brushed himself off and helped Sebastien off of the floor. Ciel started walking towards the door and smiled when he saw how filthy he looked in the reflection of a mirror to his right. He had a blood stain where the bullet had pierced on each side, his skin had healed but he knew exactly what happened. Blood was on his outfit and on his hands. He looked like he had just killed someone. Ciel laughd at the thought and oppened the door. Sebastien stayed behind to clean the mess Ciel had made. Sebastien looked at Ciel and wondered why he had done it the way he had and why wouldn't he tell Sebastien? Many thought stormed the males brain but that wasn't the real problem was it. Ciel stood in front of his bathroom mirror and let his jacket fall to the ground lasily. Steam was now swirling around the room as the hot water in the shower ran. Ciel gently lifted his shirt over his head and set it on the counter, and then unottoned his pants and let them fall to the floor as he kicked them off. Next were his shoe's, socks, and boxers. Ciel looked at his reflection in the fogged up mirror, well what he could make of it. But the thing that stood out most to him were the red peircing eyes staring back at him. He tore his gaze away knowing the water would go cold soon. He strided over to his shower and stepped inside. Hot water flowed over his body as dry blood washed away. His hair had grown longer and blue locks covered his eyes. He looked at his hands and saw his fingernails were black. And then he saw something he had almost forgotten about. The tattoo of a pentagram that his "friend" Alois had convinced him to get when they were both drunk. Ciel had an amused look as he rememberd how Alois screamed while getting his tramp stamp. Ciel was now doubled over remembering it and he could just picture the pissed off look he would get for laughing at Alois. Ciel touched the blue tattoo that rested right above his hip bone. Maybe it was a mistake but it was a good one because he was a demon now. Ciel chuckled, maybe it was what decided his future maybe he was acctuely hell bound. He looked up as the water was now cold and his body felt numb. He didn't mind really it acctuelly felt good, cold water for a cold person. He pressed his back against the wall and thought of how wonderful it would of been if he had a normal child hood, but then he remembered if he had a normal childhood he never would of met Sebastien. So he was happy but still sad that his life had turned out this way. The young male got off the wall and started turning the knob so the water would stop and wrapped himself in a towel as he stepped out of the shower. But when he heard someone whispering words in his ear as he walked to the door he froze.
"Ciel I'm still here." He could hear her voice, his mothers voice.
"L-leave me alone!" Ciel said darkly.
As he turned around. But no one was there. It was only him in this nightmare called life.
It took him back to earlier today, maybe it was just his imagination but the eyes that were watching him before could they have been hers?
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I'm sorry I take forever with these updates. /).(\
But I tried with this one, I really did.
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