Toshiro POV

I lay in the pristine hospital bed. An IV in my arm and my body hooked to an E.K.G. Renji was asleep in the chair next to my bed it was in a private room. My body still felt hot and tingly the hospital clothes were rubbing against my nipples in a teasing manner. My cock was half-hard and it was rapidly starting to tent the blankets. Renji blinked awake when I whimpered.

"Hey toshi, how ya feel?" he asked his amber colored eyes worried.

"H-Horny…" I croaked moving my non tube hand to my chest discretely brushing my own nipples

"haha. The doc Said that might be the case and if it was then I wasn't supposed to touch you for fear of contamination. Damn toshi… what were you thinking?"

"W-mnngh…w-we wa-wanted to suh-surprise you guys with the tattoos and grimm knew the guy…oh gawwwwd…" I groaned as I pinched the now hard nub liking the feeling.

"ah…" Renji sounded breathless as I pulled up the awfully abrasive gown and pinched the nub of flesh harder. I slid my hand from my chest to my groin pushing the blankets off.

His breathing hitched as he watched me start to jack off. Gods it felt good! But just being stimulated wasn't enough! I needed to have my Ren Ren inside me. I looked over at him and groaned as I noticed he was watching I rapt fascination.

"Renji~~~~" I cried for him he gulped and looked guilty as I reached for him with my tube hand.

"toshi I cant… I really really want to but we don't know if that stuff can be transferred to another body or how long it will be in your system. Im sorry. I love you toshi… I do I just don't want to end up hurting you more…" the pressure around my cock was starting to become too much like a cock-ring on too tight when I desperately wanted to cum. Suddenly as I started to move my hand from the organ that stood between my thighs I started to feel nauseous. My head spun, strangely my erection deflated, and my chest became tight. Like someone was sitting on it. I gasped for breath the E.K.G. started to beep wildly I heard Renji's panicked voice I reached out for him as the nurses and doctors rushed in. now my eyes were getting blurry and the tightness was turning into a burning. I heard a raged scream that must have come from me. the doctors tore my gown off and attached electrodes to my chest. I kept trying to claw at my burning chest to dig out the problem but it didn't work the doctor's shoved Renji out of the room and I cried out for him. An oxygen mask was steeled over my face and my hands were tied down.

'Renji! Renji! Ren... Ji… re…n…ji…'

Izurus pov

I couldn't see very far in front of me I knew we had moved. To a white place. I heard people talking about me.

"He is severely damaged, the mental and emotional problems alone will crippling. If he can ever walk or regain the use or his right arm. Are you prepared to deal with this Mr. Ichimaru?" Ichimaru…

"….gin?"

"Izuru? Izu can ya hear me? Izuu, how do you feel?"

"Like…sh…shit… gin… I can't feel my hand…. I can't see you clearly either."

"Shh…Izu…. Its okay… don't cry okay… its okay you are safe I promise… izuu…god im so sorry…."

Grimmjow POV

"What in the hell were you thinking?" I shrunk away from my lover.

"Really Grimm… Christ!" tears pricked my eyes. i couldn't handle the disappointment in my lovers voice. i couldn't look at ulquiora.

"Grimm…. Look at me." I forced myself to look up at ulquie. I saw that the others green eyes were blood shot and wet. I stood and wrapped my arms around my lover…

"Ulquie… I love you. I'm sorry I made you go back there. I know what he did to you im so sorry but please don't hate me. I-I know I fucked up. Please still love me…"

"I can't…. Forgive you I don't know if I can…. I just stay here Grimm im going to my sister's house… for a while. Bye grimm."