Hey, guys.
I know, I know. You hate me.
I really am sorry it took so long. I mean school started back and
My lfe got way complecated. Now, if i had gotten more reveiws, this
Might have been a diffrent story. Not the actual story, I meant what I just said.
Oh, god I ramble a lot. I'm just gonna let you read.


(Bella's POV)

Nothing has ever surprised me more than when I saw Jasper pull into the lot in Edward's Volvo. I was doing chemistry homework and I had to rub my eyes to make sure I wasn't dreaming. Well and so I wouldn't cry from seeing that damn Volvo again. Now, there was a different person at the wheel, one that was here to help me, not hurt me. At least that's what I thought. I thought the same about the first person to drive that Volvo.

"Hey, Bells. Like the car? Emmett wouldn't let me use his, Rosalie's car is to… red. Girlish, I guess. So I stole the stupid ones car."

"Jasper, he is not stupid at all. His is a genius."

"If he's such a genius, why did he leave you? I would never do that and as far as I'm concerned, anyone who leaves such a perfect person, is mentally ill in some way."

He was so wrong, "I am just human Jasper, the farthest thing from perfect. And anyways you attacked me." I said the last part jokingly.

He looked hurt, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that."

"I know. You know I didn't mean it Bella. You know I didn't mean to attack you, right."

"I know, Jasper. It's not a big deal." he smiled slightly. It made me feel worse because I could feel the pain behind this smile. I kissed him on the cheek. We walked to class together, that's when it occurred to me.

"Jasper, your supposed to be in collage." I said.

"You would be amazed at what money can do."

I really didn't want to know, so I let it drop.

(Edward's POV)

I stood there in the woods, watching her. I didn't want to get to close, I would make a mess of everything. So I stood there watching. She leaned over to kiss him on the cheek, I sighed loudly. Or at least loudly for my kind. Jasper noticed and looked over at me with wide eyes. Then when Bella looked at him his face relaxed yet his eyes where still surprised. They continued on with there conversation. How could I have let it go this far in the first place? I felt a breeze behind me. I turn quickly, no one was there. Our time apart has made me paranoid I suppose.

"Hey, baby." Rosalie said, her head lay on my shoulder. She made me jump.

"Go away."

"Come on Edward, you can't play this hard to get game forever. Actually if you wanted to you could, since you're a vampire and all and, let us not forget I am a vampire too. Who isn't, she isn't. So the better choose is obliviously me. Plus, I'm blonde."

"I prefer brunettes." I said, because it was true. I don't understand the whole blonde thing, it makes Rose look like an albino, but that was my opinion. The darker the hair, the more normal you look.

"Sure you do and I prefer muscular men, not scrawny boys but, I want to experiment a little. I think you should too."

"Look, I've been trying to be a gentleman about this whole thing, but your not my type." I said still attempting at being a gentleman.

"Sure I'm not." she scoffed. "Listen, I'm everybody's type. Blonde and beautiful." she said and flipped her hair as if to make a point.

"Look, I really just want you to go away. Emmett is my brother, I won't do this to him." Plus, I don't like you at all.

"Oh, so this is about Emmett. He won't care. He will let me do whatever I want."

"Look Rosalie, when it going to get through your thick skull. I hate you."

"Hate is as strong an emotion as love." she said.

"Rose, I love Bella. I always will."

"Did you not just see that? Alice drew it all out for me yesterday. I'm sure she showed you too."

"She did." I mumbled. Then Rosalie pushed her thoughts at me so hard I couldn't stop her. She showed me the pictures Alice had drawn. Then she conjured up a scene of her own of Bella and Jasper. It was so close to accurate. I broke down inside. If I could I would be crying. I saw Bella with Jasper again. When I left I left her shattered. She might have been as broken as me. She sought out the very first monster she could I suppose. I still loved her and could no longer remember why I left in the first place. Bella was still as bad a kisser as she had been. I almost laughed, then I remembered who she was kissing. Jasper. My brother. She had her hands intertwined in his messy hair. Just like she had once done with mine.

"Why did I ever leave?" I mumbled. Then another thought came from Rosalie. Slower this time. So if it got to bad I could just push it away. It was not picture, it was a memory. Bella, at her birthday. She had her fake smile on her face. Being good like I had told her to. Then she ripped her gift open and dropped it. Why did she drop it? I saw blood slowly moving down her finger. Jasper leaped for her, murder in his eyes. He had full intensions of killing her. That was all I needed. Like all of her near death experiences, I liked to push them to the back of my mind. I didn't think of them. Just then I remembered the whole thing through my eyes. I had to save her. Had she forgotten? What if it happened again?

I needed to stop this. And quickly.

Jessica Stanley walked right passed me, she didn't even notice me. She flipped her hair showing it off to Mike. Her fragrance washed over me, no matter how much perfume she was wearing, I could still smell her. Like really smell her. I needed to go hunting, soon.

"Man, doesn't that smell good." Rosalie said licking her lips, and vanished.

(Emmett's POV)

I walked down the street in my vampire attire. Long black coat that showed off my muscles quite well, I would say myself. My black hat that Rosalie had bought me on one of her trips to Wet Seal. The collar of my coat stuck up and was almost all the way to my cheekbones. If I were to look down, you couldn't see my face at all. I had ditched school today at Jasper's request. I felt like I owed him anyways. I couldn't put my finger on why though. I walked through the park, it was a bright sunny day, and I was wearing all black. It got me a few stares. Some of them though were women who saw me and said, "Damn."

None of them my type. There was one other person who was dressed in all

Black and rather short. She was looking down, and wore a hat. Like me. Her hair shoulder length, it was

straight and black.

Beside her stood an Indian. One of the wolfs I'm sure. He reeked. He was

wearing shorts, no shirt, and was walking barefoot. He was talking a million miles an

hour. The female was just nodding. Then the Indian bent down, grabbed her face and

kissed her. I caught a slight glimpse of her cheek sparkling before she pushed him away

giggling.

Wait. I know that giggle. I ran to them so fast no one would have seen me. I

tackled

her.

I had both hands on her shoulders. "Alice?" I smiled.

"Emmett, get off me." she pushed but, she couldn't control me. She let out a

sigh when she realized it was useless. I felt a slight shake in the ground. Alice's

eyebrows shot up and shock covered her face. "Jake, stop it. It's just Emmett."

He seemed to calm down a bit, I'm sure he didn't like the thought of another

man on his women though. I rolled off her and we lay side to side on the ground.

"You know what you did to Jasper was wrong, right?"

"What he did to me was worse." she sighed.

"How so? You left him."

"I had a greater purpose in mind. He should have known that. I was searching

for the blind spot. Jake. That's how it starts. When it ended," she looked around for the

dog I suppose. He ran off in a fit of rage. "I would have gone back to him. Now I can't.

He's with Bella. I can see how this will end. You can't tell him." she said looking at me

very seriously now. "If you do it will ruin everything."

"All right." I said. I meant it too. I wouldn't tell him… unless it was necessary.

"Thank you." she said. She stood up, tilted her hat, put her hands in her

pockets, and walked off. I watched her go and just sat there.

Then someone behind me was breathing hard, his hands on his knees.

"Emmett, I need your help." Edward said. Oh, that's just great. You can't talk to one

person in the family, with out another harassing you.

(Jasper's POV)

"Bella!" I yelled from across the cafeteria. One of the classes was the one right

before lunch. I got a lot of elbows in my ribs running through the cafeteria at a very

slow pace, fighting my need to go full speed and sweep her off her feet. I could see it

now, I would pick her up, then swing her around and kiss her, no matter how many

people were watching. When I set her down her face would be scarlet from

embarrassment. She was so predictable, yet so very lovable.

"Jasper." she said, her eyes wide, when I showed up beside her. I guess I was

going faster than I thought. Oh, well. No big deal. I had never realized that I seemed to

Gravitate toward her. She was so emotional, I thrived off her.

"Hello to you to." I said and threw my arms around her.

"Sorry, you just scared me. Where's Emmett?"

Right then I realized that I hadn't seen him all day. That was weird. "Skipping his

first day of school I suppose. That sounds like him."

"I didn't know Emmett was that kind of guy. I have to say, I expected more."

said shaking her head slowly.

"Bella, what are you doing?" a girl from behind us asked. Then I recognized the

smell. Jessica Stanley. She had a fake smile on her face with that little nervous laugh of hers. Right when she said that, all the people around us that had tried all day to cover up the fact they were staring at us, now looked at us. Bella blushed from all the attention.

"Talking to Jasper." she said quietly.

"Hummmm." Jessica said. "Is that all?" she realized Bella wasn't going to give her the answers she wanted, so she turned to me.

"Is it any of your business."

"Mine, and the rest of the schools. We live in a small town, Jasper. We don't have much to do around here. But, you knew that. So, tell me and all of these lovely people behind me what is really going on."

"Well, if you must know…" I stopped there and pretended to think until hatred rolled off Jessica's body, but she sat there smiling. "Bella is my girlfriend. I guess. Is that what you would call it. Call us." I motioned my finger between us. I instantly regretted it. She tensed, emotions filled her, not all good ones. Jealousy, anger confusion, happiness, hatred, sadness, loneliness, and love. I mainly think the hate was directed toward Jessica, though.

She coughed and said, "I'll tell you when I figure out." louder than the last time she spoke. I kissed her on the cheek, proud of what she'd done. Then she turned her back on Jessica.

When we got our food and sat down, I smiled up at her. "I proud of what you did. To Jessica."

"Really," she raised an eyebrow. "I thought you would be mad. I didn't choose you."

"But, you didn't choose Edward either." I said.

She looked down at her food, then back up at me. Her eyes widened in shock. "Jasper, what are you doing?" she said. Her facial expression didn't change either.

I was curious as to what she meant. She was staring at my mouth. That's when I figured out, I was eating an apple. I swallowed it. Now I saw why Edward dated a her, she made you feel more human. Every day, I felt more human than the last.

(Bella's POV)

I woke up to a sweet whisper.

"Bella, Bella, honey. Wake up."

"Rosalie?" I said groggy. Why was she in here? Why did she sound so nice? Where was Jasper? "Where's Jasper?" I figured I might be dreaming, but just in case.

"He's… out." she said biting her bottom lip.

"Where?"

"I don't really know. But, I waited all night just to see you." this didn't sound good. At all. "Well, I have a confession." she said fast, like she was about to blurt some stupid secret no one knew about.

"What is it?" I said as I sat up on my bed, looking at her, for the first time, actually looking at her. She was beautiful. I already knew that though. Her blonde hair was almost glowing in the darkness. She looked broken too. Like something had gone wrong, something she couldn't fix. Something that she would be crying about, if she could.

"I have a question, will you please, please, tell Edward you don't want him anymore?" she looked like she was begging. Begging a human. That's when I saw it, she had lost something. Something had been rearranged, she wasn't mentally stable anymore.

As far as her question, I was speechless.


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