mentions of eruri and finally some action for our little virgin Eren


Eren POV

"Sina Environmental Agents?" Mikasa raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah, or just S.E.A.?" I looked between Mikasa and Armin, desperately hoping for one of them to speak up and say that they knew everything there was to know about S.E.A., but, of course, it wasn't that easy. Mikasa shook her head.

"Well, they're the authors of a couple books that my grandpa has-" Armin started.

"Mermaids and Mermen, Mysteries of the Deep, and Fish and Fins. But have you ever heard him say anything about it? Heard him say anything about merpeople?" I bounced my leg excitedly.

"I thought you were over mermaids." Mikasa huffed.

"I am!" I said, and it wasn't a lie. I was over mermaids, but I was still very, very interested in mermen. "I'm just into S.E.A. now, okay?"

"So interested that you had to puke in the ocean, start crying on the pier, and be walked home by Armin and me." Mikasa looked over me worriedly. She and Armin had found me crying on the pier as they walked home from their time in the town.

"Eren, is there something you aren't telling us?" Armin asked, reaching out and grabbing my hand.

"Guys…" I felt a lump in my throat. "I just need you to help me right now."

"Are you okay?" Mikasa asked. "We're really worried, Eren. You having nightmares again?"

"I'm okay." I ignored the last part of her comment. I didn't want to think about our mother or the way she died. My anxiety was bad enough as it was just dealing with whatever the hell this was with dad.

"Eren, please talk to us…We don't ever want a repeat of what happened when Carla died-" Armin started.

"I'm fine!" I snapped at him. "I just need you two to be there for me right now. I'm dealing with some shit. Some stuff happened. I don't want to talk about it."

"Just…" Mikasa sighed. "Is your life in danger?"

"No." I answered. "Of course not."

"Is it a bully? Is Jean fucking with you again? Do you need Mika-" Armin rubbed soothing circles on my hand.

"No! It's not that kind of situation." I bit my lip as Mikasa and Armin looked at each other. I would have to give them something before they started looking into it and found everything.

"There's this guy…" I said quietly, my cheeks heating up. Mikasa frowned and Armin looked confused.

"Is he mean to you?" Mikasa asked. "Is he why you're sad?"

"No! It's just… I have…feelings for him." I looked at Armin for help. I had always told him about my crushes, but not always with Mikasa.

"What kind of feelings?" Mikasa asked, drawing my attention to her.

"Gay ones." I said simply. She rose an eyebrow and Armin laughed.

"He's got relationship problems, Mikasa. He's going to be fine." Armin smiled at us.

"Who is it?" Mikasa tucked her chin into her scarf.

"It's…It's not anyone you two know, okay? I can't really talk about. I mean, we aren't even boyfriends, yet."

"Yet." Mikasa and Armin said at the same time.

"Look, we don't even need to talk about him. We need to talk about S.E.A., because apparently it has something to do with-"

"This boy? Eren, whatever is going on with your crush and with S.E.A. made you so upset you literally puked. Eren, I'll respect that you want space, but if he hurt you, please tell me. Please, if you need us, tell us. Don't let what happened when mom died happen again-"

"It's not that, Mikasa." I felt myself getting pulled into the memory of what I did that night. Cold. So very cold. "I-It's about dad."

"Grisha?" Armin asked.

"Yeah." I crossed my arms over my chest as I threatened to slip back into memories again. "Also, your grandpa."

"My grandpa? Cal Arlert?" Armin looked shocked. I nodded weakly.

"What the hell does Dad and Armin's grandpa have to do with S.E.A.?" Mikasa asked.

"That's the thing, guys. I don't know! I went to the library and met a woman who said that dad was the fucking president of S.E.A. and before that it was Armin's grandpa-"

"What woman?" Armin asked.

"The librarian, Dorothy, she told me all about S.E.A. She told me about this-" I stopped myself. I was going to say mermaid, but I didn't want to tip Mikasa and Armin off. "-this man Dotty, er, Dot Pixis, who might be able to tell me what I want to know."

"Are you going to see him soon?" Armin asked nervously, "Can you ask him about Grandpa? The woman must be confused. Grandpa dabbles in this and that, but I've never heard about S.E.A. beyond those books."

"I might go to see him." I gave Mikasa a quick look, judging her reaction. She seemed concerned, but not like she would stop me. I looked back at Armin. "Can I borrow that book? The Mysteries of the Deep one, I mean. The Fish and Fins is over my head."

"Sure. I'm sorry I can't get you the journal, though."

"Journal?" I asked. The library never mentioned a journal.

"Yeah. There's this journal. It's got a bunch of, like, observations of a mermaid written down. Handwritten, too."

"Your grandfather's handwriting?" I got excited.

"It's not a handwriting I recognize. It's legible, though. I started reading it one day, but when my grandfather found me with it, he took it away. I don't know where he put it. He was so angry." Armin shook his head. "I don't understand it. It was just a bunch of stuff about this little blond haired, pink tailed mermaid."

"Pink tail…" I mumbled. I thought about what Levi said about his little sister with the green tail. To think that my dad was involved in that made me sick again. I put a hand to my rolling stomach.

"Eren?" Mikasa put a hand on my back and rubbed. "Are you going to be sick again?"

"I- I don't know." I admitted.

"Is this-," Armin hesitated, then continued. "On the pier, and even now, is this a physical sick, like a virus? Or an emotional sick?"

"I'll be fine." I stood, holding my stomach. "I just need to sleep."

I wasn't tired, but I needed to leave them. This was getting to be too much. I needed Levi's company. I started walking back up to the house, Armin and Mikasa on my heels. I wrapped up everything with them quickly, promising Mikasa I would eat as soon as I woke and Armin that I would call him if I needed anything, and then went up to my bed.

I checked the clock to find it only four in the afternoon. Too soon to visit Levi. I curled up in my bed and wished these thoughts swirling viciously in my head would stop. I needed to stop thinking about Dad, about where he was and what he was doing. I just needed peace, and the only way I could think to get it would be to sleep. Curling in tighter on myself, I wondered how long I would have to lay here until my mind finally quieted enough for me to sleep.

I groaned and sat up, digging a hand in the nightstand for the sleeping pills I knew where there. One or two wouldn't hurt me. I dry swallowed the pills and laid back down. I did some breathing exercises that I was taught in the therapy I got after what happened when mom died. I put my hands on my stomach and felt it moved up and down with my every breath. I focused on relaxing my limbs one by one and fell asleep slowly…

"Mommy!" I cried, putting my hand on her grave. I sobbed violently, my body bending over with the weight of my sorrow. I was so empty, so cold. So very cold. I pressed my forehead to her gravestones and stayed there, frozen.

"I miss you." I cried, my voice broken. It had been a week since her death, and it still cut me just as deep as the minute I learned the news. Gone. Gone. Gone. She was gone. Gone. Gone. Gone.

I dug my fingers into the earth of her grave and cried until my eyes could no longer spill tears. When my sobs turned dry, the sky ripped open and poured rain down, as if it were crying for me. I stayed there until I was soaked to the bone.

I just wanted the earth to open up and swallow me like it did her. I wondered if I stayed here long enough if it would.

"It should have been me." I sobbed. "It should have been me." My fault. My fault. My fault. My fault.

I gasped awake. I sat up quickly and felt the tears threatening to spill. I gritted my teeth against them and started my breathing exercise once again. Breathe in and start the count at one hundred. Breathe out and subtract four. Over and over. If I hit zero, I was instructed to start over and do it again and again until calm.

I did it twice before I had calmed down enough to get up. I paced uneasily over my floors. There was only thing that would completely calm me down, and it wasn't numbers. I looked at my clock to find it nine; I had only been asleep for five hours. It wasn't quite late enough for me to go to him.

"Fuck me." I hissed. I would have to do something else. Fuck me. If I couldn't have Levi just yet, then I would have to find another coping skill. I opened my door to go downstairs and find something to cope with when I heard a much unexpected voice. A much unexpected and unwelcome voice.

"…I mean, if you're into that, and all." He said and I bristled.

"I think I need to stay here with Eren for right now." Mikasa replied, her voice tired.

"Just dinner and a mo-"He stopped as I stomped down the stairs and glared at him, arms crossed. He was standing in the middle of the living room, tea and cookies on the table behind them. So, Mikasa had been entertaining him.

"Yeager." He nodded at me, shifting away from Mikasa a bit. I hated how they were standing so close to each other.

"Kirstein." I growled. "What the fuck do you want?"

"None of your fucking buis-"He started.

"He came here to ask me out." Mikasa sighed. "Again."

"She's not interested." I sneered. "Beat it."

"Maybe you should let her decide for herself." Jean walked up to me and tilted his head down. Oh, he was fucking asking for it.

"Mikasa. Isn't. Interested." I punctuated each word with a shove to his chest. I knew I was starting a fight, but I was still feeling uneasy and beating the shit out of horseface might just be what I needed until I could get to Levi.

"Don't touch me, Yeager!" He looked at me darkly.

"Boys! Stop this!" Mikasa stepped forward and put a hand on each of our shoulders. She gave us both stern looks. "Before I end it."

"Leave my sister alone. I know 100% that she doesn't want you."

"Oh, really? Scared she's gonna like me more than you?" Jean jerked out of Mikasa's grasp. "Why don't we go outside?"

"Jean!" Mikasa snapped. "I don't like boys!"

"You hear that Yeager? She doesn't like- Wait, what?" He looked at her, utterly confused. I threw my head back and laughed hard, the sound booming and rude in the room.

"She like girls, you asshat!" I pointed at his confused horseface and laughed.

"You-You're a lesbian?" Jean whipped around to face Mikasa.

"Yes." Mikasa shot me a look.

"No, you're not." Jean shook his head. "You're pretty and you look like a girl and- Where's the plaid?" He looked up and down Mikasa.

"Are you fucking serious?" I said angrily. "Don't tell me you are that fucking ignorant. You actually believe stereotypes?"

"Jean. I think you should go now." Mikasa said, taking her hand off of me and putting both of them on him.

"I just- Maybe you haven't found the right guy? Maybe once you get a taste of the Jean Meat-" He brought one hand up dangerously close to Mikasa's breast as he grabbed her scarf and tickled her nose with the end of it.

I don't know if it was my punch, or Mikasa's, (most likely Mikasa's, but I liked to pretend it was a 50/50 chance it was mine), that put him on his back. He screamed and curled up, holding his stomach with one hand and his nose with the other. I felt my adrenaline run high as I grabbed his shirt collar and punched him in the face over and over. It took a minute to gather himself before he started reacting back, fighting me. I felt pain explode on the right side of my bottom lip and increased the ferocity of my fighting. It was on the verge of a brawl when Mikasa intervened.

"Eren!" Mikasa screamed. She hauled me off of him and held me away from him as he got to his feet again.

"Yeager!" Jean screamed, spitting out blood on our floor. "Let's go!"

"Get out!" Mikasa held up a fist and the color drained out of Jean's face. He scrambled out of the house and I laughed at him running away.

"That was entirely uncalled for." Mikasa turned to me. "It didn't have to end in a fight."

"He insulted you and he touched your scarf near your, you know, lady part thingys." I wiped the blood off of my busted lip with the back of my hand, accidently tasting the blood on it in my mouth. I frowned, wondering if the blood on my hand was Jean's or mine or both. Whatever. It didn't really matter.

"I know you can't stand-"

"Hate!" I called.

"I know you hate Jean, but, Eren, that shit didn't have to happen. Please, calm yourself down." She paused. "Does this have something to do with S.E.A. or that boy you like?"

"No. This has to do with a certain horse that keeps pushing up on my sister." I smiled at her. "What kind of brother would I be if I didn't fuck him up?"

"Eren." She pursed her lips. "Just do whatever you need to to be okay."

"The same goes for you, sister. Anything you need to be okay, let me know." I moved to hug her, but she stepped away.

"Go clean up before you come to me for a hug." She smiled at me, adjusting her scarf to where it was pre-fight.

"Sure. I'm gonna shower…" I looked at the clock. It was late enough. Finally. "Then I'm going to bed."

"Mmmhmmm…" She nodded. "I'm going to stay down here for a little while. Do you need help with your lip?"

"Nah. It isn't the first time Jean has given me a busted lip and I doubt it will be the last." I laughed as I went up the stairs.

I actually did shower, since tonight I would be seeing Levi for the first time since mating cycle and I knew he liked things clean. I winced as I had to wash my face, but did it anyway. I day dreamed about Levi all through my shower and while I got dressed. God, I was getting excited.

I did my usual routine of giving Mikasa the slip before I headed down to the cove. The water stung on my busted lip but soon the pain went away, my body acclimating. I had almost forgot about Levi's plan to start meeting me near the surface until he swam up beside me. He entered my peripheral vision suddenly on my left and I awkwardly fumbled away from him in surprise, thrashing about unattractively. Thankfully, though, I kept my air. Levi made an amused face and looped an arm around me, pulling me to the surface.

"Why do you smell like that?" He asked as soon as we broke through.

"What?" I said in between pants of getting my breathing back to normal.

"You smell like a-" He stopped, his eyes narrowing in my lip. "What happened there?"

"Got in a fight." I didn't even try to hold myself up because I knew his strong arms and tail would take care of us.

"With your human brother?" He asked.

"Sister. I have a sister." I corrected. "Can I tell you the story in your cave? I'd like to have a seat if I'm going to talk for a while."

"Fine." He barley gave me enough time to get myself ready before we were diving. He held my wrist tight and I held his. I watched his tail move as he swam us in. It was so memorizing to watch the muscle work and the scales glimmer different tints of gray. I couldn't decide if I liked the green gray scales more or the blue gray scales more. Both ways, they were Levi's scales, so I loved them all.

I didn't even notice that we were in his cave until he pushed me above the surface, holding me under the armpits like a child, and sitting me on the bank. I laid down on the sand and caught my breath.

"Why do you smell like that?" He demanded again.

"Smell like what?" I whispered, rolling onto my stomach and propping my head up on my arms a few inches away from him. I moved in for a kiss and he moved back.

"What?" I said. He narrowed his eyes.

"You smell like another man. If it's not a human brother, then who is it?" His jaw tensed. "I know we aren't…exclusively together. Hell, I just had mating cycle. But…I am surprised."

"What the actual fuck are you talking about? I don't smell like another man, Levi! I've been with Mikasa and – Oh, is it Armin you smell? My male human friend?"

"You mean that weak, weak male scent that is all over that book?"

"Yeah. That's Armin's book-"

"It isn't Armin." He leaned forward and put his elbows on the bank, too, coming more out of the water and staring at me hard. "If you have a human lover, fine, just-"

"I don't! I've only been around Mikasa, Armin, the librarian, and Horseface- Oh." My eyebrows shot up. "If I got in a fight and we both drew blood, would that leave his scent on me?"

"Yes." Levi blinked at me. "Did you draw his blood in a fight?"

"Yes." I pointed to my lip, "He did this to me."

"Would you like me to eat him?" Levi cocked his head to the side, bringing a hand up and stroking my cheek.

"Sure, Levi, knock yourself out." I laughed.

"Push him into the water tomorrow night around the-"Levi started.

"Wait! You're serious?" I startled back from him a bit. "You eat people?"

"Sometimes." Levi paused. "They taste amazing. I have only had them a few times in my life, and that was all up north. Humans typically get eaten up north, where the thinner food supply forces some cold waters to eat them. However, at the same time, we have to limit how much human we eat so we don't go blood crazy."

"Blood crazy?" I asked him. That did not sound good.

"Yeah. It's exactly what it sounds like. If you eat human and nothing but human eventually you can't just go back to eating fish and fruit. Your body can run off of those things, but your mind…" He shook his head. "It will always want blood."

"You-You guys like blood?"

"Mmmm…" His eye darkened as his hand slipped to my lip. He licked his lips and then drew them back, exposing the bloody tip of his tongue in between his white teeth. My heart jumped into my throat as Levi pulled my hurt lip into his mouth. I felt the tingles and the fire in my lip and I melted. I moved my tingling lips against him, bringing my body to the side and then slipping my legs into the water and getting closer to him.

He reached up to my hips and pulled me into the water in one single motion. He pushed me up against the bank, wrapping one arm around me to keep me pressed hard against his chest. He lower his lips from my mouth to my neck and I couldn't help but moan.

"L-Levi!" I wrapped my legs around his waist and he growled into my neck. I gasped and arched up, feeling my lower half brush against his. Heat curled in my belly and I felt need rise up in me.

"Levi! Please!" I whimpered, loving the feeling of his mouth on my neck. He nipped at my soft skin and I dug my hands down his slippery skin, trying to find purchase on his back. I had to communicate that I needed more, but I just couldn't form words. The sounds coming out of my mouth were just moans. He pulled back from my neck an inch to murmur into my neck.

"I want you to mate with me next time." Levi sucked hard on my flesh and a lewd noise came from my throat. "I need you."

"I-I need you right now." I tangled my hand into the wet mess of his black hair and tugged him so he would look at me. "Please, touch me."

"It's not mating cy-" His brows furrowed.

"Just touch! I know you can't fuck me right now, but please, Levi. It's not good in my head right now. Please, just for right now, be with me." I begged him.

"Kneel on the bank." He order, practically throwing me onto it. I gulped as I kneeled in front of him. His face was so close to my erection…Was he planning on giving me my first blowjob?

"Take those things off." He held the bank with his hands and licked his lips, looking at the bulge in my trunks. Oh fuck, he was going to suck me off.

"O-Okay." I hooked my thumbs under the band of the trunks. He heard the stutter in my voice and looked up at me.

"Relax, Eren." His voice was gentle. "I'm just going to taste that cute cock. You'd like that, wouldn't you?"

"Y-Yes." My face felt like it was on fire.

"Then give it to me." His eyes were so dark, and the lust I found there gave me a little confidence. I pulled down the trunks and felt embarrassed at how hard I was already. He eyed me up and down and a small smile pulled at his lips. I squeaked in embarrassment, covering my face. I heard him chuckle darkly before I felt his lips on me.

"Holy shit!" My hands flew away from my face and I looked down to see his head bobbing up and down on me. His mouth was hot and wet and he sucked me so fucking well. My head fell back and I started thrusting my hips forward. I thrust deeper and deeper into his throat, my hands coming up to his hair and holding him where I wanted him.

"Fuuuuck," I moaned, feeling my orgasm already curling in my belly. How I got caught up in my own pleasure when he gagged around me and pushed me back a bit. I growled, my desire to be rough with him sharpening. I thrust hard into him and he gagged again. I whimpered at the sensation.

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." I wasn't going to last long. I tugged on his hair in my excitement and he growled. The vibrations went all the way through me and that was all it took. I made a choking scream as I tensed, hunching over him and holding him on me. I spilled my cum in his mouth, not letting up until I passed out on the sand. I heard him spit before he started growling at me.

"Nasty shit." He swam grabbed my arm and tugged it. "Don't cum in my mouth again. I don't like it."

"Sorry." I panted, feeling tired from my first sexual experience.

"Damn, are you going to cum this soon when we mate?" He pulled harder on my arm and pulled my trunks before laying on my side facing him. My cheeks heated up.

"It was my first blow job, okay?" I said softly. "I wasn't expecting it to feel so good." I couldn't look at him. I had cum way too soon, and it made me feel like a kid.

"I'm glad you liked it. Be a little gentler next time, okay?" He stroked my face a bit. "I like your cock. It's just the right size for me. We can practice on you lasting longer. I'll teach you sex, just like I taught you kissing."

"God damn it," I squeaked, twisting my face up. He ran his fingers over my face, smoothing out all the twisted parts.

"I didn't last that long my first blow job, either." He hesitated. "Will you mate with me?"

"Yes," I opened my eyes and focused on his face. "I'll mate with you."

"Next month, I mean…" He ran his hand down to my waist and let it rest there. I thought it over for a few tense minutes while Levi looked like he was growing increasingly uncomfortable. On one hand, we had my dad as a possible merperson hunter and that couldn't mean anything good for my relationship with Levi. On the other hand, days and days of hot, wild sex with Levi. God, I wondered what mating cycle would be like with him. I remembered his past mating cycle and I reached out a touched his face.

"How was your mating cycle?" I asked, and he grew even tenser.

"Uneventful."

"Who did you mate with?" I hadn't considered it my business before because we weren't boyfriends, just two guys with chemistry that made out, but now I wanted him as my boyfriend.

"A merman named Erwin."

"Do you love him?"

"No." He didn't hesitate. Good.

"If we mate together, I don't just want to spend a mating cycle with you. I want us to be together. Boyfriends. That means no more Erwin or anyone."

" If I was with you, I wouldn't need them. You would spend mating cycle with me." Levi squeezed my waist. "Wouldn't you?"

"In the fall that means I'll have to take off from school, but I'm sure I can figure it out." I smiled and laid my hand on his.

"Good, because I'm biologically compelled to do this. It's like our brains turn off and our dicks turn on." He looked me in the eyes. "Does this mean you'll be my mate, er, boyfriend?"

"Yes." I smiled at him. "And you'll be mine."

"Yes." He sounded a little unsteady, and I didn't like that.

"Something wrong?"

"I'm not a romantic. I might be shit at this." He sighed.

"I'll teach you to be romantic, like you teach me to, uh-"

"Fuck?" He lifted one black eyebrow.

"Yeah." I moved as he started to come up on the bank, tucking his fin in and rolling over onto his back.

"We're going to do it in every position all over this bank. You understand me, boyfriend?" He gestured for me to climb on top of him. "This cave is going to be filled with the sounds of your orgasms. I'll teach you so much."

"Damn it, Levi, don't get me riled up, again. We have bullshit to discuss." I shook my head at his tempting lap.

"What's more important than me making out with my new boyfriend? If it's your dick you're worried about, I'm more than happy to-"

"Do you know a pink tailed mermaid?" I had to get him on subject before I ended up naked again.

"Pink tailed mermaid? Why did you meet someone?" He rolled over, stretching his fin out and propping his head up like he usually did.

"No, Remember S.E.A.? Apparently they captured a pink tailed mermaid a long time ago. I was hoping you would know something about it."

"Krista?" His eyebrows shot up. "She's pink-tail and was captured a bit ago, but then showed back up. Ever since then, Ymir has run off anyone who got close to her. They're mates."

"When did she get captured?"

"Like forty years ago. It happened just before I moved down here, so I missed it. Hanje has blabbed all about it, though."

Wait. He moved down here thirty years ago. I looked over him and decided he didn't look a day over twenty-five.

"Um, how old are you?" I asked him, side tracked from Krista.

"Seventy-two." He cocked his head. "Why?"

"You are not seventy-two." I laughed. "Quit jerking me around." I did not just get a blow job from a seventy-two year old merman.

"We don't age like humans do, brat." He rolled his eyes. "Why? Does that matter to you?"

"Yo-you're not joking? You really are that old?" I gasped. "Levi you are old as balls!"

"What?" His eyebrows came together. "Old as balls-What?"

"The book never mentioned that you guys are old as fuck!" I sat up, causing him to tilt his chin up to look at me.

"Does that bother you that I'm older? For fucks sakes, Eren, it shouldn't matter. I'm not even that old."

"How long do you merpeople live?" I stared down at him.

"Depends, obviously. Usually warm waters live to nearly two hundred-"

"Fuck!"

"Don't humans usually live to ninety or so? It's not that much longer, so hush. Now, cold waters don't live as long. Usually, we only get a human life span. Not that we can't live as long as the warm waters do. It's just that usually don't."

"Why?"

"Violence, mostly. My sister was only twenty –nine when we was hunted. Practically a newborn." His voice carried emotion in it like I hadn't seen before. Anger and disgust. I didn't like it. I laid down on my back and allowed him to lay his head on my chest. I stroked it, wishing to comfort him.

"Let's talk about Krista. The librarian told me she was a little girl with a pink tail." I debated on whether or not to tell him about my dad. It would probably be best to keep it a secret for now.

"Librarian?"

"I went to the library looking for information to help us."

"Library?"

Of course he wouldn't know that word. I smacked myself mentally. "A place full of books that humans go to for information."

"Hanje would love that. They might be the closest thing we have to a library. They do all kinds of experiments and make up all these plans to lure a human to them and change them into a merperson so they have someone to ask questions-"

"You can actually change a human into a merperson?" I interrupted him, once again getting sidetracked.

"I actually don't know. It's never happened that I've seen with my own eyes, but Hanje says it is true about the scale and the mating and all that." He sounded nervous.

"Could you make me into a merman?" Then I quickly added, "Just for example."

"Possibly." He swallowed hard. "Is that something you think you might want?"

"Possibly." I repeated what he had said. God, my head was so full. Levi, Dad, Armin's grandpa, Dot, Dorothy, Armin, Mikasa, Krista, Hanje…my mom. It was too much to think about at once. My anxiety started rising and I tensed.

"Hey," Levi picked up his head and looked at me. "It's okay. You don't have to-"

It was getting bad in my head again. I needed something. I needed stress relief. I needed Levi.

"Can I touch your tail?" I blurted out before thinking about it. The look on his face was enough to tell me I had probably just fucked up.


*screams about needed to cope really badly because I've just been offered my doc again and I'm struggling to stay clean* so yeah, as writing about these dorks is my coping skill, expect a hell of a lot more updates in the next little bit while I struggle to remain in control of myself. :D