Title: Do You Even Fucking Know What You Mean To Me?
Disclaimer: Don't own 'em
Chapter: 7/?
Rating: N/C 17
Pairings: Sam/Dean, Wincest
Warnings: Language (Lots of Language), Smut, Violence, Wincest, Bottom!Sam, Bottom!Dean, Attempted Suicide
Spoilers: Up Through Season 7
Summary: Started out as a short one shot, now it's being continued by persuasion...Certain circumstances cause Dean to make a stupid decision and Sam to clean up the mess in Dean's head, but there may be other consequences from the actions that were a consequence of Dean's decision...
Ch. 7
Dean's fever started to diminish little by little after a cold bath and some Tylenol, but he was still very achy and weary. Sam decided to let his brother sleep for most of they day, hoping that the rest would give Dean some strength back.
Gina stopped by declaring her house safe and told them to let her know when Dean was able to be moved while performing even more rituals on the room to protect the brothers. She flitted around for a while playing the part of mother hen until she decided to go cook some dinner for all of them and left for the time being. Seeing as how Sam had hardly left his brother's side Cas and Meg decided to report in to John, Bobby, and Ash and try to find out any more information that they could dig up.
Sam could hardly think straight when his brother was like this. Dean was the strong one. Dean never got sick from anything. He was never the one who broke down for more than a few mere minuets at a time. Dean was the rock and seeing him seriously weakened., well, it scared the shit out of Sam. He just kept running his hand through Dean's hair while shushing and reassuring him when Dean would start to stir and get agitated.
"Dammit Dean, I love you so damn much. You've got to be ok bro, please. Fight for me Dean, I love you, I need you."
SPNspnSPNspnSPNspnSPNspnSPNs pn
Sam...Sammy...Need to get to Sam...Can hear him, He's scared. Where's Sam...He's so close but I can't get to him...why, what's going on...Sam! SAMMY!...Feel like I'm on fire...so hot...Need to find Sammy...Sammy...
Dean kept getting more and more agitated by the minuet and no matter what Sam did or said he couldn't get him to calm down or wake up. Growing more anxious by the minuet, verging on panic, he started frantically calling for Meg and Cas.
Cas' "What's going on? Sam? What is going on?" got broke up by his demon girlfriend's frantic "DEAN!"
Rushing to his side Sam picked Dean up in his arms once again trying to shush and soothe his frantic brother while Cas started to try and heal Dean. What he was healing he had no clue, but he couldn't stand by and watch while Dean was so obviously suffering.
Hell, that what this is...he's dead and in hell...He can hear Sammy, he could smell Sammy...but he couldn't find him, and Sam's scared...His baby brother is scared and he can't get to him...either way this is hell...SAMMY!
"Come on Dean, Don't you give up on us now boy," the demon started pleading with him running a hand up and down his arm while his brother was almost in hysterics clutching him to his chest and Cas was trying to pull of one of his miracles. Fuck she hoped this worked.
Sammy?! Sammy! Sam where are you?!...It's so hot...why the hell is it so hot?...Sam? Cas? Meg?...Anyone?...Sam...Sam it's so hot, and I-I feel so weak...I can't find you...Sammy?
