I lay my hand gently on the cold steel door that use to be my home and now where would I go? The sisterhood? No, they couldn't take a person like me in, even though I'm in the army now. The military will most definitely sign me to a room, but that would be very uncomfortable for me to think about even if I'll be sign to somebody that I have never met before still makes me nervous.

Suddenly I heard the lock to the door click. Leaving me in the hallway alone and homeless.

I sighed and walked away, to the elevator I press the button that read D131.

As the doors open for me, I then found Commander Boggs and President Coin standing there waiting, for me? I raised an eyebrow at this. Feeling confused and millions of questions flooded my mind of why their both here.

"Your probably wondering why we're here?" Coin spoken up.

I just stand there.

She narrows her eyes at me in question as I could see in the reflection in her colorless eyes that I was blank in the face.

"We're here to escort you to your new home, personally requested by Commander Everett. Who we assume is your older brother." Commander Boggs say before Coin had anything to say for my sign of disrespect.

I remain quite as they leaded me to my new compartment that was in DX209. Which I came to find that it was for one person only not much to my surprise because I except that from them especially coming from Jed; who personally wants me to suffer in loneliness for the sin I have made.

"Now someone will arrive soon to bring your things that you will need for tomorrow's training." Coin told me. "You will stay in here until dinner or any other active, understood?" she ordered with so much hate it'd make me think if she treats everyone like this?

"Yes ma'am." I responded standing up straingth with much respect as a soldier should give to their leader.

She narrows her eyes at me again as if she was trying to glare at me but soon she inhales lightly, "Very good Soldier Everett, I will see you at dinner." by that she left with Boggs by her side without saying another word as I am left alone in my new empty compartment.

~C~

Staring at the darkness that covers my room with emptiness and silence makes me think about everything that has happen by the short amount of time my life has changed. But the real question is. Why? Why has everything I know and love being destroyed? And taken away? Is God punishing me for my sins? Is he making me suffer for the sacrifice I have made to save my brother? Or is it something else? Maybe. I don't know.

I looked at the clock and realized that it was time for dinner. So I get up and go into the halls and on to the mess hall where our meals will be served. But as I am seated with a tray of tasteless food sat infront of me. I look to my side to find Catcher sitting next to me. Eating his meal as he avoid the my stare. Unlike other soldiers they do the opposite thing that Catcher is doing. Stare or glance nonstop as if I'm some kind of entertainment to them? As if I'm giving them something to look at? Why could they just leave me alone? I just want to be by myself! just me and only me!

Their stares don't stop-not even for a second! Their constant whispering makes me uneasy. The food suddenly is now hard to swallow, my throat dry and unmoving. As I try to drink some water it never stop of how dry my mouth is now. My head start to pound as they whisper more and more and staring uneasy. My heart started to beat faster and faster as if it will burst out of my chest. The whispers! the stares! It's so disturbing! How could anyone be use to this?

My mind couldn't take this my body can stand this much tension!

Suddenly I slap my hands on the table loud enough to get everyone's attention, I stood there watching every face looking annoy, surprised, or anger as I cause a scene. I was about to say a couple of things that would make them think twice but I then saw Mason in crowd. Giving me a pleading look telling me not to do what I am going to do. So I decided to take up my tray and took to the trash cans and left.

As soon as I left I then started to run, running all the way to my compartment. But suddenly I crashed into someone; making me fall to the ground with a thump as I grunt in surprise. I looked up seeing that I bump into him?

He stares at me in confusion? Wait- what is he doing here? He's suppose to be at the mess hall eating dinner, why is he out here in the hall by himself? New crew soldier are not allowed to be walking around without a certain pass? He'll get in a whole lot of trouble if he's caught!

I still stare at him trying to figure out something here?

He then glares at me now. Start walking again, as if pass me he them stepped on my hand. And I just knew he was wearing thick boots causing my hand to pop under his step.

"Ah!" I yelped in pain.

What the hell is his deal? Has his mother ever taught him to be kind to women of all ages?I mean how could he be so rude? He didn't even blink when I bump into and fell-he didn't even said sorry or anything! No he just brush it off and walked away like it was nothing!

"Freak..." I heard him say, as he was a couple of yards away.

Freak? Freak! Who's the freak here-not me! He's the one who's the freak here... I mean why in the hell is he being sneaky and stealty and acting weird?

I then hissed in pain as the throbbing pulse hit my hand making me feel my heart beat while it turns into a very deep red. I get up and walk to a elevetor and punch in the numbers to the level of my compartment. My hand still throbs while I touch it.

What a jackass! I thought.

SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG I DIDN'T HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO WRITE AND STILL DON'T FOR THE NEXT ONE! OH WELL I GUESS, SEE YA LATER NEXT TIME THANKS FOR READING