9/24/16
Deathly Jester: So it's been awhile again, and I'm really sorry but I've had a lot of school work and family stuff. I hope you guys don't mind but yeah! I also turned 18! I'm old you guys, I've been doing this since I was 12 I believe. 11 or 12, wow that's insane. I'll try to make this chapter a long one for you guys. Also this chapter is pretty depressing.
Ikuto looked over at me with a stupid grin on his face. "And I'm a werewolf and we can't be together because I'll kill you come first full moon. Nice try Amu, very funny," Ikuto laughed that stupid beautiful laugh of his, "You're going to have to do better than that to scare me into thinking something's wrong with you."
"Ikuto, I'm not lying to you. Ask Kukai, and Utau, my sister and I aren't human. We never have been and never will be. I… I've been wanting to tell you for a while but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Then Utau told Kukai and I saw how happy they've been and I hope that we can still be that happy. Because I love you, a lot. A lot a lot."
"So… you're telling me you're a vampire. A freaking vampire and you never told me?"
"I did, I just told you, I wanted to make sure that you weren't going to jump ship before I was able to tell you. But I know that you love me, and I love you," I bowed my head slightly, praying that I didn't make the wrong choice. Maybe he would leave me, maybe I got too attached again.
"So what do I do know. Become a living blood bank for you to mooch off of? Or just a human lover? What am I now." He sounded upset, angry even.
"You're what you always have been, my best friend, my boyfriend, and my love." He looked down, thinking about something troubling from the hard expression on his face.
"I need some air, some time to think." And with that he left the room before I could even stop him, I tried, I reached out for his shirt but his speed was faster than I thought he would move. He closed the door, harder than he usually does, and with that I was left alone in my room. Alone in this house, and alone in all the worlds.
It had been an hour, Utau and Kukai weren't back yet, Ikuto hadn't tried to contact me in anyway shape or form. I was alone still and most likely forever.
Utau texted, she and Kukai were going to be out much later than expected. Talking about overthrowing our evil cousin, the best plan of action. I hadn't moved from my spot on my bed. Not even once.
It was close to midnight when Utau came back, Kukai was with her. They were going to get married in the morning. Utau told me through my door to be ready in the morning for her little wedding. Somehow they found a church that would marry them a few days ago. Utau said they'd have an even bigger real wedding when we got back home. Then Utau would turn Kukai, so he'd forever be with her. He didn't care that she was different. He saw her heart, her personality and all of her being, and it outweighed everything else. I thought Ikuto would see that in me, that what I was wouldn't matter so much, that he'd be able tos ee who I was, the me that he knew and loved the past months. I guess that was a lot to ask for.
1:04 AM. No messages.
3:35 AM. No messages.
6:20 AM. No messages.
11:25 AM. No messages, no sleep. Nothingness everywhere.
The wedding was at 1:45 PM. I was getting dressed in my nicest dress, a modern short victorian dress. I was so happy when I bought this, I was planning on wearing it on the anniversary date with Ikuto that was coming up next week, but that wasn't going to happen I guess. His time to think was really just time to get as far away from me as possible. But that was okay. Utau was going to be Queen now, the ban would be lifted and I would find a man of my people and status to marry. It was best this way I guess.
The wedding was beautiful, even for a small one, Ikuto was there, but as I expected didn't talk to me. He gave a slight smile to Utau, and hugged Kukai. Whispered something in his ear and left right after that. His congratulations and goodbye. I didn't show my pain. I didn't let any tears fall, after all my sister just got married. It should be a happy occasion, not pity for the girl who was all alone.
The happy couple would honeymoon when they returned to our world, the would proclaim to the world that Utau was back, fit to rule, and Kick Saayas butt off the throne. I was going to stay behind until everything calmed down. Maybe Ikuto would have had enough time to think everything over, maybe he would change his mind and love me again. Maybe he never stopped, maybe he never started in the first place. I guess I wouldn't really find out if he never tells me.
Deathly Jester: So this got pretty depressing. Some stuff happened as I was writing and I guess I just started to vent into the chapter, but this is the direction I've kinda planned this new story to go into. I'm not for sure how it'll end yet but please stay tuned!
God bless
Deathly Jester~
