----All rights go to Stephenie Mayer!!!!-----
The clock on my computer read 10:42 p.m, I imagine Charlie is worried sick that Bella hasn't talked to him since this morning. I looked at Bella still sleeping off the pain. Hopefully she isn't in too much pain when she wakes up. For times like these I wish I could see her dreams, but from the look on her face I can tell she's having a nightmare. I wonder if the nightmare is because of me. I watched a strand of hair fall onto her sleeping face I gently pushed it away so I didn't miss any piece of her face. Her eyes closed together tight like she was in pain then slowly opening them up to see me.
"Hey." Bella smiled weakly.
"Hello. Feeling any better?" I smiled back and put my hand on her head stroking her hair.
"A little. My body hurts still." She stared into my eyes.
"That's good. Don't expect to heal over night." I used my comforting voice.
"Yeah I know, but my whole body aches some."
"Maybe you should take some more painkillers."
"No, I hate taking that stuff. It makes me all loopy." Bella's voice was still groggy from waking up.
"I don't want to see you in pain."
"I'll live." She made a small attempt of a smile. I heard a low grumbling sound coming from her stomach.
"I better get you some food before you starve to death." I looked away from her.
"You don't have to." She moved her face close to mine.
"I do. You're hungry I heard your stomach growl." I kissed her on her lips and walked away.
I got into the kitchen making her a bowl of her favorite cereal. It was the easiest thing I could make at the time without making a mess. I poured the milk in watching the grains and marshmallows float up. Once I thought there was enough milk, I grabbed a spoon and brought the bowl of food up to her. Bella was sitting up on the bed watching me walk over to her carefully. I handed her the bowl, she accepted it. I watched her as she carefully chewed the cereal and taking her time. To me it appeared that she had more of a healthy look to her now that she had something in her system. Once she was finished she put the bowl on the small table next to the bed.
"Better?" I asked. She nodded.
"I want to try something." My voice was quiet.
I moved onto the bed with her. My face met hers and our lips locked. I felt her shiver from my cold mouth. Before I knew it it became more intimate. Her mouth was trying to search mine, but I couldn't let her do that much searching, I am poisonous again. I licked the line between her lips and she invited me in. My tongue was greedy with her mouth, I was taking in every taste of it. Our tongues met and fought each other. She pulled away taking in breathes. I listened to her until her breathe was even again. Her heart was pounding in her chest, it sounded like I was right next to it.
I gently leveled her down onto the bed making me be on-top of her. I made a trail of kisses on her jawline smelling the sweet blood coursing through her. I swallowed the pool of venom that was forming. My mouth was out of my control right now, it was making its way down to her collar bone. The mouth sucks on her skin, taking in more of the sweet taste of her. My hands roamed up taking the shirt off, with a little help with Bella. I kissed the spot right on her chest where her heart was. I could feel it pounding with great force against my lips.
Bella wiggled some trying to remove her bra, I was thankful. She successfully undid it and slid it off as quickly as she could. I stared at her breasts, they were bruised around her nipples. I frowned. I parted my lips to speak, but Bella put her finger to my parted lips.
"Just be gentle, okay?" Her voice was persuading.
I lowered my head to her left breast licking it gently. I made my tongue circle around the nipple making it rock hard instantly from my cold breathe. A great smell arose, it was her arousal, Bella was turned on. I grinned. I sucked the nipple gently making sure I wasn't going to hurt her. Her hands went up the back of my shirt scratching at it. The feeling of her nails on my flesh was euphoric.
The smell of her arousal was finally starting to get to me. I had to make myself stop with whatever willpower was left. Bella looked at me confused and tilted her head slightly to the side.
"I have to do this for your own sake love." My voice was smooth.
"Why what's wrong?"
"I don't want to get past my limit. You know how much I would love to do this with you, but it's too soon as of right now. I don't want to risk hurting you. If I did manage to lose control, I couldn't live with it. It's bad enough knowing what Jacob had done. For accidentally hurting you I might as well as be as low as him. When you are more physically fit we might be able to progress, but right now we can't." I felt a pang of guilt rush over me.
"I understand. I love you Edward, and I don't want you to do this just for me. I can wait until you're ready with us moving onto the next stage, I should get home anyway. I'm sure Charlie is wondering where I am." I agreed with her.
"I'll drive you back." I smiled at her.
She sat up. Her chest was exposed and still heaving. She carefully put her lacy bra back on and pulling her shirt over herself. I sat on the bed waiting for her to collect her belongings to return home. As soon as she was ready we headed downstairs. I grabbed my car keys from the place where I had left them. We got into the car and I started it up. I pulled away with great speed. Not even five minutes later we arrived at her house. I ran over to her side of the car opening the car door for her.
"Maybe I should give you my sweatshirt from the backseat so Charlie doesn't see any of the bruises."
"Yeah, good idea." I reached into the backseat. Sitting on the black leather was my pure white hoodie. I grabbed it and helped Bella put it on, it was a bit too big on her, but she still looked quite good in it. I made my mouth touch hers for a moment. I parted our lips and smiled.
"I'll be back around ten o'clock, okay love?"
"Sounds good to me." She smiled and got onto her tip-toes kissing me again. I kissed back. She walked away waving her fingers at me, I smiled at her.
I watched her walk into the door making sure she doesn't trip and hurt herself, which happens quite a bit. I sat there for a few seconds longer and hopped into the car once again. Maybe I should make a surprise visit. I drove up to the limit us vampires could go up to. I pulled the car to the gas station that was right on the border. After some time I finally heard the thoughts of the person I have been waiting for. His mind was showing me images of Bella and him, I already knew where he was more than likely to go to. I spotted the vehicle he was driving and pulled the car out right in front of it giving him enough room to stop so we didn't bump cars. The tall russet colored boy stepped out. His eyes were filled with hate.
"What do you think you're doing blood sucker?!" His voice was deep and angry.
"What do you think?" I remained calm for the moment.
"Oh, does this have to do with Bella?" He sounded sarcastic.
"Of course. You hurt her pretty damn bad."
"It's your fault you weren't watching her like you normally do."
"You obviously don't think I know that?" My voice was getting louder, and Jacob scoffed at my question.
"So why did you have to do that to her? I thought you loved her." I was lashing at this point.
"I did, but she kept hurting me pretty bad because of you! So I thought doing that to Bella would hurt you like you have hurt me."
"It was Bella's decisions to choose me, not mine. I gave her the choice between us and she obviously picked me as hers, not you."
"I still don't understand how she love with a lifeless monster like yourself. Your only intentions with her is to change her into a soulless monster like you!" His voice was roaring.
"That's bullshit! Bella wants to be with me forever, and I want to be with her forever as well! I love Bella, but she's the one that wants to be changed. Personally I don't want to do it, but she wants me to perform the task, so I will. I tried convincing her not to be changed, but you know she's stubborn. I love Bella way more than you ever could. Whenever I hear your thoughts, all I see or hear, is you with Bella doing dirty things. So you only want to be with Bella for your own selfish perverted reasons! I can take better care of her than you ever could!" A thundering growl was freed from my throat.
I ran towards Jacob with impervious speed before he could react and slammed him against his car. My hand was clenching his throat tightly. I could hear his breathe was staggering and pushed out with great force. My sharp teeth were flashing at him as I snarled. I flipped through his thoughts.
"Is he really going to kill me? And why the fuck can't I move? I'm just strong as he is!"
"The reason you can't move is because I am way stronger than you. I have never shown you my real strength, mongrel." My voice was intense and guttural sounding even for me.
"You better fucking let me go you monster!" His mind screamed.
"Only if you better not fucking touch or see Bella ever again. If you agree with my compromise I will let you go, unharmed." I watched sweat pour down his temple.
"Okay, okay, okay! I won't ever go see or touch Bella again, just spare me!"
"Good." I hesitantly let my hand unclench around his neck. He caught his breathe as soon as I let go.
"Please do one thing for me. Tell Bella I'm sorry for hurting her." Jacob's voice was meaningful.
"I will. The only thing that kept me from killing you was her. You better be thankful." I turned my back to him and raced back to my Volvo.
As I began driving away my throat was aching from thirst. I better make sure I hunt before I go to visit Bella.
but I thought the next chapter would be a good chance to that, so you can be filled in on both sides.----POV's---Okay, I know I said I won't be changing
