Livvy's POV
Every time Naomi kissed my head my heart fluttered. She called me "babe" multiple times and I glanced at Tyler. He and Troye kept glancing at each other
"You two are so cute!" I mouthed at him. He blushed profusely
"He doesn't like me so fuck off!" He mouthed back. Naomi chuckled lightly at this. She looked at her phone so Tyler kicked me lightly
"Kiss her!" He half-whispered, half-mouthed. She turned her attention back to the group and I was sniffling slightly. She kissed my head once more before I slowly sat up on her lap. She gave me a puzzled look until I pressed my lips against hers. I heard gasps coming from Troye and Tyler behind us as I turned round to straddle Naomi. Our lips moved in sync before the need to breathe became too overwhelming. I rested my forehead against hers as I looked into her bright blue eyes. We were both panting but I still managed to smile at her. All of a sudden the entire store clapped and cheered at -who I now realise as I look around- was us. I blush and stick my head in the crook of Naomi's neck, weaving my arms around her neck as I did so.
"You're gorgeous!" She whispered into my head, kissing it softly. Doubtful… I'm a fat freak…. I sighed and the release became desperate again.
"Your beautiful too babe! Just gonna pop to the loo!" I cheered, kissing Naomi's cheek softly. I hurriedly left the table and ran into the bathroom.
Troye's POV
I get jealous of EVERYONE who has a relationship… Limi [Like how we refer to Troye and Tyler as Troyler that's what they do for Naomi and Livvy!] seems so happy!
"You're gorgeous!" Naomi whispered into Livvy's hair, kissing it after she had said. Livvy seemed to ponder for a moment before replying with what I DIDN'T want to hear.
"Your beautiful too babe! Just gonna pop to the loo!" She seemed to smile but I noticed how it didn't quite reach her hazel eyes. I can't go in there! Only… Naomi can go…
Me: Livvy is in the bathroom!
Naomi Lee: Yeah I heard….
Me: Remember about what we have told you? She has confidence issues! She's… creating 'art' no doubt. She needs someone…
Naomi Lee: What can I do? You go!
Me: To a GIRLS bathroom? I know I'm gay but fucking hell!
Naomi Lee: What would I say?
Me: tell her how you feel… Or ANYTHING! Just stop her from creating more 'art' than what's already there!
I felt bad for being so harsh so I offered an apologetic smile. She smiled back and got up.
"Damn that drink went fast! Brb boys!" She cheered and hurried off.
Livvy's POV
For most self-harmers, they enter privacy and then just start carving but me? Oh no! I have anxiety, eating disorder, depression… It's like a friggin' football game! They have tactics: I starve myself to try and make me skinnier, I have a panic attack from an overload of horrible thoughts and then the depression pushes me over the top! I began thinking until… I dunno why Naomi would ever want me… I'm a fucking mess! The thought of Naomi hating me was so bad but I didn't bring a razor. Instead I locked the door and sat down by the wall. I slammed my head into my hands and cried.
Naomi's POV
The girl's toilets were 4 individual rooms. I tried 3 but they were all open. When I checked the 4th one, it was locked. Damnit Livvy! Can't you see how beautiful you are? I decided to try a new tactic. I walked up to the man behind the till who was eying me up hungrily. Clearly he didn't see me making out with a GIRL earlier…
"Hey babe! I need to get into toilet… 4? My friend needs me like NOW!" I added a smile which his eyes lit up to. He handed me a key and I kissed his cheek. I love pissing about with boys! I chuckled at myself as I quickly unlocked the door. I opened and closed the door lightning speed before turning to face... crying? I saw Livvy on the floor, not a razor nor any blood in sight. Thank god! I realise she hasn't saw me yet so I crawl down beside her. She realises a presence beside her and tenses. I take her hand in mine and slowly rub circles on the back of her hand with my thumb.
"Babe? Come here." I offer my arms, to which she climbs into my lap quickly. She buries her face into my neck and I rub her back. My phone vibrates in my pocket so I slowly get it out.
Troye Sivan: Me and Tyler are leaving! Meet me at her apartment when you're ready to come back!
Me: Ok! No razor which I'm glad for… Troye I love her! I just…
Troye Sivan: Are you serious? Just ask her to be your girlfriend you twat!
Me: Hey! Less of the twat! Are you sure? I mean… I want what's best for her…
Troye Sivan: So you think that leaving her to deal with all this alone is 'doing what's best for her'? God why is everyone oblivious to their crush?
Me: Easy for you to say! Troyler totally needs to become a thing!
A voice makes me jump
"You ship Troyler too eh?" I realise it was Livvy and she was reading the text. Luckily I was in single view mode and she didn't see the rest of my texts… What the hell! If you love someone, tell them…
"Livvy?" I call out into the peaceful silence. She hums in response. I sit her up so she is sitting sideways on my lap.
"Um… What the hell! I love you Livvy. I love your scarlet red hair, the way you smile, your hazel eyes are just… perfection and I know you don't believe any of this… I know a bit about you Livvy and I'd love nothing more than to know everything about you so…" I paused momentarily, unsure of whether to back out. No! She… needs me.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" I asked, looking into her deep hazel eyes.
A/N: Ayy! So this was the first mini chapter today and another cliff-hanger! I can't wait for your reactions to the next chapter which by the time you read this, it will be up ;) I'm getting somewhere with the Limi drawing! Considering I had no interest for my Limi, can anyone do either Livvy and Naomi together or Troye and Tyler? [Like what people do for LushLaws or any fan art that you can search for on Tumblr or Google!] I will do almost anything because y'all are amazing drawers so… Thanks :)
Bye y'all 3 xx