A/N: Im so sorry for not updating earlier!!! I haven't updated in 4 months, and im so sorry!!! I was busy with so many things. I was busy at the end of the school, and for summer, I went on vacation and my laptop was being stupid so I couldn't post anything. So many things have been going on. I'm so sorry! But here is a short chapter! I don't like how I wrote this at all, but I couldn't think of any other way. And I will start to write again regularly because now I'm back on track with everything. Thanks so much for still reading my story! I really appreciate it!
BPOV:
"Jacob, what the hell are you doing here?" I was trying to keep calm before I would explode with rage.
He walked over to me and was standing so close I can smell his musky scent. So different from Edward's natural sweet scent.
"I'm sorry. I just had to come back to see you again. There are no words to explain how much I miss you."
"You miss me? Yeah right. You already have that little slut Laurent. You don't need me."
"But Bells, she means nothing to me. After a lot of thinking, I now know you and I are meant to be together." Uh, no. We're not.
"You cheated, I left. We're over."
"Bella, you have to understand, while I was….um….with… her… I was thinking about you the whole time. She is nothing. You are my everything."
"Oh, so since you were thinking about me, you were moaning her name?" I was ready to just let go and show him how much he hurt me.
" Please lets just start over, I don't want to be without you. I need you. I want you. I need you to love me again."
I was going to stay calm. I was taking deep breaths, so I wouldn't get out of control.
"Jacob, you blew your chance. I don't love you anymore. We are over. We are never going to be together ever again."
"Why? Is there somebody else? You already love somebody else?" I was thinking Edward, but I don't even know if I love him yet. And he doesn't like me. I heard him say it himself.
"That's none of your damn business. Please excuse me, I have to get to my room." I really wanted to go inside because I was getting cold.
I walked right by him and started to unlock my door. But before I could open the door, a hand captured my wrist, and spun me around. Jacob smashed his lips against mine, and I was shocked. But I would not let somebody just kiss me forcefully. I started to pull away, but he kept his body right on mine. I forgot how strong he was, and how small I was. I wouldn't give into his kiss, no way. But then memories started to flood through my mind, of all the good times we had, of all the happiness, adoration, and love I felt for him. But then, the horrible image of him fucking another girl, moaning her name, telling excuses, the anger spread throughout me, and right when I was about to shove my knee into his groin, his lips left mine. I opened my eyes, and saw Edward pulling Jacob from me, and pushing him to the ground. Hard. His eyes flashed with anger while they glared at Jacob.
"Dude, what the fuck? I'm trying to hook-up with my girlfriend!" Jacob yelled at Edward. The anger in Edward's eyes melted away and all I saw was sadness.
"Girlfriend?" Edward whispered, looking at me with a confused look.
Thats it. I'm through with this. "Girlfriend?! Hooking up?! I'm not your fucking girlfriend anymore, remember? And while you were kissing me, I was trying to pull away. You fucking cheated on me. I'll never forgive you for it. For now, just go home because I never want to see your fucking face ever again. Got it?" I was so close to just ripping his head off! When will Jacob ever learn?
"But Bella-"
"She said leave. Now go." Edward said in a stern voice.
"Oh yeah, and who are you? Her new boyfriend?"
Edward got so close to Jacob, and said in a menacing voice, "Don't talk to her, don't contact her, don't visit her. Don't even think about her. Because if you do, I will personally hunt you down."
I opened the door and hurried inside while Edward followed me. I heard him lock the door, and I went to the kitchen to make myself tea and to stall time because I don't think Edward wanted to talk at the moment. Once my tea was done, I went to sit by Edward who was sitting on the sofa with his head in his hands, looking down. I set my tea on the coffee table, and I put my hand on his knee, trying to comfort him.
"Thank you. That guy was my ex-boyfriend, Jacob, and apparently he came here to pay a visit. He wanted to get together, and I had denied him, and if you didn't show up, who knows, he may have done more than just kiss me."
"Your welcome. And um, the reason I showed up was because..well god this is going to sound creepy…but I followed you from the club. You left so quickly, and I wanted to see if you were alright. Are you ok?" He had turned his head to look at me, and I got to see those brilliant emerald eyes.
I wanted to tell him that I was hurt from he had said before, but I couldn't show him that I was weak because of him. I sighed, and decided to take my chances.
"I left because I overheard you talking to Rosalie and… well I thought I had heard enough and I didn't want to bother you anymore."
He looked confused for a second, but then you can tell it dawned on him.
He was silent for a minute, but then blushed. I was going to get up, but he started to speak.
"Oh that. I wasn't talking about you…I was talking about this other girl at the club, Tanya. She was grinding up on me, and I didn't want to, but she kept on forcing herself on me, and I was repulsed at that. Please believe me, I don't want you upset at me." Oh….. wow I'm a dumbass. Wait a minute…
"But we were dancing, and I was grinding on you, but you didn't seem upset at that." Was he just making up a story?
"She was acting like a slut and was dressed trashy. You were…." And he stopped his sentence, and his blush appeared again.
"What was I?" I was getting worried. Did he think I was trashy too? Oh shit. That's why he didn't finish his sentence; he didn't want to hurt my feelings.
"Edward, its ok. You can say it, I was kind of acting like a slut with you-" And before I could finish my sentence, he blurted out, "Sexy!" He turned his head and even though I couldn't see his face, I knew he was still blushing. He thought I was sexy, and thought that other girl was slutty.
I decided to play with him a little bit.
"Edward look at me, please." I pleaded. He slowly turned his head so I could see those deep green eyes that never cease to amaze me.
I slowly put my lips next to his ear, and whisper "Thank you. And I must say, you are pretty sexy too." I then put my lips on his cheek, giving him a kiss on the cheek. I pulled back, and he was blushing.
Damn, that boy blushes a lot. I like it.
We talked about random crap for a while, and then he asked a question that caught me by surprise.
"I'm sorry Bella, but I have to ask. It's stuck on my mind. What happened when you were with Jacob?"
That night, I told him the whole story with Jacob, almost every detail. It was really easy to talk to him. That fact was a little scary to think about, because I do not want to fall for another guy if they are going to hurt me. I don't think Edward will ever hurt me, but thats the same thought I thought when I first got together with Jacob.
A/N: Ok please review! And another chapter will be up this weekend IF you tell me your input on some ideas. I either want bella to either distant herself from edward because she's scared to get hurt again and maybe flirt around with some other guys OR have them get together, with drama and confusion. OR you can tell me other ideas of how it should go. I think i know which one I want, but I really would appreciate it if you gave ideas. Thanks so much! And im sorry if i can't respond to all of your reviews, because my laptop won't let me sometimes. Thanks again! =D
