As I put the beat on I sat down and started writing. I always wrote what I felt at that moment in time no matter how personal it may be. It took me no longer than 10 minutes to write this song which was pretty fast even for me. For some reason I was kind of embarrassed to record in front of Bulla. I felt like she was going to laugh at me especially since I had to sing part of this song. Which I felt like I wasn't a good singer I wasn't a pure singer like other artists.

Would of came back for you
I just needed time
To do what I have to do
Caught in a life
I can't let it go, whether that's right
I will never know
Hope you forgive me, never meant wrong
Tried to be patient and waited to long
But I woulda came back, but I woulda came back...

I talk slicker than a pimp from Augusta
Who just had his linen suit dry-cleaned, bitches, what's up witcha?
I hate callin' the women bitches, but the bitches love it
I took some sense and made a nickel of it
I'm urgin' all daughters to kiss they mothers
With those lips that all that lipstick covers
You're never too grown up to miss and hug her
And girls countin' on me to be there like missin' rubbers
I'm on some Marvin Gay shit, a bunch of distant lovers
This ain't the life that I'm used to
Reintroduced to people I've been introduced to
Did you forget me?
Or are you too scared to tell me that you met me
And fear that I won't remember, I wish you could still accept me for me
I miss Memphis, Tennessee, my cousins, my dad
The simplistic beauty that all of them Southerners have
I'm halfway across the world with dozens of bags
Feelin' like all four members of Color Me Bad
In one nigga, amazing shit
I got that Courtney Love for ya, that crazy shit
I don't drink every bottle I own, I be agin' shit
And I got them wedding ring flows, that engagin' shit
Which one of y'all got fleets on your keychains
The seats for these Heat games
I really think you stare at yourself and you see things
La Familia, I've been inducted and instructed
To stunt on these niggas we don't really fuck wit
Fuck is up?
Havin' lunch and debatin' Ferrari prices
23 and goin' through a midlife crisis
But trust me, I still deliver like a midwife
And no, I'm not sayin' I'm the nicest, I just live life like it
Uh, it take a certain type of man to teach
To be far from hood, but to understand the streets
I never threw away that paper with my Grammy speech
Because I haven't hit the pinnacles I plan to reach
Yeah, you gotta own it if you want it
Kisses all on her body, she tells me live in the moment
And, baby, I'll never forget none of that
Girl, I told you I was coming back

As I finished I opened my eyes now look on bulla's face was very confusing to interpret. I couldn't tell if I was terrible or what. I walked outside the booth and turned to her.

"So what do you think I sucked right?"

"No that was amazing Goten I had no idea you could do that you sound like a different person when you're in their"

"Your to nice I wasn't that good"

"You were amazing"

"Well thank you I appreciate it."

We sat down I poured her and I each a drink I felt kind of bad drinking with her but I realized she was an adult now I was gone for 5 years. We must have sat and drank for almost 7 hours straight she told me all about college life. About her boyfriend she had for and how she caught him cheating on her. She was a great girl it was very noticeable how her experiences in the States humbled her she wasn't as arrogant or cocky like Vegeta. She was more laid back and calm which I liked a lot about her I told her of how difficult it was for people to take me serious as a rapper. That nobody believed in me and everyone thought I was a joke.(THOUGHTS)

(Wow I haven't been this comfortable with a girl well since Valese and even she didn't make me feel like this. Could I be falling for her? I just feel so happy when I'm with her like I'm at peace with myself. It can't be the alcohol I only had a couple drinks. She is a beautiful girl sweet has her own money. She's basically everything a guy would want. I want this girl to be mine no change that I NEED HER TO BE MINE. It could get complicated if we got together with trunks being my friend but he has Marron I deserve to be happy to and its none of their business nobody has to know but us.)

So I decided to get my emotions out the only way I know how to.

"Hey Bulla I want to do one more song how about you pick out the beat?"

She went through about 10 beats before she picked the one she liked I headed into the booth.

"Aren't you going to write?" she asked

'No I'm going to freestyle this one "

As I put the headphones on I listened to the beat it was a little unorthodox for me but I like it anyway.

(Here we go Goten its now or never!)

I closed my eyes and began

What if I kissed you right now
How would we explain it
Trying to imagine how it might sound
If I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
Would it bring us any closer
Take a weight off our shoulders
Take me I'm yours
And I don't really care who knows it
Can you afford to be open with all these emotions
If you were a secret how long could you keep it
Keep it to yourself don't tell nobody else
Not a problem ...

And you just be mine
And you just be mine
And you just be mine (just, just be mine)
And you just be mine
What if I kissed you right now
[x3]

Would it bring us any closer
Take a weight off our shoulders
Tell on me I don't mind cause if they ask me about it I won't lie..
…admit that I'm yours
I don't really care who knows it
can we afford to be that open with all these emotions

if we were a secret
tell me could you keep it?
keep it to yourself don't tell nobody else
nuttin but mine,
talking but mine,
now you're all mine
and you… you.. you…
and you just be mine (just be mine)
and you just be mine.. all mine
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)
and you just be mine.. all mine

What if I kissed you right now

As I was finished I was petrified to open my eyes maybe she took it the wrong way. Maybe she wasn't into me and I made a fool of myself. Or maybe she just thought it was a song well let's find out.

I slowly opened my eyes and she was standing right beside me which I hadn't even noticed. She looked at me straight in the eyes I knew that it…..