Now the reason behind ma delay for two weeks - -

I had a writer block.

I had a lot of exams and for the next week too.

I didn't have time to write all three of ma stories so I had to choose just two, well you can answer the poll on ma profile that will guarantee what story to update ^^

And sorry I won't be able to update Bodyguard, and not sure if I can update Secret - -

And go on to the story~~

I DON"T OWN FT!

Regrets 7:-

It is 6 pm and Natsu was now knocking on Lucy's door, he was waiting for her to get out but she sure taking her time, and Natsu's patience started to snap.

After about 15 minutes of waiting, Lucy stepped out, wearing a white sundress with sandals and a red ribbon around her neck.

She looked just beautiful. Well, not in Natsu's current mind sadly.

Lucy looked at him with flushed face and really shy glance, she was so cute.

Natsu only glared at her as he walked ahead of her, and Lucy just followed him.

They walked silently and Lucy felt so awkward, she looked sadly on her feet as she walked behind him, tears almost wild up in her eyes, he just acted carelessly, with his hands in his pockets. Not even looking at her.

They sat in a restaurant and Natsu asked her to ask for anything, she just ordered a cup of coffee and that is it.

Natsu's phone suddenly vibrates in his pocket, he took it out and looked at it, and his expressions immediately turned to murderous one. He stood up and walked out leaving a confused girl alone.

Natsu pressed the answer button and responded to the call.

"Dad," he greeted coldly.

"Natsu?" his father said from the other line….

Back to Lucy…

Lucy's tears slowly ran down her cheeks, she tried to talk to him, he ignored her, she tried to suggest a place to go, he just refused… she tried to make him look at her and how well she was prepared for their first date after a long time, but he just overlooked her, she tried her best, but it seems her best wasn't enough,

Who was she kidding, he can't remember her anymore, he forgot her, and all the time they spent together, all the memories of simple happiness and sadness.

Why can't he remember her? Why only her? She was supposed to be the most precious person to him, so why his mind erased her very existence?

Lucy couldn't help but feel depressed and miserable, her tears rolled down on her folded hands on her lap.

Even if she cried her heart out, he wouldn't notice, why?

Lucy silently stood up and walked hazy steps out of the restaurant; her vision was so blurry because of her tears and her body felt so weak, she felt like the world was spinning, for a moment she didn't notice she was in the middle of the street with a really loud horn that snapped her out of her so disheartening thoughts, she looked to her left and saw a truck about to hit her, she just stood paralyzed in her place, why wasn't she moving? She just couldn't, she was stiff in her place.

Natsu was having a fight with his parents, mostly his father,

"Don't show your face here! Don't come or I will-!" Natsu was shouting on the phone when he noticed Lucy walking slowly while spacing out, his eyes followed her every step and Natsu started to panic as he saw her walking the street with the lights still green, is she crazy! Natsu shoved the phone in his pocket as he ran in his full speed to her, he called her but she didn't seem to response to him, is she listening to him?!

Natsu saw the truck that was on it is way towards Lucy- his panicking started to grew as a vivid photos and confusing emotions started to appear in his head, he just wanted to reach her, the time seemed to go slower, the voices lower, and his movement to reduce speed.

Just when the truck was about to hit her, he grabbed her hand rather roughly and slammed her against his chest, panting and sweating…

"I love you… so what about you?"

"I-I can't believe this… is this real, is what I'm hearing is true?!"

For a moment, Natsu didn't let her go of her; he was staring straight with wide eyes, a few pictures of which probably his lost memory played with his mind.

Natsu's arms slowly loosened and was about to back off when he noticed the weight on his chest, he looked down to see Lucy panting with her face flushing and sweating.

He raised his hand to her forehead and spotted how burning she was, she has a fever, and a really bad one. He took off his jacket and putted it around her shoulder.

Natsu picked her up and walked her back to her apartment.

"W-why… you care that much…?" she asked him weakly, while he was walking her home.

"Just shut up," he muttered rudely and that only made Lucy blush, that was Natsu's way of ignoring embarrassing questions.

After Natsu got her to her apartment, he putted her down on her bed and got her a towel and cold water and some medicine that was in her first aid.

Natsu was about to leave when Lucy grabbed the sleeve of his jacket, he turned to look at her confusingly and she only looked at him with pleading eyes…

"Don't leave… not yet…" she begged, tears brought up in her eyes.

Natsu couldn't help but sigh and turns around, "So what else you want?" he asked her tiredly as he grabbed a chair and sat on it. It was already too late, 11 pm.

"I want to sleep on your lap…" she rather blurted out, and blushed soon after, did she really ask that?!

"What made you believe that I will agree to this?" he raised an eye brow.

"Well… no harm in trying…" she laughed weakly.

"I just used to sleep on your lap when I get sick, you would stay to take good care of me all day till I get well, and I did the same, you were always sleeping on my lap when you get sick…" she said smiling, but with a sad look in her eyes, getting back her memories with him.

Natsu sighed as he got up from his chair wordlessly, lift up the blanket and got under it, he patted his lap motioning for her to put her head, that only made her blush so red.

She shyly lifted her head weakly and carefully resting it on his lap… "So warm…" she mumbled as she snuggled close to him, Natsu kept staring at her peaceful sleepy face, he couldn't help but like how close she was to him, she looked so beautiful, just like an angel.

"Natsu, I'm going to die~~" Lucy whined, sleeping under tons of blankets.

Natsu walked to her with another wet towel, he smirked at her as he kneeled in front of her, he poked her forehead teasingly, "It is just flu, nothing gonna' happen, tomorrow you will wake up all so good" he smiled at her as he putted the towel on her burning forehead.

"Then let me sleep on your lap~" she asked him childishly pouting cutely.

"Why not?" and so Natsu crawled to her bed.

Natsu couldn't endure the dizziness as he felt the room spinning; Lucy was in fast sleep, so she didn't notice him.

He rested his head back on the head board of the bed, he covered his eyes with his hand, soon this pain will all disappear…

The next morning…

Lucy slowly opened her eyes to meet a sleepy face above her, she immediately blushed as she stared at his face, and he will have back ache for sure… Lucy thought.

She raised her hand and started touching his features, he was so handsome, soft hair despite its spiky form, warm lips and so gentle one, a deep black eyes, that can make you blush by its stares… a nose that surprisingly have a sense of smelling extraordinarily, hands that can be the most tender with its touches… a well build body, a toned chest that was the most comfortable when she rests her body on it, he would hug her so dearly… he was all in all… a charming prince.

Lucy stared at him with tears running down her face, a trembling lips and really sorrow look… why can't she have him back to her… is her love not enough… was she weird… was she ugly… did she have any mistake in her?

She didn't notice as Natsu opened his eyes slowly and yawned, she was still on his lap; his hand was on her back since she was sleeping on her tummy.

He saw her tears running and that look of someone is being tortured. He couldn't help the guilt that he felt… he was the reason, the very cause of it… and somehow that pained him, but he didn't show it.

His hand slowly moved and wiped her tears, she stared at him in surprise as his fingers kept moving back and forth tenderly, that only made her crying more…

"Stop it already…" he said with such a tender voice but rude way… that was just enough for her.

She smiled at him as she sat up, "Why you care that much?" she asked him again, her smile weakened.

Natsu seemed to think about a right answer as he got up from the bed and stretches, he wore his jacket and got ready in silence, Lucy's heart seems to drop by every little step he took… why won't he answer? Her eyes start to water again.

"I…" he took a breath to get her attention, "I just can't give an answer right now…" he said with low voice, close to whisper, not facing her.

"Why?!" she said louder, wanting an answer from him.

"Because I don't know!" he shouted irritably and turned to look at her with troubled look. Lucy just looked confused at him.

"I in the current state, don't like you, but my old self does, it is like we are a different persons, sometimes his feelings disturb me, and I don't know… I just don't know! To take his feelings or mine." he said really upset and Lucy didn't know how to take this, she stared at him as he walked to the door…

"I will wait… I will work harder, even if my best is not enough, I will get you to love me just like the old times… I will get you back…" she lastly said as he left her apartment.

Lucy looked at the calendar and noticed a mentioned date that was circled in red line and a small heart shape. It was tomorrow.

His birthday-!

End chapter 7! Wish you like it…

Well, the story will get interesting in the next chapter; I made a really big twist! "Evil smirk"

Tune it ne? :D

Till next week hopefully~~ see ya~!

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