~Levi's POV~
I was sitting in the corner of the canteen when I see Jaegar walk in looking like a storm cloud. He was with Arlert and that Ackerman girl. I could tell he was in a foul mood based on his gestures and the way he kept shrugging off his friends' overtures.
"I said let it go, Armin!" Eren shouts at the blonde headed boy.
"But, Eren," Armin whined. "You can't blame her for what she did. She loves you."
"Then I feel sorry for her."
"Eren! You musn't say things like that!" Mikasa whispered forcefully.
Jaegar doesn't respond and continues walking down the aisles towards where I was sitting. He sits down and slumps at a table a couple of rows away, burying his face in his hands.
"Eren…" Armin begins but stops. I see that he notices me and then bends down to whisper something in Jaegar's ear. Jaegar sinks even lower in his seat, obviously displeased with having me so near.
Upon seeing his reaction, I decide to enhance Jaegar's discomfort by going over and addressing him directly.
"Jaegar." Eren lifts his head out of his hands and looks at me with a mixture of anger and reluctant respect.
"Captain Levi."
"I see that you have made a full recovery." I comment casually.
"Yes, sir."
"Good. We lost a lot of soldiers this time around. We need all the healthy, abled bodies we can get so we can rebuild for the next mission." Eren flinches at my seemingly innocent statement. A simple 'yes' was all he could manage. I smile inwardly at his reaction.
The little brat is probably thinking that I should have let him die out there beyond the wall. Well, let's see if he can handle the truth he so clearly craves.
"I know what you're thinking Jaegar, and you're right. I should have let you get crushed by that Titan. You would have been more useful to me as a foot ornament than here wasting my time and oxygen. However, I made a choice, and that choice was to save you. The fact that it cost me two of my best soldiers their lives is unfortunate, but, one never knows how things will turn out in the end."
Arlert and Ackerman gasp in astonishment while Jaegar just sits there shaking his head back and forth.
"But-why? Why did you choose to save me and not them?!"
"If you don't know why, then you are a lot more stupid than I thought." I spin around quickly, my cloak swirling around me in repugnance. I no longer wanted to be in the same air space as this ignorant, ungrateful excuse for a human being.
And to think I put my efforts towards preserving him all for her sake, I silently rage. He's so self-absorbed that he doesn't appreciate how much others have sacrificed for him.
I grab a few beers and head out the door. It had been a long day and Jaegar had just made it even longer.
~End Levi's POV~
I wake with a start not knowing where I was. It was pitch black except for a small candle burning in the corner of the room.
Oh, right…
I rub my eyes letting them adjust to the darkness and then gingerly pull the covers off me in an attempt to sit up. My back felt stiff and I thought if I could stand up and stretch a little, it would feel better. Right when I was about to put my feet on the floor, the door to my room swings open and Levi comes stomping in, not bothering to be quiet. He slams the door, takes off his cloak and throws it in the corner. He then comes and flops in the chair next to my cot, propping his boots up on the edge of it.
"How are you feeling?" He asks unceremoniously.
"I'll be ok." I say as I gradually slip off the cot and stand on my feet. I feel a little unbalanced but think I can make it a couple of turns around the room. I put my right foot forward when Levi abruptly says:
"I ran into your excuse for a boyfriend, earlier. He can be such a headache." I stop mid-step.
"Levi…please, just leave Eren alone for once," I respond tiredly.
"Oh, come off it, Sav. We both know he's an ungrateful, little brat. He's over in the canteen right now feeling sorry for himself when he should be here with you, kissing your feet, grateful to be alive!" There was a lilt to Levi's voice and it wasn't because he was angry.
No, he couldn't be…not Levi.
"Levi…are you drunk?" Levi crosses his arms over his chest and looks at me irritably.
"I may have treated myself to a beer or two before coming here but I don't see how it's any of your concern."
"Well, it could explain why you are being more of an ass than usual." Levi uncrosses his arms and drops his booted feet to the floor. He rises up and puts his face in front of mine. I could smell the beer on his breath.
"Tell me. What does he have that I don't?"
"You're drunk, Levi." I say disgustedly, pushing his face away with my hands. "You should go." Levi lashes out and grabs my arms, jerking me towards him.
"I'll leave when you tell me what it is you see in him."
"Please, Levi. Just go." I whisper beseechingly, turning my head away from his, frightened by his attitude. I had never seen him drunk before so I didn't have a clue as to where he was going with this.
"Wrong answer." Levi murmurs as he twists me around and wrenches my arms behind my back. He holds them there while he takes off his neckerchief and ties my wrists together.
"We can keep going down this road or you can tell me what it is I want to know." He speaks quietly in my ear. "It's that simple." I blink back tears and say nothing unwilling to give Levi any ammunition.
"Have it your way." He says pushing me face down on the cot. He picks up my legs, gathering them together. I hear him loosening his belt and then taking it off. He then wraps it around my ankles several times, fastening it tightly.
"Now you won't be able to get away." He says as he rolls me on my side. I couldn't see his face but I could hear the smirk in his voice.
"So, let's try this again. What is it about Jaegar that makes you do the things you do?" I hear him ask me as he walks around the room. "Is it the way he treats you? Do you like how he follows you around like a lost puppy, hanging on to your every word?" He takes a few more steps and then says:
"No, that couldn't be it. Jaegar's hissy fits keep him from being too insipid around you…." Levi continues to walk around the room talking to himself. His footsteps pause when he nears me again. He reaches out and lays his right hand on my ankle.
"Perhaps it's the way he touches you?" Levi asks wantonly. He turns me on my back so he has better access to my body. He slowly walks his hand up my calf, then my knee, and then my thigh.
"Does he turn you on, Sav?" Levi inquires. My cheeks flush and I involuntarily shudder. Levi registers my reaction and smiles.
"Now we're getting somewhere." He breathes seductively while caressing the inside of my leg. A slight moan escapes my lips causing me to bite down and squeeze my eyes shut. I hated the fact that Levi was getting to me but I hated it even more that he was turning me on.
"Do you want more?" I try and cross my legs in response but because my ankles were belted together there wasn't much I could do.
"I'll take that as a 'yes'." He teases. "But first, let me get rid of these," he says referring to my underwear. He expertly slides them off me and then realizes he can't make it past my ankles. He decides to rip them apart commenting on the fact that I wouldn't be needing them anytime soon.
Levi brings his hand back to my womanhood but instead of rubbing it like he did before he takes two fingers and inserts them inside me.
"You're wet." He states simply, gliding his fingers in and out.
"Levi…" His name tumbles out of my mouth. I forget what else I was going to say as Levi begins moving his fingers faster and faster making me twist and move with pleasure.
"Does he make you feel like a woman, Sav?" I shake my head from side to side, face burning with privation. Levi was stripping away my last layers of defense and there was nothing I could do to stop him.
"I thought so," Levi exhales, removing his fingers. He rolls me over onto my stomach and faces my head against the wall. He bends my knees so that my ass is up in the air facing him. I hear him unzip his pants and take them off.
"You need to be reminded of what it's like to be with a man. You've been in the company of boys for far too long." Levi places his hands on my hips and plunges himself inside of me, not bothering to be gentle.
"Not so hard." I entreat gasping.
"I'll do as a please," he answers authoritatively, pulling my hair to reinforce his statement. With forceful, short bursts, Levi thrusts himself in and out of me. I call out, partly in pain and partly in pleasure, my mind crackling with want and desire.
Levi moans. "You feel so good. Exactly like how I remember." He releases my hair and moves his hands down to my bound writs. He grabs his neckerchief above the knot and uses it as an anchor to help arch his hips delving deeper inside of me. I squeal in surprise when Levi spanks me with his free hand.
"That's for not following orders…and this one," he says spanking me again, "is for making me want you all the damn time." He drives himself inside of me a few more times and pulls out. I feel his wetness squirt on my backside and then him collapsing beside me.
Not knowing what to do, I remain in the position he left me in.
"Now it's your turn," he says breathing heavily a few moments later. I hear him get off the cot and fumble with the belt around my ankles. He unfastens it freeing my legs and I wiggle my feet to increase the circulation.
Levi moves to my hands and gently unties them as well. He throws both the neckerchief and the belt to the side and lays me on my back. He takes off my night shirt and then climbs on the cot, straddling me with his legs on either side. He raises my arms above my head and pins them there with his left hand, caressing my check with his right. He looks down and smiles at me crookedly.
"I'll promise you one thing, Sav. After tonight, you are going to remember every touch, every sensation, and every pleasure I give you so that the next time you're with him…all you can do is think about me."
And with that, he enters me again lowering his mouth onto mine, kissing me fervently.