So so sorry for the very long delay, my laptop had crashed last June & with bills & life going on I only just got a new one & unfortunately had to start any stories I had started all the way over, including this one.

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Ch. 7

Castiel decided to search for Meg. He didn't really have much options, he could hunt & interrogate demons or go after Crowley. It wasn't long before he caught his first demon. Remembering the torture he had received from Alistair helped the demons give answers. He had learned Meg had never even met Sam & Dean, Ruby had posed as Meg using a college student with short blonde hair, now the question was why.

Weeks into the search Castiel decided to pay his respect to Megan for her birthday. He eventually found the cemetery in which she was buried. He held a bouquet of red roses as he looked for her grave. He was glad to see she was buried next to him. Their names & years were starting to wear out. He kneeled down & gently set the flowers down. He closed his eyes & said a silent prayer.

"In all my years coming to this cemetery, I've never seen anyone visit these two headstones." A feminine voice behind Castiel said. "Are they ancestors?"

"He was, sort of. Megan was his fiancé. She was so beautiful & innocent. She didn't deserve to die so young,"

"At least she went to a better place."

"No she didn't," Castiel sighed heavily as he stood up. "Her mother is the reason she was dragged down to hell."

"Why do you think such an awful thing about your ancestor's fiancé?"

"Because I was there, we were dragged down together." He heard a gasp from the woman he had yet to see.

"Clarence?"

Castiel turned around & looked at the woman. "Megan? Is it really you?" He asked a moment after the shock wore off.

"I go by Meg now,"

He caressed her cheek. He saw her face but also saw faint traces of the demonic face underneath. He didn't hesitate to pull her into a tight hug, "I'm so sorry you became this."

"What happened to you Clarence?" She pulled away & looked him up & down, "You have a glow around you,"

"I was taken to heaven, for sacrificing myself for you I was turned into an angel."

It was Meg's turn to be shocked. "You're an angel now?"

"Yes, I was renamed Castiel."

"Castiel…I like it. You'll always be my Clarence though,"

Castiel smiled, "You'll always be my Megan,"

"How long have you been on earth?"

"Almost six months, I have missed you so much over the years."

"I've missed you too. I don't understand, I remember being human but the other demons don't."

"You didn't sell your soul. You're better than the other demons,"

"Castiel…my first kill was my own mother. I think that makes me worse,"

"That doesn't matter to me, she deserved it. She found a loophole & willingly sacrificed you for her own life. I think she was going to hell regardless because you don't kill your own child & get to go to heaven."

"I suppose you're right. I was only sent to kill her because Crowley was mad that she got herself out of her deal plus it was a way for me to not be tortured anymore."

"I've been trying to find you since I've been down here. How long have you been on earth?"

"Almost two years, the gates of hell opened & I walked out."

"So then…you haven't met the Winchesters have you?"

"Only John when he was in hell, he escaped the pit too when the gates opened,"

Castiel was confused, "But they said you've tried to kill them, years ago."

Meg shook her head, "No, that bitch Ruby pretended to be me because she was jealous that Azazel took me under his wing."

"So it's true that he adopted you?"

"Yes but it's not something I'm proud of. He thought a demon with a soul could've been something special."

"If you're willing, I want you to join me."

"What? How would you explain me to the Winchesters?"

"We can tell them you're an angel, they won't be able to tell."

"I want to join you Clarence but other demons will know & so will angels. I'm sure you can see my hideous demon face,"

"Only a little but I can still see your face. You're still so beautiful," He touched her face again, "You know that I will do whatever I can to protect you. I'm not going to let you down again Megan."

"It's Meg now. I've been Meg for three centuries."

"Meg," Castiel corrected. "I love you no matter who or what you are."

"I love you too."

Castiel stepped closer. "I really want to kiss you."

"Nobody's stopping you," Castiel pulled her closer & brought their lips together in a passionate kiss. "How about we get a room & continue our last night alive?"

Castiel smiled. "I'd love to, are you sure you want to?"

"More than anything." She kissed him again & they were gone from the cemetery.

They reappeared in a hotel room. "I should probably zap us someplace better than this room."

"I don't care where we are Clarence, as long as we're together."

Meg reached up & started unbuttoning his shirt. When all the buttons were undone Meg pressed herself against his bare chest, the coolness of his skin making her sigh, then she tilted her head up & stared at his intense blue eyes.

Meg kissed him lightly. "I've missed you so much," She stepped away & tore off her jacket & shirt, standing before him in her bra & jeans. Castel pulled Meg back to him & kissed her passionately. He reached behind her & unhooked her bra as she unbuckled his belt. They undressed each other until they had nothing left. He held her hand & lead her to the bed where they lost themselves in each other's embrace.

Hours later, Meg & Castiel lay in bed wrapped in each other's arms. The sweat on their bodies beginning to cool. It had been too long since they held each other & as if not even a day passed, they knew how to read the other's body.

"That was amazing," Meg said catching her breath,

"Just as I remember it,

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If anyone is even still reading this story, thank you for the patience