Messed up pairings
-perhaps more Don/Mikey, Leo/Mikey

Warning turtlecest!

Mentioned explicit content!

I don't own 2014 TMNT!

~Part 7 ~

Mikey was feeling better again. He barely could wait to have chances to talk to Donatello on private and try out kisses. He didn't feel so awkward around Donatello anymore. He realized he really needed to talk to someone about these intimate things and it felt nice how Don was willing to "experiment" and he actually enjoyed it too. First they just kissed, then they tried to touch a bit, but both of them felt awkward.

Mikey kept avoiding Leonardo and Raphael even more, as if only master Splinter and Don existed. This, however, hurt both Leo and Raph. Raphael was very grumpy and had an aggressive attitude towards Mikey, Leo only stayed silent and observed.

Mikey felt more confident with Don and kept encouraging himself thaz he will ask Don to spend the mating season with him. The only part he forgot again, that Donatello still enjoyed being with the older brothers too.

Tone night before the season he decided to go to Don and tell him right away. He couldn't wait til the first night. He wanted to sneak in Don's room. He barely opened the door and already started talking.

"Hey, dude, let's have turtle boogie toge-...Don? Dude?" he looked around, but he wasn't anywhere. He walked more in the empty, dark room, the only light source was the opened door, when it was blocked by a turtle figure. Mikey gasped and turned around. His eyes widened, when it was Leo's sillhouette. "Dude. You scared me! Whassup, yo, Leo, mah man!" he trued as he always used to, loose and laid back, but he actually was nervous. Leo's cold, strong gaze made him feel naked.

"Follow me." Leo simply said on a slightly demanding tone.

Mikey hesitated, but his curiosity let him after Leo. They went up, out of the sewers, climbed on a roof, looking at the city. Leo just sat on the edge and stared down, he seemed as if he was seaeching the streets for bad guys with a serious face, but he actually was focused on Mikey's presence. Mikey climbed after Leo and then walked to him, crouching beside Leo. He stared at the older brother's face for a moment, tried to igure out where they should look what should they stare at, like a puppy trying to imitate the older dog. It was awkward, it was always awkward aroubd Leonardo. He wasn'tmuch the talkative type. He didn't talk silly things much or tried to avoid them completely. Mikey fidgeted with his clothes, not sure if he should speak up or not. It was so difficult holding self back from not speaking up, eventually Leo broke the ice.

"Would you like a pizza?"

"But...we ate before?" Mikey blinked confused.

Leo nodded. Mikey felt even more tension. Leo seemed struggling with something. Was he...

"Is...this a date?" Mikey asked sounding very silly and innocent.

Leo closed his eyes for a moment, his face muscles twitched. He needed self control to hold himself back from burting in laugher.

"Maybe."

Mikey's eyes widened in shock.

"Wow...uh..." Mikey grumbled, looking around, scratching the back of his head, then played with his bandana.

Leo finally looked at him, examining him, Mikey got emvarrassed, looked away. This was just not right. Why was he afraid of his oen brother's gaze?! This was just not right. He was Leonardo, his brother he spent most of his life with and their family.

"Lately you ignored us. I didn't even have the chance to ask you, so I ask now: How are you?"

Mikey scratches his head again.

"Sorry, dude. It's just...things happen and I'm..."

"Not comfortable with it. I know." Leo interrupted. He looked at Mikey, he was still struggling. He wantrd to say and do simething but he couldn't.

"Are you...angry?" Mikey asked.

Leo looked at Mikey surprised. He actually managed a faint smile.

"No, Mikey. I'm just disappointed I am not the one making you feel comfortable."

Mikey laughed.

"What are you saying, bro!"

But Leo interrupted again.

"I shouldn't have let you see. It's not right. It was too early and now it's too late. This is not how you supposed to get familiar with things." turns at Mikey looking like an actual ninja with honor, who accepts his mistakes and apologises without shame."Forgive me, little brother. I failed you." he said bowing on a traditional Japanese way as they learned from their sensei."Will you give me another chance to make things better?"

Mikey was left speechless. He got so tense and embarrassed about Leonardo's so formal speech. It felt like no emotion was included there, yet somehow Mikey sensed and knew Leo actually had deep emotions, just he held them up.

"I uh..." he wondered more. He actually panicked."What...do you mean...?!" he jumped up."What do you want?! Bro...bro..bro bro bro, wait."

Leo lifted his head nervous, yet confused.

"What is it, Mikey?" but he didn't wait for response as he realized what Mikey meant."Jesus, Mikey! Where's your head at! How can you imagine me trying to do this...to...call you out here and apologise and right ahead mate you?! Is this how you think of me?!" he genuinely sounded disappointed and upset.

Mikey slumped on place, feeling very embarrassed.

"I'm...sorry, dude..." bit his lower lip, felt guilty, yet heated up, if he could, he would be blushing from his cheek to shoulders. He was the one all along who thought of perverted things and even hoped something would happen between him and Leo. Is he crazy?! He blamed the fact the season was near.

"I only asked for a chance to be a better brother for you. I want to let you get used to us again and feel better with us. Your ignorance towards me and Raphael is hurting."

Mikey's eye widened.

"I didn't know...I was...was I?"

"Yes you were lately." Leo's eyes narrowed.

Mikey wondered. He actually felt Leo was right and he hated being harsh. He loved his family. He always did. Thinking about this gave him a feeling back about the fact he loved his brothers. He forgot the tension and disgust and fear and collapsed, hugging Leo tight. Leo gave out a small noise as air was pressed out of him, gently wrapped arms around Mikey, pat his shell.

"I'm sorry, Leo! I'm so sorry! I don't know what I'm doing. I'm so lost and...alone. I have no idea what's happening and what should be done. I have noone to talk to and I'm just scared! I don't see it's something what should be happening between us! Brothers don't do that!" Mikey finally spill it all out. Swallowed."Can you keep a secret...?" whispers, Leo's grip tightened on his shell, he showed he was listening.

"I'm scared of Raph. But...I feel hot..."

Leo's eyes widened, suddenly feeling heat too.