Disclaimer :
-I don't own any of the characters... they all belong to the super-genius Masashi Kishimoto-sensei... Dattebayo!
-Only the plot is mine... mine... mine...!
-All of my published works are Un-BETA-ed... and I don't use spellchecker... I publish right after I type... at work... hahaha!
-I am so fond of punctuations...
-I am soooo into UCHIHAcest... I soooo love Sasuke and Itachi Uchiha...
Quick A/N :
Hi guys... I finally was able to start writing again... This is my Valentine tribute.
Love isn't always perfect... The pain teaches us lessons... makes us strong and be a better person... The course of Love isn't always smooth... yet the journey towards true love is worthwhile despite all the hindrance... Happy Love's Day Guys! Mwah!
This compilation of stories serves as a tribute for my favorite anime characters... The hottest anime men that ever graced the anime world (in my point of view, that is)... The gorgeous Uchiha Itachi... and the ever handsome Uchiha Sasuke... ^0^
Everything in this fic (the plot, scenes, food, places etc...) is a figment of my *perverted* imagination...bwahahahaha... XD
UCHIHA DIARIES
BOOK 10
From the pages of Itachi's diary
Dear Diary,
I need help... like, big-time!
I made the biggest mistake of my life...
And the price that I need to pay is Sasuke...
I can't... I don't want to loose him...
I can't go on without him...
Total Eclipse of the Heart
Chapter 7 : When The Present Meets The Past
"Shisui... you need to stop this..." Itachi said. Shisui raised his eyebrow "What do you mean?" he asked as he looked at the raven. Itachi sighed. He needed to tell Shisui the truth... the brunette kept visiting him at work and he needed to put an end to it. "Shisui... I need to tell you something... since the beginning... I tried to tell this to you..." Itachi said as he sat down before the brunette. Shisui rested his chin on his palm "I'm listening Tachi..." he said. Itachi took a deep breath "Shisui... that night was a mistake... we should have never done that..." Itachi bitterly said.
"I didn't regret it..." the brunette said tauntingly. Itachi shook his head "Shisui, it wasn't right... I am engaged..." he gave emphasis to the last word. Shisui laughed heartily "Itachi... you never told me who you are engaged with..." he said as he looked intently at the raven. Black eyes bored the other pair. Itachi was thinking hard if he should tell Shisui the truth... he needed to... "Shisui... I don't know how to start this..." he sighed in frustration. Shisui got up and stood behind Itachi "Well you can start by telling me her name..." he teased the raven. His warm breath tickling Itachi's ear.
"Sasuke..." Itachi said. Shisui looked at Itachi... he titled his head a bit... a gesture of confusion. "What did you just say?" he asked again. "You heard me... I said Sasuke..." Itachi responded. Shisui frowned "You are in a relationship with your own brother?" he exclaimed as he looked at Itachi. The handsome raven's features were dark. He was serious indeed. "Yes... I am in a relationship with my own brother..." Itachi confirmed. Shisui wanted to laugh. Itachi must be joking... but Itachi wasn't a man of pranks... he looked serious... he was dead serious...
"Itachi... that is a surprise..." Shisui said after being silent for a couple of minutes. "How long have you been with him?" he asked. Itachi looked at Shisui "I have been in love with him for years... I just took enough courage to confess to him... just recently..." he said. Shisui looked at Itachi "Be more specific Itachi... days? Months? Years?" he asked. "We just turned a year..." he answered the brunette. Shisui gave a nod "I've never seen what become of Sasuke, Itachi... where is he?" he asked. He wanted to see the man who captured Itachi's heart.
"He will be here..." Itachi said as he sat back on his swivel chair. "Incest... kinda taboo, though... but it's okay with me..." he commented. Itachi gritted his teeth. "That's why we can't go on Shisui... what I feel for you is nothing more than respect..." he explained. "Oh really? You seemed satisfied the other night..." he teased Itachi. Itachi glared at the brunette "You drugged me..." he said, his voiced raised a couple of notches. The brunette sneered "True... it was my fault Itachi... I told you I missed you..." he laughed. Itachi angrily looked at the brunette. If only he could turn back time.
"Shisui... forget me... forget us... it was all in the past..." Itachi sternly said. "I can't lie to Sasuke anymore... every time I make an alibi... I know he feels it..." Itachi said. His voice croaked in anguish. Shisui sat back on his chair "Itachi... does he know about our... past?" he asked. Itachi shook his head "No..." he firmly said. "Are you planning to tell him about us?" Shisui asked as he ran his fingers through his hair. Itachi nodded "He needs to know... I don't like keeping secrets from him..." he said matter-of-factly. Shisui gave a small nod.
"Uchiha-sama... Sasuke-san just arrived..." a female voice fluttered over the intercom. Shisui looked at Itachi. He stood up again and walked behind Itachi. Itachi looked at Shisui... he couldn't decipher what the brunette was planning. He just needed to be prepared. Shisui has this mocking attitude... Sasuke was there... he was coming up... he needed to be prepared. "Nii-san..." Sasuke's voice broke into his thoughts. The door opened after a small knock. Itachi saw the surprise in Sasuke's eyes as he entered the office room. He knew his brother saw Shisui behind him.
"So this is Sasuke now..." the brunette commented behind Itachi. Sasuke gritted his teeth inwards. He stared at the brunette... if looks could kill... Shisui already died a thousandfold. This was the person Itachi have been spending time with. This was the person Itachi have been hiding from him... lies after lies... alibis after alibis. Sasuke wanted to scream his frustration. But he kept his cool... he will not let Itachi know that he was affected. He took a deep breath and flashed a boyish grin... though his heart was already bleeding in pain "Hello Shisui... it's been years..." he said in a low voice.
Both men shook hands, each feeling the other... Shisui smiled as he stared at Sasuke. He couldn't believe this handsome man before him was the boy Itachi took great care when they were young. Sasuke grew up to be a looker, just like Itachi... though Itachi has refined features, Sasuke had this bad boy image. He looked Itachi's opposite but still as delicious. No wonder Itachi fell in love with his own brother. Sasuke smirked, the same smirk Itachi does. Itachi on the other hand was watching the two. He knew Sasuke knows nothing of his past with Shisui... he just hoped the older brunette won't start spilling the beans.
"I'm glad you still remember me Sasuke..." Shisui broke the silent tension between them. Sasuke nodded "Of course, I rarely forget a face..." he commented as he gave Itachi a glare. Itachi paled. He knew Sasuke already knows... He had to explain... but not now... maybe when they are alone. Shisui then looked at his wristwatch "Oh, look at the time... I really have to go... Sasuke... Tachi..." he said as he gave a small bow and left the office. The door silently closed. Itachi was left with Sasuke in the office room. No one dared to say the first word to explain.
Finally, after two solid minutes Sasuke cleared his throat "So it's 'Tachi' now, huh?" his voice was mocking. Itachi sighed deeply "Koibito... it's not what you think..." he said. Sasuke gave out a coughing laugh "Really nii-san... you know I'm not that dumb..." he said in a low voice. Itachi cursed under his breath. Confrontation time... "Koibito..." Itachi said. Sasuke shook his head "Save your breath nii-san... I don't want to talk about this..." Sasuke said as he turned his back on Itachi. He headed for the door "...not now... not ever..." he added as he walked out, leaving Itachi standing behind.
Sasuke quickly left the building. He drove his Ferrari like death was chasing him. How his heart hurt. He held back the tears from falling... his vision was blurred. He was trying to calm himself down by taking deep breaths. This has to stop. He couldn't go on like this forever. Everything was so perfect... why did this have to happen. Sasuke held on the wheel tightly until his knuckles turned white. He has to put an end to all of this. He needed to make a decision that would be for the best... for both of them. Sasuke bit his lower lip as a single drop of tear escaped his lid...
~tbc~
guys... don't hate me...
i love you all...
the pain will end...
it will,you'll see...
r and r please...