A/N thank you so so much for all the reviews. I have loved writing this story but sadly this will probably be my last chapter. Please leave a review!

A year had passed since the accident and although everyone still missed Monica they had learned to live their lives without her...

"Erica, Jack downstairs please!" Chandler called up the stairs.

"Coming..." Erica and Jack replied in unison.

Chandler knew what today was, he just wondered if anyone else remembered.

Eventually Erica and Jack came downstairs in their nursery uniforms.

"Hi Dad." Erica said glumly.

"No time for conversation, grab your coats, a slice of toast and get in the car! We are already late for nursery!"

They all clambered into the car and as Chandler strapped Amy in the car seat, Jack and Erica started talking.

"It happened a year ago today, didn't it?" Erica asked Jack although she already knew the answer. She had been dreading this day for weeks. Had it really been a year since their mum died? It felt like 10 years. It had been hard to get life back on track and now that their lives were back in order she was scared that the anniversary would mess it up.

"Yeah." Jack replied sadly.

Erica opened her mouth to say something but realised there was nothing more to say so she kept silent for the rest of the drive to school, as did her father and brother.

"Bye, see you later." Chandler drove away and instead of turning left to his home as he usually would, he turned right, towards New York City Cemetery.

He arrived soon enough and he sat in his car just staring at the, what seemed like, endless rows of graves of a few minutes before he grabbed the flowers and got out of his car.

He walked up to Monica's gravestone and knelt down by it. He placed the flowers down on the ground and felt a tear trickle down his face.

"I miss you so much, Monica..." He whispered to the stone.

...

She stood behind a tree and watched him there. She felt bad for intruding but couldn't help but hear how he felt.

"They have set me up on a few dates but none of them even compared to you. I will never love another living soul Monica. It was so hard to get life back to normal, what am I trying to say is, life will never be back to normal without you. Everyone misses you. They never let it show but I can tell."He was saying it slowly and in a low voice. "The kids remember you. Our house is filled with pictures of you; Amy's bedtime stories are usually about you. I still love you Monica. I always have, always will." He was getting up to leave when he spotted her.

"Hi. I didn't think anyone else was coming." Chandler said to Rachel.

"You kidding? She was my best friend! Your right by the way. We do all miss her." She stopped, realising that she had just told him she had been listening. Chandler raised his eyes brows at her.

"So, I guess you heard me then?" he said as more of a statement then a question.

"Yeah, sorry, I didn't mean to ease drop, it's just you would never tell us how you felt but I knew you would tell Monica so..."

"It's okay. So I haven't seen you guys in a couple of weeks. How are things with you and Ross?"

"Good, great actually. Almost 2 years now!" Rachel replied grinning. "I want to speak to Monica so do you wanna meet me at the coffee house? I won't be too long."

Chandler started to walk away but stopped and hid behind the tree.

"If she listens to me, I listen to her!" He thought.

"Monica, it's been a year since I saw you smile. I've missed you so much! You have no idea. Oh and I brought lilies. I know their your favourite. It was hard for all of us to get back to our lives after you... after the accident but you will be happy to know that me and Ross are still together, in fact were celebrating our 2 year anniversary soon! I just wish you were here to celebrate with me! I love you and I miss you but I know this is what you would want, I have moved on from you."

"Wow, Rach, Monica would be amazed by what you just said!" she heard Joey say from behind her. She turned around and saw Joey, Phoebe and Ross standing there.

"I thought you had to work?" Ross asked as he came forward and gave her a quick kiss.

"I did but I couldn't focus so I left."

"I don't know what to say to her. I think I'm just gonna leave the flowers." Phoebe said while staring at the grave.

"Me too!" Joey agreed.

Joey placed his flowers down and Phoebe did as well and at the same time they whispered just loud enough to be heard by themselves.

"I love you and I miss you Mon."

They got up and smiled at each other.

"We going to the coffee house then?" Joey asked.

"Yeah, you guys go ahead. I'll meet you up there." Ross said as he watched them slowly walking away.

"You sure you don't want me to wait?" Rachel asked cautiously.

"No, I'll be fine."

Rachel threw him a concerned look.

"I will be fine."

Rachel wasn't convinced but walked away knowing she had lost this argument.

"Hi, Mon. So it's been a year. It's been a year and I have survived. Life is great but I can't help but imagine how much better it would be if we could share it with you. I'm not depressed and sad all the time anymore, which is good but don't worry I still miss you. And I still love you. I hope you don't mind but I have set Chandler up with some dates quite a few times. Never made it past the first date though. I wish he could get over you Monica. He is still so sad but at least he has the kids to keep him occupied or I think he might drive himself insane. Anyway on a less depressing note me and Rachel are still together, we were having problems right up till your accident and then when you were gone, we helped each other through it and now we are closer than ever!" Ross laughed lightly at himself. "I just realised that I am pouring my heart out and having a very one sided conversation with a stone! I didn't used to believe in all that spirit stuff that Phoebe likes but now I really think it's true and well, if you are listening Mon. Then know that I love you so much and I miss you loads! Cya in heaven sis." He got up and placed the flowers by the head of the grave and walked away.

...

The gang all had a piece of their heart missing but they weren't sad anymore. Many years passed and one by one they all got reunited with Monica up in heaven...

A/N: Okay so that's it! Hope you liked it, I'm really sorry for the bad ending but I really didn't know what to write. Please R&R, it's really nice to hear what you guys think! Thanks xx