Chapter 7 : Force & the Choosen one
N.B : Force=Qi in Chinese, in my native tongue, tis a symbol of peace & unity in the Martial Arts. I shall explain what is Force in the Martial Arts' philosophy? A notion that enables people to move things round & the "mind reading" business is something else created by George Lucas. He's picked some ideas of it, not all, which I'm going to explore for everyone. Please be kind or fair enough to review, thanks. IT=Force for this fic.
Vader, not knowing what to do, reflecting on the Force, which is unknown to him as to why he's the Choosen. Why did it speak to him so, what did it ask/tell him to do, beg of him to do? Well well, that's something & that's that really. Vader was not thinking clearly really nowadays. He's needed some time. If he could be the Force, could he renew the World, even the Universe? Maybe he could or he might. He'd not be the Fallen Jedi anymore, he'd be the CHOOSEN ONE, IT'S picked one. He's wanted to be able to use IT as he would or wished to. So that could create just about anything, more powerful than any of them. He'd be free of the Emperor, not afraid of him anymore. This, he's hoped for it. Now, how to study the Force's use? He was very conflicted somehow in him.
Which or what was right or wrong? But IT's here really, telling him & choosing him to do it, restoring Peace & the Galaxy. Could he alone do this? He's needed someone else' help indeed or course. Whom to turn to, else than Princess Leia Organa? His very own Daughter, whom was leader of The Alliance. Would he be accepted or even appreciated/trusted by Them? He had to win his daughter over & over, to be able to do it. He was now wishing it so much, to have a normal relationship with her, but couldn't because of them being political ennemies or rivals indeed. Why such opposing Force, when they were pursuing the same goal?
And now about Good or Evil? Was there really a "good" or an "evil" on this Planet? Maybe, maybe not at all. He'd love to find it elsewhere. Was the Force's doing to his "Mind" or what? He didn't want to know. Was it the Desire to create or what else? He's was quite fairly reflecting on it. Was he allowed to even as an Apprentice? He didn't wish to hear it once again. He was going to be the "Master" of a a new "Order" since it had commissioned him to do so for IT. Would he do it though? Would he renew
The Universe & cleanse it? Also, history tended to repeat itself really? Would it hurt their world all that much? He didn't think so. But he's wanted everyone to be free of that vicious cycle, which is Worlds & Universe. There would be no established Worlds nor Universes in the Choosen One's order, only new things to explore or to know about. Universities for HIM, would not enable student to think freely, he thought. He as a Master, would allow his Pupils to think about anything & everything, no more need of secrets or even failures. The Pupil wouldn't even need to report to their Masters. Maybe that was the way of doing it? That would enable comple te & free thoughts, new ideas. He would be thus to Leia also, whom was his baby.
Even the relationship between a Man or a Woman has to change? Could he, was he permitted to, as the Choosen One? He thought the Force would allow him, since he was the only Master of IT. So no more instituitions, no more schools because he thought himself as a failure because of those. Could he interest enough Princess Leia Organa with his new ideas? Or even the Rebel Alliance? Since he's shared some ideas with it. Did he really need to? No was his own answer to his question. No one should ever need to be liked or appreciated by others, he was reflecting on their existence's need.
Only the Choosen one could do it, twas his "Mission" even, as he'd like to call it. Could he really be one with the Force? A new Order of Jedis, no, not even called thus, something so different from both the Sith Lords & the Jedi Masters. He was studying IT & even thinking about IT & how to sense of even feel the Force within Him. Experience IT as IT is, only then would he be able to feel it wholly & use it without anyone's Presence, alone indeed, no rituals, just sense it & enjoy the use of it, it's Power to Him the Choosen one. Was he Anakin or Darth Vader the Choosen? Did it really matter to the Force at all? Only then could he have saved Padmé, would he know how to. Padmé, his Angel, such pain, such feelings, even after 10 years of her absence in his life. He's never accepted her Death, she's meant too much to him, was his significant other, his ONLY beloved. Did the Man need other women to be himself or to be happy? No, he's just needed only her & only her to be complete. Henchewherefore he was always so naturally faithful to her. He never understood why a Man would need other Women? Was it right or wrong to think so or not? Could he think freely? Again, with the permission issue, he was so tired of this, he did not care anymore. He had a feeling also, that she still graced him with her Presence, in his very room. "Oh Padmé, have Mercy on me please! Where are you?"