Sorry guys if I'm late testing started at school and so did the block schedule which means no computers for me :'( and that's where I get most of my typing done…
Moving on to more happy subjects I would like to thank each and every one of you guys for all of your fantastic reviews and I have one thing to say I WILL NEVER KILL MASON OFF I was so depressed when he died in the book I started crying and everyone was looking at me like I was crazy (they're not wrong you know) but still…
Have any of you read "Fault" by lilianrosemarie? It's really good and I definitely recommend it! Now one with the story of "awesomeness"…
Disclaimer: I do not, and never will *tear*, own the vampire academy characters unless the wonderful Richelle Mead decides to give me possession… now back to reality!
Previously on Breaking Her Walls
"Hello Janine," I found myself staring at the great Janine Hathaway, Guardian Hathaway, but most importantly. This woman was Rose Hathaway's mother.
Rpov
Why did my life have to be so messed up? I never asked to fall in love; I don't know if I wanted love yet. Ugh, this was all so frustrating for me and also for Dimitri. I just wish that he would give up and date another moroi girl so that I can focus on training. No one knew what I really was going to do at the ski lodge. I had talked to Alberta about it earlier today, but she just wouldn't listen. Why wasn't luck on my side? I curse whoever rules the world.
"I just can't the only other relationship I've ever had before was with my brother and he-," suddenly there was a knock on the door. Thank god, I can't believe I almost cracked like that. I'll never understand what this man does to me. When I opened the door to say that I wasn't surprised would be a lie. There in her guardian attar was my mother. I was happy to see that I was about a foot taller than her (can you honestly see that mental image? I can't I always imagine Janine as 6 foot 1).
"Hello Janine," I told her I felt Dimitri's sharp intake of breath and I knew that he recognized my mother. She frowned at the way I used her name and didn't call her "mom" or "mother". What did she expect that I would run into her arms screaming "MOMMY"? Honestly if she thought that she had another thing coming.
"There is no need for formalities Rosemarie," she said barging into my room, well then, this woman was seriously asking for a good for nothing beat down. She noticed Dimitri on my bed and I saw disappointment flash through her features before her guardian masks was put back on. I took pride in knowing that mine was far better than anyone else's.
"Um…," Dimitri said awkwardly, "I should probably go now I'll see you later Rose?" I doubt it I thought to myself; instead I just nodded. He left in a hurry while Janine looked at me with disapproving features.
"I see the rumors are true then?" I almost lost it; almost. It was one thing to barge into my life after not knowing them but then she refers to me as a blood whore? Now that was just over the line. I had a hard time keeping my guardian mask on after that, but somehow I managed.
"The rumors are most certainly not true, Dimitri is…," oh god what do I call Dimitri? "Dimitri is a close acquaintance of mine." I told her she really didn't need any other explanation. She looked at me a little sheepishly. "What are you doing here?" I finally asked her after several minutes of silence. She looked a little offended by this.
"A mother cannot visit her daughter?"
"You never visited me or my brother in the past 17 years. So why should I believe you're starting now," I stated with a blank expression. She suddenly looked very angry.
"Your brother," she spat the name like poison, "left to become a blood whore and dragged you with him. He is no son of mine," she growled.
OH MY GOD SHE DID NOT JUST OFFEND SAMMY LIKE THAT. WHAT RIGHT DOES SHE HAVE TO SAY THOSE THINGS?
Oh my god I am totally losing it. I completely lost it after that moment and I lashed out at her by punching her face, kicking her in the ribs, and gripping her hair between my hands and threw her across the room. The look of shock and surprise on her face was priceless as she gripped her hair and eye trying to block out the pain, I really hope she was unsuccessful.
"Let's get one thing straight, Janine," I growled at her she looked a little bit scared, "Sammy was half the guardian you'll ever be; he gave up his life to protect and you come here and dare call him a blood whore? You have no right to me or to Sammy. Hell you don't even know us, I didn't even know I had a mother until someone asked me if I was your kid. So you know what FUCK OFF and leave me alone; it was better when I didn't know you!" the whole time I was yelling at her I had picked her up by her hair again and literally threw her out of my room. She looked scared of me, perfect, I thought to myself.
"And I know that you're only here because your charge is here I saw him this morning before breakfast so don't even bother," I told her and slammed my door shut. I heard some scrambling from outside the door before it went silent again. I grunted in satisfaction as I took my book out that I got from the library. Ahhh chapter seven…
Dpov
Well I almost got something out of Rose, but not quite. This was getting really frustrating I started to rub my forehead with my finger tips hoping that something would make sense. Unfortunately nothing made since.
"COUSIN!" someone screamed into my face, I jumped out to open the door of my dorm room and when I did Adrian strolled in much like Janine had with someone following them from behind. It was my uncle: Nathan Ivashkov.
"Hello uncle," I greeted him formally. He and I weren't exactly on the best terms but we still treated each other like family. He gave me a smile before hugging me.
"How do you like it here?" he asked his tone slightly curious. I was about to answer before Adrian interrupted.
"He's in LOVE," emphasizing the word love. My uncle raised an eyebrow before smiling as I paled a little bit.
"ADRIAN!" I screamed at him while Adrian was laughing on the floor. Uncle was too busy smiling to interrupt.
"That is wonderful news, so when do I get to meet her," he asked and that only made Adrian laugh harder, I was so going to kill him after this.
"Um… well," I stuttered but, yet again, Adrian interrupted me.
"I don't think you'll be meeting her anytime soon father," he checked out.
"And why is that," he asked raising an eyebrow. I was about to answer before there was a knock at the door, only this time I was thankful for the interruption. Or at least I was until I saw who was behind the door. It was Janine, and she looked like she had been fighting strigoi. In other words she looked awful; she had a huge black eye, her hair looked a little tattered, and she winced when she shifted her stomach. I really wondered what had happened after I left. What was she doing here?
"Guardian Hathaway," my uncle greeted her, "What the heck happened to you?" she looked down sheepishly before going to stand by the wall looking for threats. Adrian eyes her wearily before turning back to me.
"So how did your talk go?" he asked winking at me while uncle still looked confused.
"He talked with his imaginary girlfriend today," Adrian explained. Janine and I both tensed when he said this. Now I am seriously going to kill him.
"Yes, please I want all the details for your mother," uncle said while plopping down next to Adrian looking curious and I saw Janine step out. Good I thought to myself. "Who's the lucky moroi?" he asked.
"She's not a moroi," I told him and he looked at me confused, "she is a dhampir here at the academy."
"Why would you want to date a dhampir," he said with a little bit of disgust. Thankfully Adrian decided then and there to change the conversation and this time I was thankful for the interruption. After uncle left Adrian faced me curiously.
"Okay so what happened? Your aura is all over the place," he told me with slight concern. I replayed the conversation with Rose to him. "It sounds to me that she's hiding something and it has to do with her brother." Adrian said, "Do you think he's alive and she's just stressed trying to find him?" He asked me. I shook my head.
"When I was walking near some of the old watch cabins I found a gravestone," I told him.
"A gravestone?"
"It said 'Here lays Samuel Hathaway'," I told him and his features adjusted into something I couldn't read. "I think there is more to the attack on the academy two years ago than people are telling," I told him. He nodded and started to leave.
"I'm going to make some calls, see if you can get lover girl to talk," he said and exited out the door. I groaned and flopped down onto my bed. Why did life have to be so complicated?
uh oh are they getting closer to the truth? i thinked not! maybe... hehehe i'm so evil :D so whats new with you guys? do you think i took it to hard on Janine? how much longer until Dimitri should find out the truth about Sammy? easy way to find out review so that i get the encouragement to continue this story!
Lets see i don't think i'm forgetting anything so i hoped you like it! review por favor
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