For this new day Bonnie had plenty of hours to waste as she had nothing else to do, so she decided to spend some of the time with her blonde childhood. She contacted Caroline through a phone call and asked her if she would like to meet up at the local coffee shop for some chit chat and to hang out. Because it had been a couple of days since they last talked to each other, Caroline agreed to met her at the coffee shop.
Bonnie ordered herself her favorite coffee along with a donut and sat at a table to wait for Caroline to show up. Soon the blonde vampire did show up and joined Bonnie at the table once she had gotten herself some iced coffee. One of the things that Caroline never gave up once she became as vampire was the human drinks of caffeine. Something that the two woman friends had in common as Bonnie had to have at least one hot mug of coffee everyday.
Caroline slung her purse over the chair. "Hello, Bonnie.
Bonnie greeted in return. "Hi, there yourself, Care glad that you could join me."
"I figured since I had the time that the best way to do that would be for me to catch up with my gal." Caroline bubbled.
"How have you been doing since we last talked?" Bonnie wanted to now.
"Mostly the same." Caroline answered. "But. I did talk to the twins for a couple of hours yesterday, over the video chat on the computer."
The twins were currently living in Texas with Alaric and had been for a few years. Alaric preferred to keep them away from Mystic Falls, especially because this town reminded him of how his almost wife had been killed by Kai on the night of their wedding and the fact that the twins who were unborn at the time could have been lost as well. If it had not been for the Gemini Coven performing the spell to transfer them to Caroline's body.
Even though Caroline didn't see the twins everyday, she still played a active and big part in their lives. Because of the distance Caroline couldn't see them everyday, but talked to them over the phone often, and talked to them through video chat several times a week. Also Caroline went down to Texas once every three months to see the twins.
Bonnie wondered. "Oh, how are those twin girls?"
Caroline smiled. ""They're doing wonderful, they keep growing up each time that I see them."
Bonnie let out a soft laugh. "They do grow up fast at that age."
"They really do." Caroline agreed. "Next month will be the time for me to fly down to Texas again to see them."
"I'll buy them some toys for you to give them when you go." Bonnie commented.
Caroline returned. "I'm sure that they will have fun with whatever you get them. How about you, how are you doing?"
Bonnie took a bite of her donut. "Fine for the most part I guess, I mean things on looking on the up and up compared to how it was looking a short while ago."
"And how are things going with you trying to reach through to Damon?" Caroline sipped on her iced coffee.
"I have been meeting up with him in these recent days, although I couldn't see him today." Bonnie replied.
"Any reason that he couldn't meet with you today." Caroline wondered.
"Sybil." Bonnie sighed.
Caroline went on. "Sybil, she did something to him?"
"No, besides what she has already done to him, he just let me know yesterday when we met, that he couldn't see me today because Sybil wanted his entire time today spent around her." Bonnie rolled her eyes. "With the sour woman that she is."
"Sounds like she still has a lot of mind control over Damon then." Caroline stated.
"Yeah, well she does but I'm working my way through that and think that I'm being successful with it….." Bonnie paused. "So he is with her right now, partly because he is under her mind control and still feel like he has no choice but to follow what she tells him to do. But, the other part is also so that he can keep Sybil in the dark about what is going on."
The blonde vampire guessed. "He is tricking her."
The Bennett witch added. "And is keeping his meetings with me a complete secret from her. Sybil is unaware of how he is seeing me behind her back and we want to keep it that way. Damon makes her believe that he is still all in on being devoted and loyal to her. She still believes her hold on his mind and emotions to be strong. As long as that keeps up then he can keep meeting in secret with me."
"So, he is spending all of today with her in order to throw her off of the scent of what's really going on, clever." Caroline said.
"I'm just glad that Sybil's attitude is cocky enough to the point where she believes her hold to be on Damon so solid, that she allows him free reign on some days, at least." Bonnie murmured. "Who knows how difficult getting to Damon would be if she requested him to be in her presence 24/7. Nonstop."
"That's a glass half full way to look at it." Caroline returned.
Bonnie sipped on her coffee. "If Sybil catches onto even the slightest hint of her brainwashing of Damon being interfered with in anyway and thinks she is going to lose control of his mind, then it would certainly lead to trouble."
Caroline asked. "You don't think that is going to happen?"
"I hope not." Bonnie shrugged. "As for Damon, he was very hostile with me at the start, because of what Sybil told him and made him believe. How he molded his mind and therefore emotions against me and in her favor."
Caroline put in. "Things are different now though, right."
Bonnie confirmed. "Yeah, Damon has really opened himself up to me, his memories of me are still gone. However, I can tell that he is super interested in digging up the memories of his lost life with me and wants to learn everything about his friendship with me. He knows more and more now that I'm telling the truth and seems to be really enjoying the moments that he can't remember, but I'm helping him relive. Just as important, he is starting to believe that he can't trust everything that Sybil tells him and is having doubts about her despite the brainwashing."
Caroline said. "You keep doing what you are doing with him, love truly can overcome evil and bad, including what Sybil has enforced."
"The progress that I'm making with him has me feeling optimistic that I will make more, that I can eventually get him to regain his lost memories. But, I know that he wants to rebuild and reconnect to his relationship with me, without or with his memories. It's almost like we picked up right where we left off after all of this time." Bonnie commented.
"So things are moving forward in the positive between you and Damon, but how about you and Enzo." Caroline had to know.
"Things with Enzo and me are going…..okay." Bonnie took another bite of her donut.
"Just okay." Caroline arched a brow.
"I mean I admit it that I have been more excited in the last days about spending time with Damon trying to help him, than I have with spending couplely time with my boyfriend, Enzo." Bonnie let out a breath.
"There might be a reason for that." Caroline told her friend.
Bonnie pursed her lips together. "Since he was released from Sybil, we have been trying to get into the state of being reunited again. When I haven't been spending time to meet up with Damon, or when I'm not busy out running errands or shopping and stuff like that, I've been spending the free time that I have left with Enzo at the cabin and it's been nice…"
Caroline commented. "Sounds like that is a but in there."
Bonnie added. "But, the passion and the spark that I had with Enzo has faded away some…..more than some."
Caroline made a movement with her lips. "Faded away because you are in love with Damon?"
"Ummm." Bonnie hesitated.
"You're going to try and deny it to me." Caroline's voice was laid back.
"Fine, I admit it alright." Bonnie tossed her hands up into the air. "A lot of the spark fading away with Enzo does indeed have to do with the fact that I'm in love with Damon Salvatore. My heart is filled almost completely with love for the blue eyed vampire and I can't help how I feel."
Reaching over Caroline patted her friend's hand. "I'm not judging you, Bonnie just a supportive ear for you to talk into."
Nodding, Bonnie rambled on. "Damon has my heart, Enzo has a little piece of it too but not in the same way, it's different than what I feel for Damon in a way that I can't explain right now. Sure I confess to being in love with another man is some of the reason that I may not be as into Enzo as I was before, but it's not the only reason."
Caroline shifted in her seat. "The other reason?"
"I guess that I feel like I don't have as much in common with Enzo anymore." Bonnie shrugged. "It's glaring in the case in he is in the mood for sex and well I'm not, We haven't had sex since a week before he disappeared and ran off with Damon."
"That was months ago." Caroline gasped.
"It was." Bonnie's green eyes widened. "And he's been free of Sybil's grasp for a little over two weeks now and you would think that not seeing him in months, combined with the fact that we haven't had sex and were reunited would make me ready to jump Enzo's bones and not keep my hands off of him."
"But, it's not like that." Caroline guessed.
Bonnie emphasized "Nope, we share the same bed and yet there has been no sex recently. I just tell him that I'm too exhausted for that."
Caroline wondered. "How does Enzo feel about that."
Bonnie returned. "He accepts my answer and doesn't pressure me, but you can tell that he isn't pleased with the sex getting shut down. As I said I see how I just don't have as much in common with Enzo anymore. When we first get together we would have sex at least two or three times per week, with the excitement of being a new couple, in a fresh relationship. But, I confess that be ending up in a romantic relationship with him had so much to do with the circumstances at the time."
"I was lonely and didn't have much of anyone around that I cared about. My issues of being alone was made worse after Damon had desiccated and I was in desperate need to have someone around to love me. At the same time Enzo had his own issues of abandoned and rejection that may have been even more severe than mine." Said Bonnie. "So he saw me as this person alone and left to fend for herself and mentioned how he was feeling abandoned too. And offered me a way where the both of us wouldn't have to be alone, if I could allow him to protect me by hiding me out as this cabin."
"It was very hectic and dangerous when the Armory was after me and my life. Between runnin for my life and having the chance not to be alone, it appealed me to Enzo as a man. I just saw someone who had something in common like I did. When an opportunity with a relationship with him appeared, I jumped on it, because he was there you know." Bonnie admitted.
Caroline nodded in understanding and let her friend vent out.
"It may not have been a healthy way to go into a relationship, but I didn't see it this way at the time. It was just me and Enzo, isolated in this cabin and that is how the spark happened. I grew to love the idea of him being there when no one else was. For the first two years that is what sparked our relationship. But, the last year and a half, as those circumstances have went away and I don't feel as alone as I did, so has the passion that I felt with Enzo."
"For the last year and a half we went down to having sex just perhaps once every few weeks or so and I just don't feel the way that I did when the relationship first started." Bonnie finished.
Caroline shook her head. "If you don't love him like that anymore and aren't as into him, then why are you still with him?"
Bonnie replied. "I've been with Enzo for three years and he is the most consistent thing that I've had in these recent years. I've just gotten so used to it, that it's hard just to let the relationship go. Plus I don't want the drama of a breakup especially right now, I just feel like I should make this work with him, before any attempts to leave him."
Caroline pointed out. "Sounds like to me that you're staying with Enzo more as an obligation over anything else, more than the fact that you want to stay with him because you truly want to."
Bonnie mumbled. "Part of me is hesitating about letting with relationship go because of my own personal issues which lead to the relationship happening in the first place. And yes the other part of me hesitates because of not wanting to hurt Enzo's feelings by dropping him so suddenly."
"Cool, Bonnie, your heart is in the right place in not wanting to break Enzo's heart. But, you also have to think about your feelings too. If you are not into him now, then the best thing for yourself would be to end that relationship." Caroline stated.
"I know, I know….I'm just not ready to go there yet." Bonnie grumbled.
"Fair enough." Caroline returned. "Though if it comes down to it and you still aren't into Enzo, while being in love with Damon, I wish for you to follow your heart whenever that time comes around and to do follow through for your sake."
"I will." Bonnie said. "I will."
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Falling right into the routine on the following day, Bonnie went over to the meeting house to see Damon and waited on him to arrive. It didn't take long for a knock to be heard on the door.
"Yeah, come in." She called out knowing that it was him and that he could hear her with his vampire hearing.
Soon Damon entered into the house and in the room where Bonnie was. "Hey." He started.
"Hey." Bonnie response with a quick glance in his direction.
"Sorry, that I had to miss being here yesterday." Damon let her know.
"It's fine, I know why you couldn't be here and why it is so important for you to keep up with appearances." She told him.
Damon went on. "So, witch what is on the agenda for today? What is the deal about what we're going to do next for our progress to keep moving forward."
Bonnie put in. "Uh, we don't have to do much today, just relax and chill and discuss whatever comes to our minds like best friends do."
"Right, like best friends do and we're best friends." An half smile appeared on his face.
"Correct, we're best friends." Bonnie agreed.
"Alright, then we can do some relaxin' and chillin'" Damon put the slang in his tone.
Bonnie chuckled. "Okay, then just give me a minute and we can get right to that."
He gave her a nod in acknowledgement.
She turned and went around the room, getting to the task of organizing some items, which she was doing just before Damon had entered.
Silently he watched her as she did this task. Really getting to study her and the sight of her. Then it dawned on him how really beautiful that she was. Sure, before even when he was convinced about what Sybil had told him about her, he noticed some how attractive she was.
Now however, for the first time since he had opened up to her, he realized that calling her attractive wasn't enough to describe how appealing the sight of her was. She was a beautiful twenty on the scale of one to ten. The way that her hair flowed over her shoulders. Her flawless golden brown skin, that he could tell was soft and smooth to the touch, even without touching it with his fingers.
Her cheekbones and perfectly shaped eyebrows, her heart shaped lips that gave the crooked smile that only enhanced her physical beauty to him. And the way that her feminine eyelashes wisped over her emerald green eyes. Bonnie Bennett was one stunning woman.
Suddenly, Bonnie looked up from the task that she was completing and her eyes landed on his as she caught him staring, but instead of diverting his eyes as some people might do if they were caught staring at the person that they found as attractive, he made no attempt to divert his eyes away. As if he had no shame in her catching him look at her like that.
From her perspective, Bonnie was caught off guard when she looked up and saw him eyeing her like that with those ocean blue eyes. He was looking at her as if he was aw struck by her and that she was the most beautiful sight that he had ever seen in this world.
And him eyeing her in such a way impacted Bonnie to the point where she knew that she enjoyed the way that he was looking at her, considering how she viewed him as a good looking, incredibly handsome man. Combined with the fact that she was in love with him, so she felt her heartbeat pick up in her chest as a reaction and a blush coming onto her face at the same time.
Damon watched how she responded to his gaze and if he was judging things right, then he would assume right then and there, how she seemed to be smitten with him by her reaction.
Breaking the eye contact, Bonnie being flustered in the good way nearly knocked over an object that she had been organizing. "Uh, why don't we go out and set on the back porch, it's a nice day outside."
"Okay we can do that." Damon grinned at how she spoke as a way to gloss over what just happened, she was most definitely smitten with him, he thought to himself. But, he didn't bring that up to her.
"Okay, let's go on back." Bonnie gestured.
"How about some bourbon while we are at it." Damon suggested "Or is it too early for that for you."
It was just after twelve in the afternoon right now. "Not too early at all, I'll get the glasses and the bourbon."
He lifted up a hand to stop her. "Better yet I'll get it, you can just go on back to the porch."
"Alrighty." Bonnie went onto the back porch and sat down on the swing bench that was there.
Shorty, Damon came out with the bottle of bourbon that they had drunk from before. Taking a seat next to her, he poured themselves a glass and handed one over to her.
Taking her glass Bonnie told him. "Thanks."
For some minutes the two of them just sat there in silence, swaying back and forth on the porch spring. As Bonnie had said it was a nice day outside, the day where it was sunny with puffy white clouds against a blue sky, where it was warm enough to enjoy being outside. That time of the year, before the Virginia summer would eventually bring days where it was too hot for most people to be able to bare being outside for too long.
It was a peaceful and relaxing moment with her, Damon thought.
Then he broke the silence by speaking. "You mind if I ask you something."
"Go ahead." Bonnie assured.
"You said that our friendship was strained, why was that?" Damon questioned.
"Well…" Bonnie paused.
"Well?" Damon gently pushed.
Bonnie revealed. "You did something in which resulted in our relationship being strained."
Damon was astonished. "My fault then, it must have been a doozy for you to be pissed off with me enough for our relationship to be strained."
Bonnie admitted. "It was."
Damon added. "What did I do that was bad enough to risk harming my friendship with you, as close as we were?"
She stated. "It was something that pissed me off for sure, but it hurt me emotionally more than it pissed me off."
"Damn, what was it." Damon frowned.
"It's fine now, I was bothered by it and now I'm over it so there is no need for me to go over it if you're going to feel bad about it." Bonnie muttered.
"Please, be honest with me and tell me what I did to hurt you, I need to know." Damon insisted.
Bonnie opened her mouth not sure about how to go about this.
"I need to know." Damon repeated. "You don't have to spare my feelings if I was the one who did something wrong, Bonnie."
"You left me behind." Bonnie swallowed.
"Left you behind." Damon tried to understand.
"You desiccated yourself." Bonnie went into more detail.
Damon wondered. "What would lead me to taking such a drastic action such as desiccation?"
"Your reasons for choosing desiccation is complicated, you did it to keep me safe." Bonnie murmured. "I didn't know it at the time, so when I found out what you were doing I went to Brooklyn to confront you about it."
He listened closely to what she had to tell him.
Bonnie mentioned. "You were a man in which I cared about more than anyone else in the world, I was looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you around and I thought that the bond that we had was inseparable. When I found out that you were leaving and that I would never get to see you again I was devastated, it really hurt me."
The eldest Salvatore felt guilt as he could tell how him desiccating had really impacted her in a negative way.
Bonnie followed through. "A part of me was hoping that if I went to Brooklyn to let you know how upset I was with you that perhaps you would change your mind and decide to stay. You still choose to desiccate even though I let you know on that night how much it would hurt me. At the time that I needed you the most, you left and that really broke my heart in two."
"Damn it, Bonnie I hate to put you through something like that." Damon cursed to himself.
"I don't think that you did it to hurt me, I know now especially that your intention wasn't to hurt me." Bonnie commented. "You really did what you thought was for the best, but I couldn't see it at the time because emotions of being hurt and pissed off was all that I could see. I vowed that on the night of your dessication, I had to cut you out of my life because to me you had cut me out of yours."
"I feel like a fucking fool right now." Damon grumbled. "I know that you said that it was complicated, having something to do with keeping you safe, but I need better to understand my decision if I knew that it was going to hurt you."
Something came to Bonnie's mind. "Can you wait here a minute while I go inside to get something."
He gave her a thumbs up. "Sure, I'm not going anywhere."
She went into the house and retrieved the special envelope, then went back out and just him on the bench once more. She handed it over to him.
Damon grabbed onto it. "This is?"
"The letter that you wrote to be explaining why you were desiccating." Bonnie announced. "Figure that if you read it that you would better understand your decision, you know."
Damon studied the envelope in his hand. "How long was I desiccated for?"
Bonnie replied. "Three years."
He whistled. "Whoa, that's a while for desiccation."
"Not quite as long as you were originally planning to desiccate for. You were going to do it for decades, sixty, seventy years until I died and Elena woke up." Bonnie stated.
"Still you kept this letter with you, carrying it around even after I made you believe that I was going to leave you behind forever. When others might consider tearing such a letter to pieces." Damon was touched.
"I tried to convince myself that I was keeping your letter as a reminder of how you hurt me and the fact that I shouldn't trust you again." Bonnie softly said.
He waited for her to go on.
"You did plenty of things in our relationship before which resulted in me becoming upset with you, but they would leave me being angry with you for a few days at the most, then I would forgive you for your mistakes, because I cared too much about you for your flaws to come in between us in the long run. And I knew that you cared about me as well and that you weren't perfect, but trying to work on becoming a better man." Bonnie sighed.
"This was different though, there wouldn't just be a few days where I would get over it and forgive you, because I honestly thought that I would never see you again. The first weeks following right after you desiccated was difficult and very painful. I was pissed at you, but more heartbroken and despite that I missed you, I missed you everyday. For those first weeks I would wake up every morning dreading the day, because I knew that the day would be spent missing you, and wishing that you would come back and knowing that there was nothing that I could do to bring you back."
"I went from spending almost everyday with you, to not seeing you at all and there was a void to fill without you. And after weeks of feeling like this I knew that I couldn't wake up like that for the rest of my life., It wouldn't be good for my emotional health or feelings. For the sake of myself I knew that I had to move on, in order to do that I allowed the anger to overtake me and focused on the anger from your desiccation to tell myself that I hated you. If I believed that I hated you I figured that maybe it would be easier for me to get passed my feelings."
Damon understood. "You can't really hate anyone, your heart is to pure to do so, it was something that you did because you needed to move on and I don't fault you for doing what you believed was best for yourself."
Bonnie agreed, "You're right, I really can't hate, at least not against a person that I truly care about. No matter how many times that i said I hated you, I knew in my heart that I really didn't."
Damon whispered. "Guess one can't run from their past no matter how hard they try it."
Bonnie swirled the bourbon around in her glass. "One can't, at least not when it comes to certain aspects, the real reason for keeping the letter for all of these years was for it to be one of the few things that you left behind for me to hold onto. I kept it around because I just couldn't let you go."
And the love that she felt for him was so strong and powerful that she felt it for him all through the years, even in his absence and one that Bonnie realized she would feel for many more years of her life, until she was dead in her grave. The kind of love that was so extraordinary, that some people sought for all of their lives and never got to him. At times Bonnie felt fortunate that she could feel such a love.
"Whatever the case, I'm glad that I came back into your life." Damon was genuine about this.
"Me too, Damon." Bonnie told him.
"I'll read this letter now." Damon said.
Bonnie remained silent.
Carefully, Damon pulled the letter out of the envelope and opened it, first thing that he saw was that the letter was clearly in his handwriting. He had a handwriting that was unique to himself so he knew that even if he didn't recall writing something down, however could tell if he did by the handwriting.
And he knew that Bonnie wouldn't go through the trouble of forging his handwriting in a letter just to fool him. So knowing that this was a letter that he had written to her before his desiccation, he got right into slowly reading it.
As he read it he not only recognized his handwriting, but call feel the personality of himself in this letter from how he was describing things and his use of wording. The feeling from the letter was true and it hit him in waves of it.
Next to him, Bonnie watched his facial expressions as he read the letter.
Damon kept reading as he had explained to Bonnie why he had chosen to desiccate himself. Also reading how he had told Bonnie how he felt about her. One thing was obvious he had love for Bonnie Bennett and judging by this letter a lot of love at that.
It was there in how he used the words 'I love you' as part of the way to tell her his feelings about her. And it hit him like a ton of bricks, how much he connected and related to the letter, even with his memory gone of writing it. It didn't stop him from feeling what he felt in the center of his heart and soul, that his love and affection for her had depths, deeper than the deepest ocean on earth and the fact that he could feel that for her was incredible and struck him hard.
After a while, Damon spoke. "Well, from reading this letter it's obvious that my feelings for you run deep and that I cherish you. For sure it solidifies everything that you have been telling me about our relationship."
"Yeah." She recalled how she had read him telling her that he loved her and it still overwhelmed her because of how in love she was with him.
"I do agree with one thing at least." Damon put the letter back where it was. "That you deserve to live and not die."
She listened to the birds chirping. "I know that you did it to keep me safe, and while I do appreciate that notion, I wish that you would have discussed things with me before you went there."
He glanced sideways at her. "You would have talked me out of doing it."
"You think so?" Bonnie asked.
"I know so." Damon confirmed.
"Probably would have compromised with you, if I knew why you made that choice. Hey, I promise you that I won't throw myself into as many reckless and dangerous situations, as long as you will stay." Bonnie gestured.
"Hindsight." Damon smirked.
Bonnie snorted. "Right."
His expression returned to being serious. "I apologize about breaking your heart with my choice, if I didn't apologize to you before."
Her expression was calm and sincere. "You did try to apologize after you came back and let me know how sorry you were for desiccating, but I wasn't having it or hearing it."
Damon mumbled. "Oh."
Bonnie gave him the explanation. "I had adjusted myself to the fact that I was never going to see you again, and after years of you being gone it seemed like it was going to be the reality. Then one day you just showed up again, I learned that you were back and not in that coffin anymore. The first time that I saw you, I was thrown for a complete loop. All of those feelings came rushing back to be, everything that our relationship made me feel."
"But, also all of the anger and hurt of your desiccation. I was very conflicted about how I felt, a large part of me was glad to see you again, since I had missed you so much. I almost threw myself into your arms and had a happy,tearful,joyful, reunion with you. However, the part of me that was pissed off and heartbroken over ruled that and I slammed the door in your face."
"You tried you best to apologize and say sorry to me, and wanted to make it up to me, I just wouldn't had it and kept shutting you down. You put all the effort into redeeming yourself to me and I pushed you away. I used my lie about hating you in order to conceal the fact that I still cared about you and had those feelings of friendship for you. Hide my feeling and kept myself distant because in the end, I was afraid that if I opened myself up to you and took you back that I would be hurt again. Guess that I was afraid of you abandoning me once more and falling into the cycle in which I did when you desiccated, so I put that wall around my heart to prevented this from happening."
Damon stated. "I understand and I regret weighing you down like that and putting the fear of disappointing you on your shoulders."
Bonnie gave him a light hearted expression. "What matters now is that I forgive you for that, it's why getting you free of the brainwashing is so important to me."
Reaching over, Damon placed his hand over hers, his hand that contained the daylight ring.
She lowered her eyes to see his pale large hand, over her darker toned, smaller delicate hand. She could feel the underlying heat from their skin contact. Not temperature heat, but heat of more of the emotional type that was coming from him. She could connect with what he was feeling at the moment and because of that, his hand on top of hers comforted her.
"You may forgive me, but I still need to tell you this." Damon's tone was low with meaning. "I'm sorry that I left, it won't happen again, I promise."
When she raised her green eyes back to his face they were brimmed with positive tears. "And I promise not to leave you either.
For hours more they just sat next to each other on that back porch, enjoying the warm day and being in the presence of each other.
They remained this way until the sun was preparing to set in the sky, then his phone buzzed breaking into his enjoyment of this relaxation.
Damon picked up his phone and grumbled once he checked it out.
"Sybil?" Bonnie guessed by his reaction.
"Yep, unfortunately she wants me back at the apartment in a short while." Damon returned.
"I know what you have to do." Bonnie said, but it still didn't ease her disappointment in the fact that he had to go.
Getting to his feet, Damon lingered. "I really wish that I didn't have to go, I yearn to stay."
Bonnie looked up at him from where she was seated. "I yearn for you too stay as well, but we both know why you can't."
Damon stood there for a while longer. "See you later, Bon."
Her heart caught in the fact that he had called her 'Bon', it was the first time that he had used that nickname for her since his memory loss. And his tone was in the style of an term of endearment when he said it. "See you later, Damon."
Turning Damon left and got to the chore of returning to the apartment before Sybil became displeased.
BREAK BREAK BREAK BREAK
Later that night Damon was suddenly tired, when he got back to the apartment Sybil had requested that she have dinner with him, then for the rest of the evening she talked his ear off with a much of stuff that he now considered nonsense. The same old crap that she had been spewing about how she was a couple with him, how they should be together, he great she was and wanted him to agree with everything that she was telling him to. Of course he went along with it for a reason. Several times Sybil had asked him to call her 'my queen', which was beginning to leave a bad taste in his mouth the more and more that he said it. Bonnie was right when she said that it was ridiculous.
Being so tired he went into the bedroom that was set up for him at the apartment. He was living with Sybil because she wanted to play house, but he didn't share the same bedroom as Sybil or sleep in the same bed as her, she slept in a completely different room and bed. Despite the fact that she insisted that they were a couple. And he didn't sleep with her yet.
Sybil did make it clear though that one day she expected him to have sex with her eventually. Telling him that they should consummate their coupledom. Which even as a man that loved sex, Damon didn't find very appealing. For all of the stuff that Sybil had put into his mind, he was learning that it was all talk and that he didn't feel these things at all for her. Emotionally or physically. It really was as if she had programed him like a robot and he had no choice but to follow through on what she said. Thanks to Bonnie however, that was slowly changing.
Wanting to rest, Damon climbed into the bed with the goal of getting some sleep. Before he knew it his eyes opened and he found the lamp that was next to the bed turned on, it was weird because he remembered turning it off just before he fell asleep. It was still in the middle of the night and he wondered what had caused him to wake.
That was when he felt the bed dip as if someone else was climbing into the bed with him. Confused, he turned to see who it was and was very startled to see that it was Bonnie.
"What are you doing here?" Damon asked her shocked.
"Hey there, Damon." Bonnie gave him a sexy smile.
"How did you get into my apartment and in my room?" Damon questioned.
"I have my ways." Bonnie inched closer to him.
Damon's eyes widened. "Bonnie, you shouldn't be here."
Bonnie giggled. "Why not."
Damon returned. "Sybil is here and in the other room, if she catches you in here then our asses is toast."
"We'll just have to be quiet then so that she won't hear us." Bonnie said.
"Get out of here now." Damon pleaded, paranoid that Sybil could walk in at any moment.
"I don't think that you really want me to leave." She said into his ear.
The tingle of her breath on his ear spent a shiver of the sexual kind going up his spine. "Why are you in here?"
"I want you, Salvatore." Her answer was straightforward.
"What." Damon gasped.
"I want you." She repeated lustfully "And I know that you want me too."
Instantly, he was turned on.
Bonnie said to him. "You can't even deny it."
Damon realized that she was right and that he couldn't deny it. "Yeah, I do want you."
Bonnie chuckled. "Then there is nothing stopping us.:
Damon looked into her eyes, as he felt that need began to fill him. "We can't, at least not here."
"You think that she is going to catch us." Bonnie pressed her body closer to his. "You have to admit that the worry about getting caught can add to the thrill of fucking."
"I…" Damon gulped as he in fact did have to admit that the worry of getting caught turned him more on at the moment.
"I want you, Damon and I want you right now. Don't turn me down." Bonnie commanded with need.
He could now tell that she was naked, even though he couldn't see her body because they were under the covers, he could tell by the feeling of her flesh against his. Then felt his length harden in response to knowing that she was naked in his bad and found out that he was suddenly naked as well.
That was when he knew that he couldn't fight the temptation and need that he was feeling. Instead of replying verbally, he just nodded his head showing her that he agreed to this.
"Good man." Bonnie said breathlessly, as she moved over his body and put her legs on either side of him, preparing to lower herself down on his hardened length….
His eyes opened to the darkness that surrounded his bedroom at the apartment, with his name falling from Bonnie's lips as the tip of her sex touched his. Then suddenly she wasn't in the room anymore, she wasn't in the bed or laying next to him, or preparing to ride him. And the lamp wasn't on.
It took Damon several seconds to realize that he had just woken up. Bonnie wasn't in his bedroom after all, she wasn't in his apartment because what he thought was really her coming to tell him that she wanted him was all a dream and not real.
Damon could feel the results of that wet dream in the fact that his dick was hard, standing and pressed against the pants that he had wore to bed. The dream had gotten him super aroused for the Bennett witch.
He was so stiffened that he regretted that the woman that he had dreamt about wasn't really there. Having that dream about Bonnie was so unexpected, perhaps it had to do with the feelings that was discovering that he had for Bonnie. Feeling in which weren't just deeply emotional, but of the physical variety as well. He lusted, desired and crave for her. The more that he thought about that dream, the harder that he got.
Damon groaned as his hard on threatened to poke a hole through his pants. Luckily enough for him that Sybil was sound asleep in the other bedroom and appeared to be a deep sleeper. Or otherwise he would be in a pickle, explaining how he woke up with a hard on as a result of dreaming about another woman, a woman that Sybil had told him that he should want nothing to do with.
He just learned that he wanted the green-eyed witch and very badly, he didn't know how he was going to handle that. As for this moment, he had an erection to get rid of. Groaning he got out of the bed and stuck over to the bathroom. Locking the door, he stripped out of his clothes and stepped into the shower, turning it on cold and hoped for the cold water to rid of him what his dream had caused.
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