A/N: Ok, so I'm back once again. :D Happy? :D I hope so. :D Well.. I don't really have much to say besides… I DRANK A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WATER IN LIKE 10 MINUTES!!! :D And I like never drink water. At all. So this is soo amazing. (I must thank my neighbor later this week) :D but yeah.. that's it…

But uh… I couldn't really think of anything, so I'm like typing this as it comes to my head, meaning, … There's no rough draft like there usually is. D; So… yeah. Cuz normally when I do I rough draft, I change it a bit as I type it, but since I don't have one, it's just the way it is. D; Which is something I actually hate doing. But, I just don't feel like moving..since my stomach hurts from drinking so much, and playing with the baby. :D (my neighbors.)

Disclaimer: So fly.. doesn't belong to me… Neither does Kimura Ryo… (I WISH. He's sooo adorable… cute… and like hot. :D I heart him soo much. :D and he's like… the awesomest person to hit the face of the earth, besides Naoto and Adachi… :D and crackfics… :D )I don't know what that has to do with the story, but I don't own these people.. D; Atlus does. Well, at least Adachi and Naoto. Not so fly and Ryo-san. :D But I do own this cosplay that I got in the mail today. It's superb. :D

[Without You…]

My feet carried me across the living room. Just awaiting Adachi's arrival. I just couldn't stop pacing. I was so worried.

Because of what happened during his birthday, and that whole Dojima thing… I've just been worried he might leave me… And there was really no way I could voice my concerns.

I ran a hand through my short blue hair. I just needed him to come home soon. My eyes gazed up at the clock that I forced him to buy. It was only 4:15. He'd be home in about 5 minutes. But if he was on a cabbage run… again… It'd be about another 10 or so…

The minutes went by at a deafening pace. But still, there was no Adachi. I stayed in my spot at the door. Waiting for him to come.

Two hours went by, and by then, I realized something: he wasn't coming home. I felt the tears well up behind my eyes. So… It must've been true that Adachi was falling for Dojima. I bet they must be in the interrogation room by now. I quickly wiped away a tear that managed to escape, before retreating to the room we once shared.

Just getting on the bed made the tears come faster than ever. I didn't bother wiping the tears away this time. I let my body fall on the bed. I felt so bad for my self. Falling in love so easily like that. He was my everything, and yet, now that he's gone… I have nothing…

I buried my face in his pillow. At a time like this, the only person who could stop me from crying so much would be him. My forbidden lover. But I didn't care if he came back for me or for his things so he could move in with Dojima.

I just wanted to hold him in my heart until I couldn't hold him in my arms again. I loved him. And I thought that he loved me. But here I am, all alone… and pretty much useless.

I squeezed the pillow, the one Adachi always slept on, as I cried myself to sleep.

"Naoto…?" I felt a hand on my shoulder, but I just shrugged it off. "Naoto… Wake up…"

I slowly opened my eyes, letting them adjust to the little amount of light in the room. "Adachi…?" His figure was clearly visible in front of me now. I quickly embraced him as I let the tear that stung my eyes fall freely. "I-I'm… so scared…"

His face grew worried. He rubbed my back gently as he let me sob on him. "Why are you so scared…?" He rested his chin on my head.

I wiped a few tears away before I spoke up. "I'm scared because of what happen during your birthday. I don't want anyone else to have your heart. I want it all to myself. I don't want anyone else to kiss your lips. I want to be the only one to kiss them. I don't want anyone else to be in your arms. I want them to be for me, and only for me. I don't want anyone else to be the one you love. I love you so much, and I want you to love me the same." I looked up at him from where I was, though, I doubt he would've noticed. I bit my lip. "I'm so scared because… I don't want anyone else to take my place…" I whispered softly.

I was suddenly pulled away. This was it. He's just going to drop me like this. I could just tell. "You idiot…" He pulled me in for a passionate kiss. "Never in a million years did I think I'd find someone so utterly and completely perfect; someone who'd make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be; someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me…" He held me close, "a whole new reason to breathe…"

I slowly pulled away from him, and looked into his dull colored eyes. "But then... Where were you all this time…?"

"Oh, Dojima-san got drunk, and I had to help him home." He chuckled. "Not such a good idea to leave a drunken detective like him alone on the streets y'know."

I looked away for a moment, before looking back up at him. "S-So… You couldn't live without me…?" I asked, still unsure about things.

He smiled in response. "Without you, tomorrow wouldn't be worth the wait and yesterday wouldn't be worth remembering." He kissed me again. "I love you Naoto Shirogane. You're my everything, and if I didn't have you, I'd be back at square one, with nothing. All I ever want is you. My mind is always filled with thoughts of you. Dammit, if I could marry you, I'd do so right here and now. I love you now, and I always will." He kissed my forehead before he took off his coat and tie, and started to work on unbuttoning his shirt, leaving his pants alone. Once he got his shirt off he looked over at me, and pushed me down on the bed and straddled my stomach, careful not to crush me. He pinned my arms down and flashed me his goofy smile. "You need to get some sleep. You look a mess." He nuzzled my neck. "But then again, you still look just as nice as you did before you started crying." He gave me a quick, lingering kiss, before rolling off of me. He fluffed the pillow beneath his head and pulled the covers up on me, and then snuggled close to me. "Good night Naoto."

"Good night Tohru." I said faintly as I drifted off into a wonderful sleep.

A/N: AGH! THAT SUCKED. D; well, at least I think it did. Idk about you guys. So, what'cha think? :/ Last minute thing. Oh, and I give credit to myhotcomments for like a two or 3 of those little words and what not they said to each other. :D Helped a lot.. I guess…?

Anyways, read and review. D; Cuz I'm beat. So, I'm going to bed. (HAH. My first update at 12 in the morning! :D)

Night. Don't forget to R&R

OH! And Since you have finished this one shot..chapter..whatnot..whatever... Maybe you could go check out my crakc fic "My Orange Love" Like orange colored objects? Like making out with basketballs? LOVE Kou? Like practicing moves on a ball and then end up having to put those moves to action on the actual person? Like fondling balls? Love them balls just as much as Kou? And think that a basketball has winked at you while you passed the gym? Well then, I think this is the perfect one fer ya. :D