Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns the original characters.
Special thanks to: Loopy Lou, Lotty, Nancy, Vanya, I love you.
A/N #1: Death, birth, and other people's weddings. An impact with one of these always leads to incredible sex, they say.
A/N #2: So… lemons!
A Message From My Shrink
Chapter 7
We are completely naked under the hot jets of the shower. The water heals our beaten bodies and shattered souls. Hands are searching, lips sucking, tongues fighting, insatiable. Skin against skin, we are burning and melting, all worries washed away. My bathroom mirror reflects two bodies desperately entwined, fallen under the spell of resurfacing love and animalistic lust. Pulsating heat becomes my essence. I need to push and pull, and cry, and laugh all at the same time. Screams and whispers form in my throat; I bite my lips, I bite his lips, I caress and scratch and lick wherever I can reach. A painful feeling of something incomplete makes me hold my breath, and I realize the huge mistake I've made, expecting Jasper to command me. Today, we should be playing the game the other way around. I should be the one delivering the orders. He needs to take a rest and simply obey.
"Jasper." His eyes are closed, but I know he hears me. "On your knees, baby."
He smiles and descends to his knees. I'm right. I'm in charge now. His fingers glide over my shaft.
"Take me in your mouth."
And he does. He sends me to heaven, and I'm rendered incoherent and trembling with pleasure. The hand caressing my balls is magical, the lips gliding over the skin of my cock unreal. I forgot such pleasure exists on God's earth.
"Deeper, Jasper."
I can never get enough of this. He sucks deeper, and I'm sinking in the depths of an ocean of bliss. He looks beautiful, astounding. A breath catches in my throat; do I deserve this piece of heaven? Shit, I'm floating and losing any connection with real world. The walls, the floor, the ceiling, they don't exist. It's only the two of us, Jasper and I, discovering a new world and grabbing handfuls of its treasures.
He's on his knees, but he owns me; my baby, my love, my everything.
"Let me take you to bed and make love to you now, Jasper."
He quietly stands and gives me his hand. I lead him to the bedroom, grabbing a towel on my way. I stop him beside the bed and gently dry his skin, absorbing the droplets all over his sculpted body - some of them with the towel, and some with my lips.
"Lay down, baby."
He obeys, and watches me rub the towel over my wet skin.
Laying there on my bed is the image of perfection. The blonde curls are wet and disheveled, lips dark red from my kisses. His eyes send the message of his own desire, open wide and staring at me while my gaze travels over his perfect form and growing erection. My hand reaches for that gorgeous cock. I gently squeeze, moving my palm up and down. Jasper shivers.
"Do you want me, my love?"
"I do, Edward."
My name on those sweet lips is fantastic. I'm breathing heavily now, my need throbbing in my dick and burning inside my stomach.
"Let's get you ready, Jasper." As if I've done this all my life, I know exactly what to do to make him relax and take me in.
The sublime part of my dreams becomes reality. Slowly, very slowly, I slide my cock inside him. I'm in heaven, and this time it's for real.
"Are you alright, baby?"
Please tell me it's alright.
"Perfect."
I can't help but push deeper.
For the next few minutes, I am lost in the sensation; in and out, in and out, every time deeper and harder. It's tight and warm, and so fucking magnificent, I'm losing my mind. Jasper's body is bending beneath mine with every thrust, and he whispers, "Harder, Edward."
And I fuck him harder - how can I refuse - the sheets crumpling with my every move.
I still can't believe this is happening, not even when my cum erupts inside him. I'm surprised to see his own cum splattered over his stomach.
His eyes are closed now, and he's hardly breathing.
"Are you really alright, baby?"
"Shut up and hug me, Edward."
Okay, enough of me making the rules. I do exactly what he says; I shut up and snuggle beside him.