A/N: Haha! Two in one day! – Is proud of self – A look into Jasper's mind, slightly dark.
He knows that he and his family is unnatural—he knows that his wife, his lover, his life, is unnatural. But sometimes he finds it hard to believe that someone so vibrant could be dead, was his Alice really so different from Bella?
Yes—Bella had a pulse-- Bella was not fanged.
And sometimes he forgets that they are technically not 'people', and he allows himself to analyze they're relationship from a normal perspective, but only sometimes…
Sometimes he wonders what would have happened if he hadn't listened to her when they'd met.
Sometimes he wonders why she made so much sense to him, then when nothing else could.
And sometimes he knows that she loves him.
Sometimes that's enough.
A/N: AHHHH! Angsty Jasper!!
… Oh…my… goodness…
I need a beta… -- Sob Sob -- Yes.. I made the mistake of reading my own stuff….
OFF TO CORRECT!!! (Oh yeh… REVIEW!!!)