Bark at the moon 7

By the time I was done explaining the story's of my antecessor's Emily's eyes were so full of suspicion I thought she would quite listening at any second.

"I don't get how you leaving Leah has anything to do with that." Emily asked looking me over with her eyes.

" Have you ever heard of imprinting?" Of course she hasn't I thought. I didn't even know what it was before I heard the story's.

" No what is that."

I went into explaining what imprinting was, and how she had mad it possible for me. By the end of it I could tell she was starting to believe me.

" I see what your saying Sam, I really do but you have to understand where I am coming from." Emily began. " Leah is my family, she is like my sister, and I could never do any thing to hurt her. And it makes it harder for me being that I have only known you for a couple hours. I wish I could do something but I just don't know what to tell you." Now she was rushing the words with so much intensity that I had to stop her.

"Emily please." I said putting my hand on her cheek. I could feel the blood rush to her face, as she looked up at me with her memorizing eyes. " Trust me I wish none of this had ever happened but it did and now I know that I can't live with out you. I want you more than anything and I wish that you could see that. I won't give up because now you're the reason I'm living. I know that you can't see that know but you will eventfully. Because I will be the best thing for you, even if I die trying.

" I think you should go know." she whispered.

" Please just think about it Emily. I know you probably hate me, but just give me a chance."

" That's would be very hard, being that you just tore my cousin heart out."

I sighed " I will never be able to forgive myself for the pain I have caused. I'll see you around."

I couldn't take anymore pain tonight. So I ran out the door before she could have a chance to answer.

I woke up the next day, with yesterday's events still replaying in my head. I had no idea what to do now. I knew I wanted to she Emily again. In fact I never wanted to take my eyes off of her. I wanted her right next to me all the time. But I needed to find a way to make the possible. I t would be very hard I knew that. I couldn't bear to see Leah, after all I had done to her. And I am pretty sure she never wanted to see me again either. Just then my thoughts were interrupted by my stomach. I forgot that I hadn't been able to eat last. I got up out of bed and made my way to the kitchen. I was looking threw the fridge for something to eat, when the phone rang. I looked at the clock 7 in the morning. Who would be calling this early.

"Hello."

" Um hi Sam?" The voice whispered.

" Ya, who is this?" I replied confused.

" Oh thank goodness. It's Emily and I need to talk to you." The angel said still whispering.

I almost choked on my orange juice. I couldn't believe she was calling.

" Of course we can talk, what did you wanna talk about?" for all I cared we could talk about anything even the Cullen's. I shuddered at the thought.

" Well I was wondering if we could met up someplace…See Leah doesn't know I'm talking to you." She confessed.

" Ya I understand if you could give me like 15 minutes I could meet you at the park. Um do you know were that is?"

" Yes I think so, and I guess I will see you soon, bye Sam." Her voice sounded unsure.

" Bye Emily." I spoke into the phone before I hung up.

As soon as I got to the park I knew she was there I could sense it. It was as if nothing happened last night, she made me feel whole again. She got up and started to walk towards me as soon as she saw me.

" So you really do care about me." She smiled half heartedly.

I closed the gap between us. " I know it's hard to believe but I care for you with all of my heart."

" I see that know, but it's going to be hard especially with Leah. I don't know how I'm going to tell her."

I grabbed her hand and put it on my cheek. " We will make it work I promise." With that I leaned down to kiss her. When my lips met hers, nothing else matter in the world to me at that moment. I wanted her and only her. I put on of my hands on her back and the other in her hair, trying to explore every part of her. Just then she broke away.

" What am I doing, how could I do this to Leah, she will never forgive me." Emily started rambling.

" Emily what are you talking about?" I asked confused

" Oh Sam this was a mistake, I should have never come, I know you really do care for me I just can't hurt Leah anymore than I already have." She started running towards the forest.

" Emily wait, just listen. Stay here with me, I don't think I can live without you. I want you so bad. I know everything is so wrong, but nothing is right anymore." I said.

" I just don't know what to do I'm so confused, just let me think. I will call you later, I promise." She kissed my forehead, then started running towards Leah's house.

I was so hurt. I needed to be free, to be able to run and forget about my worries for a second to forget about everything. I looked around, no one was near. Well of course no one was it was only 8 in the morning. I decided no one would see me. So I took off my clothes and set them in the forest were they would be hidden. I began to run. Changing was getting easier for me lately, it was almost like breathing now. I felt my body tense then relax. All around me fur shot out and took place of my skin. I could feel my feet meet the ground and they became one as I ran. I was thinking about my most recent events in life. Mostly about my kiss with Emily. How her lips felt against mine. How when they met my whole world just came crashing down. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I barley heard the other voice in my head.

" Hello, someone help me I'm so scared." the voice was shaking with fear.

I stopped running and froze dead in my tracks.