**A/N**:

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I hope all of you have been reading the Author's Notes, I mean I understand if you don't because usually I just skip them too, but sometimes they do have important information!

So I will try to get out as many chapters as possible before I go away, but when I do leave I won't really be able to get to a computer for about five weeks and I know that's gonna really suck, but that's the way shit goes in this fucked up world!

Sorry for the rambling, I just feel bad that I have to go away and I'm leaving you guys in a bad position…I want to get to a good stopping point before I go which means I will have to work my sorry little ass to the bone! But, I will do it for all of you guys!

I hope you enjoy this next chapter, not very exciting, just filler, and the continuation of the wait!

Here we go!

Chapter 7:

You lied to me?

Jasper Whitlock

The last bell of the day rang, singling the end of school.

I couldn't think straight all day. My mind kept wondering over to Isabella and it would never leave her. I was a nervous wreck, and with Isabella, giving me loving glances and smiles all day has really broken my resolve. I just want to know the truth. I can't wait any longer, its killing me. I need to know what the fuck is going on.

Are we meant to be together?

What is this grand gesture?

Do I love her?

Does she love me?

Her emotions scream 'YES', but I'm just a little wary of this. How do I know her emotions are real and she isn't masking them and lying to me? She could be hiding something from me; maybe she's trying to use me. Even with all the doubt in my mind, I still have the positive side saying it's all true and this is meant to be. The pull to her is becoming uncomfortable to ignore, and honestly, I don't want to ignore my want for her. I need her. I crave her more and more every day and god knows her beauty isn't helping my mind from creating fantasies about her.

I have barely known her for a week and I've already fallen in love with her.

Dammit, she is good.

Alice came bouncing over to me as I was making my way to my bike. She smiled a huge grin that made her look as if she were a child at a candy store.

"It's gonna happen today!" She yelled.

"Really?" I asked shocked because I hadn't even made my mind up, I was still pondering my options, but that's why we have Alice.

"YES! I knew you were meant to be together! My visions are always right! I am so happy for you Jasper!" She said as she squeezed me in a tight hug.

"Wait, you had a vision about us? Why didn't you tell me?" I asked accusingly as I pushed her off of me.

Her emotions started to panic and that just didn't seem right, what is going on?

"Um, Jazzy I had a vision about you two when we were in Phoenix protecting her from James…I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you, but I didn't know how to." She said as she averted her eyes from my glare. What the fuck?

"What are you talking about Alice?" I asked in a stern and commanding voice.

"Well, we were still together and I wanted to cherish us while we still had our love, and Edward would have never let you have her! He would have killed you for her! I'm so sorry, but I couldn't let him kill you over her, she had to stay alive and now we know why. Now, you're ready for her." She said honestly.

"I'm speechless Alice, how could you hide this from me? I was your husband! You were selfish; you were just using me for your own happiness? Really! Alice that is unacceptable, I never thought you would do something like that to me!" I yelled as I leaned over her, towering over her in an angry manner.

I really couldn't believe she had done that; I could have been with Isabella a very long time ago. I could have been happy with her instead of struggling with Alice.

Great! Just goddamn perfect, are there any more lies that I don't know about? Is Emmett gay or something? Is Rosalie a transvestite?

Fuck, why do vampires have to be so possessive and needy!

"I'm sorry! Isabella said it was for the best also! Believe me I wanted you to be happy, no matter who it was with, but I couldn't let you get killed on your own account. I would have never forgiven myself if you were destroyed and I could have prevented it."

"Alice, I just can't believe you hid this from me, I thought we were always honest with each other. Do you not realize I could have been happy with Isabella for a very long time? I could have had a child with her, and maybe that child would have survived! I could have protected her from Victoria and the Volturi! Instead, I was kept in the dark and away from my mate! That is completely unthinkable! Mates should never be kept from each other; it is the darkest type of blasphemy! You have really done wrong in my book Alice!" I walked away a little faster than I should have in a public parking lot, but I couldn't stand there and listen to her shit anymore.

Why everyone is always trying to fool me, am I really that big of fuck head?

REALLY!

I was mere feet from my bike and getting the fuck out of here when Emmett stepped in front of me and stopped me mid-step.

"Whoa hold on there dude, what's up man? What's wrong?" He asked in the big brother voice.

"Alice lied to me!" I growled.

He grunted and frowned a little. "Okay, so who cares, forget about her! You have to go and get Isabella! You promised today was the day, what about what you said man? Come on, you want to know her secrets, but you are here worrying about…Alice? Really man, your ex-wife? Who gives a shit what the little pixie bitch has to say? If she lied then she has to earn her forgiveness, but that doesn't mean you have to blame everything on her and go all 'God of War' on her! Just calm down, man."

You know Emmett can really surprise you sometimes, for someone who acts like a dumbass he really is a smart guy.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I get it I'm being a dick, but she hid my true mate from me! She hid Isabella from me! Emmett, I could have been happy with her for over a century and maybe had a child! A child! Wouldn't you be mad?" I said angrily.

He chuckled lightly and sighed. "Dude, she's a manipulative little twit, don't worry about it. She has already had her breakdown, don't you think you are being a little hard on her. She had to watch Edward leave Isabella; maybe she saw something go wrong with you too. You did try to kill her on her birthday dude…" He trailed off with a frown on his face, he looked sympathetic but really, I didn't need that crap.

Why does everyone bring that up! It was instinct, I'm sorry! For fuck sakes, it's not as if she holds anything against me for it. I spent decades feeling guilty and like a fuck up because I couldn't hold myself back. All it took was one drop of delectable blood and I went into frenzy.

"I don't blame you; I was just saying maybe it was for a good reason. Maybe she had to go through all her shit to get up to you. She is a different woman for whatever the fuck she has been through, maybe all that shit was working up to you. Do you love her?" He asked.

"Fuck, man don't beat around the bush or anything." I chuckled lightly.

"Nah, man I gotta know the truth, so I'm being honest here, do you love Isabella Hunter?" He asked formally.

"Yes I do, I love her more than I thought I could, but what if she doesn't accept me? What if she doesn't actually love me?" Was I shitting myself, what the fuck am I talking about? Of course, she'll love me! Her emotions can't lie. Why would she even want to lie about her feelings? She is a damn independent woman, so why would she hide anything?

"Good! That's fucking awesome! Then go and get her! Rosie already told you, Isabella told you, Alice even told you, and now I have told you! What the fuck do you want Esme and Carlisle in on this too? I could get them; you know if that's what it takes…?" He trailed off with a small smirk on his lips.

"Okay, I will talk to her. I promise, I'll go over to her house and I will tell her I love her. I swear on my undead heart." I said as I put my hand against my chest, where my heart lay in love with a beautiful angel, but am I ready for her like I think I am?

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