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Chapter 7...the start of the lemons. Sigh...I love it. So the story is going really well and for a future warning the next chapter has plot hints inside. So keep an eye open for those :D
Much thanks to my sister and to my lovely beta...they are both still freaking amazing! :):):)
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BPOV
The next day in the office it seemed that maybe Jacob was going out of his way to ignore me and by lunch it was really starting to upset me. I knew that my time at the gym would be well worth it. I was very worked up and I just wanted to run it out of me…or maybe I could use the punching bag…that would be nice too.
Alice caught up with me while I was on break.
"Hey you." She smiled brightly as she entered the break room. We were the only two people in there.
"Hi." I mumbled around my small salad. I had eaten unhealthily over the weekend so I figured that I would be good during the week.
"What's up?" She asked and sat down with me after retrieving her diet coke from the fridge.
I shrugged and focused on my salad.
She snorted a laugh and said, "Bella…you are shoveling rabbit food down your throat at the speed of light. What's wrong?"
I groaned in frustration and shoved my plastic fork down so hard it snapped the two middle prongs off and I pushed the bowl away with a frown.
"Come on," She urged. "You will feel better if you talk about it."
I just shook my head and buried it in my hands.
"Is this about Edward?" She questioned and she didn't have the decency to hide her excitement…
"Ugh!" I growled at her. I hadn't even thought about him much today…well, ok, maybe that was a lie…I had actually thought about him every time I wasn't thinking about Jacob's issues.
"That bad?" She said a little miffed and then thought out loud. "Well, everything seemed to be going ok Friday night when his tongue was down your throat beside of my pool."
"Alice!" I hissed and moved my hands from my face. "Hush before someone hears you."
She smiled brilliantly at me and sat back in her seat. I wanted to smack that smug look right off of her pixie like face.
"So are you going to tell me or should I go by Jacob's office door muttering out loud about this weekend." She abruptly pointed a finger at me and said, "And don't deny that it happened because he called Jasper last night when he left your apartment and they met for drinks."
They met for drinks? To talk about me? I felt a pang of unease hit my stomach. Ok...maybe the salad wasn't the best idea.
"It's not about…." I looked around the room and then to the door to make sure no one was around as I whispered, "Edward."
"Oh?" Her face wrinkled in confusion and she leaned forward signaling that she wanted the entire story.
I knew that I wasn't going to be able to avoid it and I might as well just get it all out into the open.
"It's Jacob." I admitted in a hushed tone. I didn't need my coworkers-besides Alice-to hear about my personal life with my boss! "Last night he came over when he got in…and something was different, I don't really know what though. But anyway we started talking about this whole New York thing and how he is opening a branch there." She nodded in understanding. I had told her most of that Friday as I got ready for my not so blind date as I now referred to it as.
So I continued, "He told me that he was going to be out of town the weekend of your wedding and I got upset about it-"
"Hang on!" She held a hand out and stopped me.
"What?" I questioned wondering what the matter was.
Her features blackened as she asked, "You invited that jackass to my wedding?"
I shook my head and sighed, "Will you let me finish?" When she waved a hand for me to continue I did. "Well, I told him that I had kind of hoped that we would go together to the wedding and he threw up all this crap about not wanting people to see us together and about how many coworkers would be at the wedding. And how it wasn't safe for our relationship."
"But the wedding is two months away. Surely by then you two will be more…" She was starting to put the pieces together.
"I know, those were my thoughts as well. So then I asked if we were ever going to be more than a secret and he suddenly got too tired to talk about it so I kicked him out."
"Wow." Alice said with widened eyes. "And let me guess he has ignored you all day long?"
"Bingo." I sighed and slipped back to slouch in my seat.
"Well that just sucks balls Bella…I am sorry." She said and then a slow smile crept into her features. "What did Edward say when he came over?"
I blushed and looked at my lap. "He didn't say much of anything…we didn't really have a lot of time to talk."
She hummed and I glanced up to see her nibbling her lip. "What do you mean? Did he have to leave quickly or something….OH!"
Then it hit her like a ton of bricks. I snickered at her amused expression and then covered my face with my hands to mutter, "Yeah…but then he got this awkward phone call and had to leave all of the sudden. He text me later and said that it was a family issue."
Her face wrinkled in the way that I know meant that she was confused. "But Edward doesn't have family…well not here anyway. His closest relatives live in Napa."
I creased my eyebrows and looked at her. "Are you sure? It must have been pretty important. Because his phone rang and when he answered it he turned…green almost, like he was sick or something."
Alice thought for a moment and then shrugged her shoulders, "Maybe he has some family that lives here. I don't know."
I shrugged as well and took a sip of my water.
"Are you going to see him at the gym today?" She asked excitedly.
I lowered my water bottle back to the table and looked at her suspiciously. "How did you know about the gym?"
She laughed softly and said, "He told Jasper about it and of course Jasper told me."
I nodded with a slight smile. That was right. He and Jasper talked about me Friday night. I will have to ask him about that when I see him next.
For the remainder of the lunch Alice talked about the wedding. She had considered asking Edward's parents if they could use their vineyard in Napa Valley for the ceremony and I assured her that I am sure it would be a lovely place if that was what she and her fiancé wanted. Later, we went back to our work. Soon enough it was time for me to leave and head for the gym. I gathered my things at my desk and went to knock on Jacob's door from habit. I normally saw him every day before I left but I had also normally seen him multiple times through the day. Today I had only seen him when I let his morning appointment into his office and he didn't even make eye contact with me. So today I would just leave without speaking to him.
I left the building and climbed into my beat up ole' Chevy and took off for the gym. As weird as it was relief washed through me the second that Rosalie put me on the treadmill. I needed to run. That was the best way for me to release my built up anxiety and anger. I paid no attention as I ran and before I knew it I was pushing a mile. I smiled at myself and kept the same steady pace but boosted the incline.
Half a mile later I felt the air around me stir in the oddest way. He was here…I could feel his presence as if it was just an energy in the room that I fed on. But instead of lifting my head and searching for those green eyes I just kept my face on the control panel of the treadmill. I would let him come to me.
Soon…so soon, I heard a low whistle behind me and I glanced up into the mirror to see his head tilted to the side as he studied my ass. Was he going to write a thesis on it? I blushed and snorted a laugh and ran harder.
Edward cleared his throat and walked forward to rest his elbows on the side of the machine.
"Hi." He mumbled and stared up at me as I kept my eyes on the mirror in front of my face trying to feign undisturbed.
"Hi." I panted as I ran and glanced to see that I was pushing two miles. God, how fast was I going?
He hummed and I caught a glimpse from the corner of my eye that he was looking around the room that was nearly empty. There was one other young guy lifting weights but he had his iPod blaring in his ear.
When Edward saw that the room was clear he whispered, "Is it disrespectful if I say that I want to take you right here on this treadmill?"
My breath caught and my feet stumbled. Thank god Rosalie wasn't around to hear it.
He laughed and said, "I take that as a no."
Glancing down to him I saw the pure sex that dripped from every feature of his body. His hair was a little damp. Either it was raining outside or he had been swimming. Oh god…Edward in the pool. He had on a gray t-shirt with the sides cut out and I could see every gorgeous bulging muscle in his upper body. Then he had on a black pair of basketball shorts that I was positive hugged his butt in perfection. I had to clench my thighs together as much as possible and keep running. As I did so I glanced to his eyes and saw how lustful they were…oh god. Did I just cum?
I cleared my throat and looked away as blush flooded my cheeks. Why was he so attractive to me?
"And yet you continue to run…" He replied with a playful laugh. He shrugged and backed away from the machine as he said, "Two can play your game ma'am."
Then as he backed away his hand flew back and…he did not just smack my ass! I glanced up in the mirror and saw him wink as he backed away smiling seductively. UGH! Why can I not control myself when it comes to him?
I watched in the mirrors as he ripped his shirt over his head and began to straddle the machine so that he could face me and still get a proper work-out. He curled and lifted and pulled and pushed until I was breathless watching. Maybe it was the treadmill time but I had been fine until he came into the room. The most intense part about watching him exercise was the fact that those green eyes stayed on me the entire time. It made me breathless and I felt hot all over. I was getting way too worked up right now….I kicked the machine down to a low speed and began to do the cool down. Rosalie would be back any second and she would be proud of my three miles. Heck…I was proud of my three miles.
When I finally stepped off of the treadmill I reached down to grab my water bottle and the towel wrapped around it. I twisted the towel and laced it around my hot neck as I sipped some of the cold water. The perspiration of the canteen cooled the towel and it felt amazing on my hot neck.
"Hey Bella." Edward called from behind me and I turned to see him sitting on the edge of the bench. "Will you spot me?" He questioned and then blew me a small kiss and winked.
Hell yes, I will spot you…any freaking day of the year!
I walked over to the bench he was now lying on and sat my water canteen down next to the leg of the short table.
"Uh…what do I do?" I asked as I stared at the bar in front of me with the three or so weights that were attached to each end.
He chuckled and looked up to me a moment later. It wasn't subtle that his eyes scanned my crotch before he finally connected with my eyes. "Just pick up the bar and hand it to me."
I nodded once and grasped the bar to pull the dumbbells out of their allotted slots. It was really heavy. I had no idea how much it weighed but it was really freaking heavy. I leaned forward and dropped the bar into his waiting hands.
He groaned and began pushing the bar up and down.
"And," He added with a groan. "Make sure…it doesn't fall on me and trap me to the bench."
I nodded and leaned forward to watch as he did his reps over and over…My mouth ran dry quickly as I studied his muscles that rippled and stretched in his arms…then his chest. It was indescribable. God, I wanted him so badly.
He laughed and said, "You're drooling."
I snapped up straight and stared down at him. "No, I'm not."
He laughed again and, when he looked back to the weights, I took the moment to wipe my mouth just to check…I was not drooling!
At that moment Rosalie walked in the door with Emmett hot on her trail. I didn't really want to know where they had been or what they had been doing. But Emmett came over and stepped up to my side.
"I'll take over Bella. You don't have to stand here and be tortured any longer." Then he smiled a big goofy smile.
"Thanks, I thought I was going to fall asleep." I said and went over to find Rosalie.
Edward laughed from the bench and I gave him a quick glare before prancing over to Rosalie. I heard him groan as I walked away. Glancing over my shoulder, I saw him rest his head back down on the bench. He was watching me walk away…
Turning back around I smiled and shook my head lightly. Rosalie put me back on one of the exercise machines were I was pushing the leg bars back and forth with the outside of my thighs. She told me that it really worked on my butt and thigh muscles and that it would help my Kegel muscles too if I did it right. I blushed at that information and just started working out. I didn't want to think about that right now…not while Edward was lying over there on that bench with those freaking muscles flexing in every part of his body.
He was too sexy for his own good. After about ten minutes I heard the sound of dumbbells clinging. I looked up and saw Emmett resting on the bar and Edward sitting up stretching his arms above his head. Then I saw his eyes connect with mine. I smiled lightly and watched as he let his eyes travel down my body and land between my legs. His mouth parted slightly and I saw his chest move quicker as he took a deep breath. I blushed and looked away from him and just closed my eyes. How freaking embarrassing. I stopped for a second and pushed my legs together. Rosalie turned from papers that she had in her hands to see why I had stopped.
"Are you ok?" She asked me. She wasn't concerned about my safety she wanted a good reason for why I had stopped.
"Yeah." I mumbled around my bottom lip wedged between my teeth.
"Well then keep going." She told me and turned back to her papers.
I swallowed hard and looked away to focus on anything except for Edward and started over on my exercises. I wasn't even feeling the burn in my legs…I was focusing more on the burn in my cheeks as I felt Edward's eyes still on me. I glanced up to see him run a nervous hand through his hair and stand up from the bench. I watched as he followed Emmett into another room. I couldn't see anything else once they disappeared so I focused on finishing up my work out.
Soon I was making my way towards the showers. I felt disgusting. I had sweated enough to drown a pack of dogs. I took the towel that I had and ran it across my neck as I rolled it from side to side. I sighed and stretched my back out a little. I would be sore tomorrow that was for sure. I might be sore before I even leave the gym.
I turned the corner and could see the girls' locker room from where I was at and I was watching my feet when suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder and I was being yanked out of the hall.
"What the hell?" I squeaked as a door slammed behind me and I was in complete darkness.
I heard a deep laugh and hands were on either side of my face. "You have absolutely driven me mad today."
It was Edward. He had snatched me and pulled me into a…a… "Edward, where are we?"
"It doesn't matter." He growled and pulled my lips to his.
His kiss was deep and fierce and strong and needy…and so freaking amazing. I immediately wanted more. Instantly I gripped my hands into his hair and held him closer to me. The first thing I felt was his hard crotch grinding against my thigh. I groaned and without really thinking about it wrapped a leg around his hip. He groaned and ran one hand down the right side of my body and gripped my ass before he reached down to the bend of my knee and yanked that leg up too. I rolled my eyes in the back of my head as he rammed me backwards and hit the door roughly while he ground his hips into me.
Running my hands down his chest I realized that he was still shirtless so I scraped my fingers down his skin and heard him groan again. His lips pulled back from mine so I could breathe and he sucked down the side of my neck and pushed me into the door. I felt his fingers reach under my tank top as he caressed my skin slowly and tugged the shirt upwards. I couldn't…we were in a public gym in a dark closet or whatever we were in. It was too weird.
"Edward." I moaned and heard him groan again as he ground his hard dick into me.
I rolled my eyes back and rethought that…maybe I could do it in a dark whatever we were in. He pushed my shirt up until he was gripping my chest through my sports bra.
No…no, I couldn't do it.
"Edward." I said with a little more fervor. I was actually trying to stop him now.
But he didn't stop, he just kept going.
"Edward!" I said loudly and pushed against his shoulders trying to get him to move away from me.
"What?" He groaned and pulled his lips away from my neck but he wouldn't move his hands from my shirt.
I swallowed and reached around to my side to feel for a light switch. Finally, I found one and flicked it on making us both squint in the sudden light. A towel closet…we were in a towel closet.
"I can't." I told him honestly and gripped the sides of his face but pulled him to me and kissed him anyway.
When he pulled back we stared into each others' eyes. Those green eyes…I threw all negative thoughts out the window and pulled his lips back to mine. We picked up right where we left off and I didn't care where I was. I just wanted him. Now. I wanted him right now!
He ground himself back into me and deepened the kiss fighting my tongue for more room for his own. I reached down between us and gripped them top of his shorts. He nodded his head roughly and shoved his hips closer to my hands. Without thinking about it I just pushed his shorts down as far as they would go and traced my hands along the top of his groin and heard him groan as he sucked my tongue into his mouth.
I was so close to touching him…all I had to do was just reach down and grip him. But my hand was frozen. I couldn't do it.
Edward groaned loudly and gripped my wrist to shove my hand further down his pants. He pulled back and moaned, "Please, Bella…please, just do it."
I kissed his bottom lip and worked my way down his chin and neck right as I reached my hand further down and gripped the base of his dick and worked my way to the tip. He groaned and pulled his hips back so that I could easily reach him. God, he was so long…there was just so much of him.
I pulled back from his neck where I had been kissing and looked down at where my hand disappeared into his shorts. I looked up to his face and saw his eyes roll back in his head so I continued to work my hand on him.
"God, Bella…" He groaned through gritted teeth. I smiled a little at the sound of my name on his lips. It had to be the most erotic thing I had ever heard. Moving my legs I pulled back and landed on my feet. Edward pulled his hands out of my shirt and placed each palm on the door beside of my head. I rubbed him continually and watched closely as he throbbed in my hand. I was going to lose it…there was no way that I could handle it.
I slowed down and saw him shake his head when he noticed my slow pace. "No," he mumbled. "Please don't stop."
I picked up my speed again as he muttered, "Oh god, Bella…I'm so close. I…it's…awe…."
Then the door behind me came flying open as Edward and I stumbled backwards and Edward landed on top of me out in the middle of the hall. I quickly jerked my hand out of his shorts.
"Bella, I just…" He whispered in my ear and was cut off by the voice above us clearing their throat.
I looked up and saw Emmett and Rosalie both staring down at us incredulously.
"What was going on in there?" Emmett asked and I could see the grin on his face that he was trying to hide.
"Umm…" I said and felt my cheeks blush about twenty five shades of red.
Edward cursed in my ear and sat up rather quickly. He stood up just as fast and turned his back to Emmett and Rosalie. Did he just…in his shorts…oh my god!
"Go get changed." Rosalie said abruptly in a harsh voice. "Then I want to see both of you in the office."
I swallowed hard and felt my cheeks get darker as if that was even possible. Edward kept his back to his cousin and his wife while he extended a hand and helped me to my feet. Without even looking back to either of them I released Edward's hand and quickly disappeared into the girl's locker room.
When I had showered and dressed I slipped through the gym as slowly as possible and towards Rosalie's office. I felt like I was going to visit the principal for school destruction or something. I was positive that once inside the office I wouldn't feel much different.
When I approached I saw Edward sitting there already. His hair was a little damp from his shower and Emmett was leaning against the desk with a smile on his face. I quickly took note of the fact that Rosalie wasn't in there yet. Without looking at either of them I slipped into the office and sat in the seat next to Edward. Yep…felt like the principal's office.
Emmett coughed back a laugh and said, "I'll go get Rose and be right back."
When he was gone I just cuffed my hand over the right side of my face so that Edward couldn't see me. I was more than humiliated at the moment. I was horrified. I never….ever behave like that in public.
Edward laughed and said, "I wasn't expecting that."
I just nodded and didn't respond.
He cleared his throat and said, "I'm sorry…I didn't mean for that to happen. I didn't mean for any of it to happen it just…did."
I couldn't be mad solely at Edward. I had allowed it after all…hell, I was the one that was caught with my hand down his shorts. It wasn't his fault, it was mine.
"No," I contradicted and moved my hand to glance at him. "I should have stopped it as soon as it started."
I looked over to see Edward frowning as he asked, "You didn't want it to happen?"
I closed my eyes and felt my face flush again. How embarrassing…. "No…I mean. That's not what I meant…I don't care that it happened….I just wish we would have been somewhere else."
He laughed once and whispered, "Me too...then I would have been able to fuck your properly."
I gasped and looked at my feet. I couldn't look at him. I couldn't let him know that I was so turned on right now that I could have him on Rosalie's desk and be ok with that. He didn't need to know that while I was showering I had wished that he was there with me…
"Still…I'm sorry that we got caught." He said and laughed once. "I feel bad that you didn't get any kind of reciprocation from that."
I took a slow deep breath and closed my eyes. I wanted some reciprocation…when can I have it? Now?
"Let me make it up to you?" He asked and reached over tucking a strand of hair behind my ear to get it out of my face. Just at that small contact I was on fire…
"Please?" He cooed and leaned closer to my face and pressed his lips to my neck making my breath catch.
"Ok." I breathed and as Edward was placing another kiss onto my neck the door swung open and he was leaping back quickly.
Rosalie came in first stomping to stand in front of us and a scolded looking Emmett pranced in behind her. God only knows how much she had blessed him out for more than likely condoning our actions.
Emmett closed the door behind himself and stood to the side of Rosalie's desk.
"First off…" Rosalie started and Emmett lowered his head.
I looked into her fierce blue eyes and felt a cold rush tingle down my spine.
"I do not want to ever find out about crap like that happening in my gym again!" She barked.
She was mad…it was very obvious.
"Secondly…it would not have been that bad if another member wouldn't have heard you all in the closet!" She said and glared at Edward who lowered his head just like Emmett had.
"I don't want to know what happened, I just don't want to hear about it happening in this gym again."
She didn't want to hear about stuff happening in the gym but did that mean that we could still do stuff in the gym? No…Bella, don't you even think about it.
"Any questions?" She asked and looked from me to Edward.
Yeah, I totally felt like a scolded student in high school.
When we both shook our heads so she continued, "If it were any other members I would suspend their membership but I can't do that to family." She glanced to Edward-her cousin-in-law.
Thank God for small favors. Jacob would die to find out the reasons of my gym suspension. I felt a nervous pang just thinking about it.
"Emmett has something that he would like to say." Rosalie said and then abruptly left the office. Apparently whatever it was it couldn't be said with her around.
When she was a safe distance away Emmett laughed lightly and said, "Look, the next time that you two need a place to do it come find me and I will lock you in a private room."
My cheeks were nuclear and I felt like dying…I think that it would make the situation better if I just died. But then Edward laughed and I got even more embarrassed. Ok the cheeks are now at supernova.
As if I hadn't had enough humiliation for the day Emmett continued, "Rose just went ape shit on me because she thought that I had suggested the closet…"
"Is that all?" Edward asked in a very cool tone. He wasn't mad at his cousin or at least it didn't sound that way. He just wanted to be out of the conversation.
"Yeah, that's it." He said and went around to open the door for both of us.
Quickly, I jumped up, grabbed my bags and nearly bolted for the front doors. I couldn't be out of here soon enough. I heard Emmett mumble something to Edward but I paid them no attention and just walked out. Unfortunately, I couldn't get away fast enough before Edward was on my heels.
"I'm sorry…you know that, right?" He asked and followed me out of the front doors.
I nodded and turned to head towards my truck. Of course, Edward followed. He didn't say anything else until we got to my truck though and I opened the door to toss my bag in. As I was about to slide behind the wheel he caught my arm and turned me to face him.
"I was serious about what I said in there. I want to make it up to you." He said earnestly and there was a sense of urgency in his eyes.
"And I agreed." I told him truthfully and calmly.
"Please don't be embarrassed." He said and his green eyes bored into my mind.
I took a deep breath and softly said, "I will be fine."
It's just that every time I see them now they are going to be thinking about what I was doing to you in that towel closet.
"When?" He asked and smiled a little.
I creased my eyebrows and slowly asked, "When will I be fine?"
He shook his head and laughed, "No…when can I make it up to you?"
"Oh," I gasped and then giggled at my own stupidity.
Just then my phone began ringing in my purse and I thought that it might be a business call. So quickly I answered, "Tonight. Come over about eight."
Edward grinned and nodded quickly as I jumped into the truck and yanked my phone out. It was Jacob…oh, now he wants to talk to me.
I waved bye to Edward and waited for him to turn and leave before I answered the phone.
When he was walking away I answered with an abrupt, "Hello?"
"Hey." He said slowly and I rolled my eyes.
I didn't say anything. He called me for a reason…he could be the one to talk, not me. It was silent for several seconds and in the quiet time I started my truck while I waited for him to speak.
"So…I missed you at work today. I guess I just got really busy." He was immediately making excuses.
I hummed as a response and stared out across the parking lot as I watched Edward slink into his Volvo. Why did I tell him to wait until eight to come over? He can come over now!
"Well, anyway…I was wondering if you wanted to come over for dinner tonight." He said but it sounded more like a command and that royally pissed in my cheerios.
"Not tonight." I tried to remain as cool as possible. I didn't want to upset him. "I have a lot to do…I have to do laundry and clean…"
He hummed and it was silent again for another second or so and then he asked, "Maybe tomorrow?"
He asked this time…that was what got him in good standing. Before I could answer he said, "I have some friends coming over tomorrow night and I would like you to meet them."
He wanted to go public…why now?
"I'll think about it." I told him honestly. I didn't really know if I wanted to meet his friends. Maybe I didn't want to go public. Maybe I didn't want to go anywhere.
"Ok," He said and then quickly asked, "Are you mad at me?"
I sighed and glanced across the parking lot as a silver Volvo sped away. No, I'm not mad…only cheating. "I just have a lot to think about Jacob. A lot to consider…"
"I understand." He said even though he didn't understand by any means. He doesn't know crap about me.
"Well, I will see you tomorrow." I said abruptly.
"Alright…hey and think about tomorrow night. I know that they would all love to meet you." He told me as a reminder.
"I will. Bye." I said and then quickly hung up. I didn't want to hear whatever else he had to say. What he had said was enough.
So he was ready to go public…I rolled my eyes and backed out of my parking spot and then hurried towards the highway. I was ready to get home.
Soon I was walking through the front door of my apartment and my immediate thought was a nap. I pulled off all of my uncomfortable dressy work clothes and stripped down to my underwear. Quickly, I crawled into my bed and instead of sleep overtaking me….my thoughts did.
I couldn't understand why Jacob wanted to go public…now of all times. Was it because I had thrown a fit about it last night and now he was starting to consider it? Well, technically, I didn't throw a fit about it. I had just gotten a little upset over it but still. Was that the reason of this sudden mood change? Did he realize that I wouldn't deal with a secret relationship for that long? I liked Jacob…really, I did but I couldn't handle hiding my feelings in front of our coworkers and the rest of the world for that matter for four whole months. It bugs me that we have been secret for two months. Then, furthermore, how many times would he blow me off for work? He already had this past weekend. Then he was blowing off my best friend's wedding for work. Did he not realize how important this was to me? Or did he just not care? I hoped that it wasn't the latter of the two.
And then there was Edward. What the heck am I supposed to do about Edward? What are Edward and I? What was our relationship based on? Friends? Friends with benefits? Did he think that we were more than that? I thought back to our time earlier this evening in the closet. God, he had felt so good around me like that. I couldn't wait for tonight and that was the truth…I really enjoyed spending time with him. Not only because he was willing to please me but because he was good to talk to, easy to talk to. It seemed like he understood me without even knowing that much about me. We connected…in more ways than one.
Soon, before I realized it, I was drifting off to sleep while I thought about Edward. But it didn't really surprise me because he was a natural relaxer like that. If he were here next to me, I would have already been asleep.
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