Kate POV

"Alex, I can't do this anymore."

Alex just pulled me in tighter and let me cry into his shoulder, it had been so long since I cried and now I couldn't stop. I pulled away from Alex and wiped the tears away from my face.

"Alex I can't be on tour anymore. It's too hard" I started crying again. Alex let out a sigh of relief.

"Shhh its ok sweetie we will figure it out." Alex kissed the top of my head and held me. It felt right to be with him but I cannot ignore the feeling I have.

"Alex we really need to talk about this please." He just held me tighter.

"I don't want to talk about it if you are going to break up with me. If you're going to do that then I just want to stand here in silence." I let out a small laugh that made Alex frown. I looked up to see Alex's eyes shut tightly.

"Alex I am not going to break up with you, why would I do that?"

"Because I punched your friend in the face and I make you want to drink." Alex said with a frown still on his face.

"You don't make me want to drink, you make me happy and you punching Seth in the face is nothing, I mean Seth might not see it that way but he will get over it."

The side of Alex's moth twitched up at the thought of Seth's bruised mouth. The way he does that makes me fall more and more for him. Alex led me to the park bench in the middle of the cemetery and wiped the remaining tears away from my face. I ran my fingers through his hair, which made him kiss me on the lips hard but loving.

I slid closer to him before talking again. "Alex, I know that you love this life and I would never ask you to leave it. Tour is just not for me, I mean not every day for a year. I need a break from all of the drinking and the drugs that are around." I stopped to take a breath and brush the hair out of Alex's eyes. "Alex I care for you and I want to be with you every day but I can't be on tour every day."

Alex took my hand in his and weaved out fingers together. "Kate, I am so sorry I bought you out on tour, I didn't know it would make you feel this way."

"Alex this is not your fault, I just think I need some time off to get my head straight." I put my hand on the back of Alex's neck and played with his hair.

"OK, but how am I going to see you all of the time when I am on tour and you are in Chicago?"

"Well there is a way that I can be with you and not go insane." I smiled at Alex.

"Please do not say the way we can be together is if Seth comes on tour as well."

I let out a small squeak of a laugh "No silly, I mean I could do every second tour, it means that I can be with you most of the time and then I can be alone and not go insane."

"Hmmm well this plan sounds doable, speaking of..." Alex cut himself off when he placed his lips to mine and his hands on my face and pulled me closer. After minutes of kissing I had to pull away for air otherwise, we will be just like the rest of the people in the cemetery.

"Alex, we need to go back to the bus so I can book flights I think I need to go as soon as possible and if you are good on the way and let me do what I need and let me leave tomorrow I will give you a special gift." I winked at Alex making him jump up from the bench and practically drag me back to the bus.

A seven hour flight is a long time to sit and think, luckily all I could think about was Alex. Our last night together was the best we had. Alex had never touched me the way he did last night. The way he brushed the hair away from my face and the way he kissed my neck made me moan. But what we did last night wasn't the only thing that was playing on my mind. I closed my eyes and tried to dream of our good bye at the airport.

Flight 342 to Chicago, Illinois boarding now

"Alex, you need to let go of me so I can say good bye to everyone."

"No I refuse to let you go, you are mine now."

Rian walked over and pulled Alex off me a little too hard, I think he was still a little bitter about Alex punching him in the face. "Katie you please stay safe because I don't know what I will do if I don't have you to capture my good side." Rian pulled me into a tight hug almost crushing my bones and kissed me on the forehead. All I could do was smile to keep myself from crying.

Next in line was Zack who picked me up and squeezed me tightly. "I guess I will see you soon then."

"Always the one for words hey Zack." I said with a wink

"Well, I am just waiting for you and Alex to break up so I can make my move." I nudged him in the ribs while holding back a laugh.

"Jacky come over and give me a hug." Jack let out a squeal, ran over, and spun me around.

"Kate I am going to miss you so much, mostly because when you're gone all Alex does is mope around and no one else on tour can beat me at Halo 3."

"I'm sorry Jack but I guess me being gone will give you a lot of time to practice and you will need a lot of it." I laughed and Jack pulled me into a hug again and poked my side and I pulled his hair.

Alex pushed Jack out of the way while Jack gave him a dirty look until he saw something shiny and forgot all about it. Alex pulled me into a kiss filled with more passion then it should have considering we were in the middle of the airport. After the kiss, Alex rested his chin on my shoulder smelling my hair whispers in my ear.

"I play every show for you Kate. I love you."

Final call for flight 342to Chicago Illinois

"I really have to go" and with one last embrace I turned around to catch my flight back home.

A/N ok guys so what do you think, I promise the next few chapters will be full of more Kate and Alex drama cause I know that's what you guys love. Please review I love getting your emails.