Behind white walls of dice 7
" your friends will abandon you...and you will betray your friends"
Reject walked slowly through the darkened corridors of Wammy's House, feeling tired, upset and fearful for what was about to happen to her. Near, after getting her to leave Matt and Mello's room, had already gone ahead and was probably waiting in their room for her.
She was afraid, beyond afraid, she was terrified though she kept walking down the darkened hallway towards whatever doom awaited her at the end. Shadows caressed the walls as she kept walking until she finally saw the glow of the white door in the darkness.
She stood in front of it, not moving an inch, unsure of what her next action should be. She didn't want to open the door because she already knew what was on the other side and that scared her even more, but she also knew there would be hell to pay if she didn't.
Taking a deep breath, Reject reached forward and grasped the round, silver doorknob and shakily turned it. The latch clicked and the door opened with a creak, slowly inching forward into the white-walled room.
"Come in, I've been waiting for you," an icy voice sounded from inside the room, that caused Reject to shudder in fear. She took one step forward, slowly, shakily, and then took another step, slowly inching herself into the dreaded room.
When she was finally inside the door slammed shut as if to symbolically say 'this is it, you're done for, get ready for the punishment.' With that thought in mind, she closed her eyes in the hopes that whatever it was would all be over soon.
The first thing she felt was the feeling of icy breath ghosting across her face, and she felt eyes on her own though she dared not open her own for fear of what she might see in those cold, black mirrors that were Near's eyes.
"You've been a very bad girl, Reject," Near spoke coldly, raising one of his hands to stroke an icy finger down Reject's cheek, which in turn caused her to shudder.
"You didn't do as you were told… You've been very bad indeed, and for that you shall be punished…" He said, allowing his hand to run down her neck to ghost around the contours of her clothed body.
Then, suddenly, Reject couldn't breathe when the familiar sensation of an icy hand locking around her neck returned and she knew exactly what was happening. She struggled slightly against his grip, but his hand remained relentlessly latched around her neck no matter what she did.
"Hmmm…what shall we do with you… what shall we do with you… I could do a great many things to you… But I think I have one thing in mind that I know will break you…" With that said, Near released his grip on her neck, letting her fall to the ground.
Reject sputtered a little, trying to suck in new oxygen, looking up at Near with terrified eyes. She saw a hand reach down towards her again, and she flinched when it grasped her chin.
"Hmmm, yes, I know exactly what I'm going to do to you." He said stoically, releasing her chin and bringing his hands up to his shirt. In a slow, casual, movement he began unbuttoning his white shirt, not trying to put on a show but still trying to look intimidating to Reject.
"…You can beat me …you can rape me… but you will never break me." Reject choked out defiantly, staring coldly up at Near with her deep, azure blue eyes.
"We will see about that," Near replied with his chest exposed, staring down with a smirk that looked almost as evil as Beyond's, though it could never be a match for him. Near let his white shirt fall to the floor before reaching down again.
This time he grabbed a hold of her grey tank top and roughly tore it off of her. Reject quickly brought her arms to her chest to cover herself as she turned away from the vicious albino.
"Hmmm…what a shame…I was expecting something a little better then…well,ithis/i" Near said shaking his head before letting his eyes wander shamelessly over the partially naked girl's body for a moment.
"You're not the only one who's disappointed Near" Reject spat out venomously glaring up at the albino with azure eyes that were seething with hate. Near only snorted as he swiftly grab her arms and pulled her up off the floor and threw her on the bed.
Reject let out an indignant whine as she hit the mattress, but when she tried to sit up she was immediately pushed back down as a pair of ice cold white hands came down and locked them selves around her wrists.
Despite Reject accepting this as her punishment, she was by no means an agreeable individual. When Near wrestled with her she fought back, when he brutalized her she swore back, it was a countless battle of aggression and dominance.
Nails raked down Reject sides witch would probably leave marks that would surely remain in the morning. Near forcibly tried to remove more rest of Reject's clothing, to which Reject herself was being less then cooperative with.
After a long period of struggling Near finally managed to tie Reject's wrists to the headboard of the bed rendering her arms immobile yet her feet remained un-tethered and she kicked violently at the white haired beast above her.
After a long fight with Reject's legs, Near finally managed to get her jeans off. He forcefully pinned her legs down almost painfully and kept them there until Reject finally stopped struggling altogether and then he released her, which almost brought a smile to the albino's face.
"That's better…your struggling was beginning to annoy me" Near said running his hands up and down her sides.
"Oh does this mean you would have given up if kept going"
"No, I would have just sedated you and continued from there" Near replied stoically, bringing a hand up to grope one of Reject's still covered mounds. Her body trembled under his touch and she involuntarily moaned when his hand slipped under her bra to massage the heated flesh underneath.
"Hmmm…your nipples are already hard" Near said smugly bringing his other hand up to touch Reject's other mound.
"Wow Near, I didn't think you capable of dirty talk" Reject bit out between pants while Near expertly undid her bra with one hand and still, firmly clutching a swollen breast in the other.
"I'm not…I'm merely stating an observation, though I must admit…" Near leaned closer to her ear and pressed his bare chest against her now fully exposed breasts.
"…You look incredibly sexy when you're scared" He whispered softly then proceeded to lick the cup of her ear tenderly while resting his hand on her inner thigh in a teasing manner.
Near then trailed his tongue down to Reject's neck then opened his mouth to suck on the sensitive flesh. She tried her best to resist him but in the end she couldn't suppress the loud moan when Near gently bit down on the curve of her neck.
Even though Near was violating her he had stopped acting aggressive as soon as Reject stopped struggling, anger and hate were rushing through Reject's mind, hate for not only Near but for herself as well. His touches had become gentler, more soothing and to make it worse Reject was enjoying it.
Reject closed her eyes but soon jerked them open again when she felt a brush of silver colored hair the base of her neck. Near's mouth had moved from her neck to her shoulder and his cold and shamelessly wet lips were now working their way down her chest.
A pair of cold lips, glossed with saliva, descended upon the hardened nipple of Reject's left breast. Reject arched her back into a perfect U and she jerked about trying to get Near to stop, but the albino's firm grip kept her in place.
Reject let out a sudden yelp Near caught her sensitive bud in his teeth, which in turn caused him to abruptly stop his ministrations. Reject looked down at the albino who had settled himself in the valley of her breasts and was greeted with a shocking surprise.
Near's expression had changed to something that looked mildly apologetic which looked quite unusual, it least in Reject's case it did.
"I caused you pain…I am sorry" Near said softly nuzzling gently in between Reject's soft mounds.
"I-it's ok" Reject replied without thinking and she inwardly cursed herself and her natural selfless behavior. But then Near's face changed back to the unreadable, stoic mask that made him look a little less apologetic and a little more intimidating.
He then stepped of the bed and began to fumble with the button of his white pants, which didn't take long at all. Near let his pants fall to the floor and revealed a pair of white boxers with a large bulge protruding from them.
"Hmmm…I think now is a good time" the albino said softly as he grabbed the hem of his boxers and swiftly pulled them down. He wasn't big, no that wouldn't have described him at all, but looking at the hardened member that bobbed eagerly for attention Reject could see that there were magnets under that pale fresh, that was lined with tiny purple veins and surrounded by a mess of curled silver hair.
Her climbed back on top of her and almost immediately attacked her neck with his mouth and rocking his hips forward to grind his arousal against her leg. Reject was now moaning louder despite her attempts to resist Near's tender touches.
He then trailed icy, wet kisses down her body till he reached the edge of her underwear, then he stopped to look up at Reject with seductive eyes before smoothly removing the garment from her loins.
Reject turned away once she was completely bare, and the anxiety, if it hadn't been there before, was finally rearing its ugly head. Nothing could compare to the insecurity that was mounting up inside her mind but she remained strong even when Near pressed the tip of his nose against her damped folds.
Near inhaled deeply before letting out a content sigh and bringing his head back up to face her again. A devious smirk had spread itself across his face that slightly more creepy then all the other looks he'd given her. He then settled himself on top of her and positioned his member teasingly at her entrance.
"I'm not going to ask if your ready Reject…because frankly I really don't care" and with that said he roughly buried himself inside her. The move was so sudden that it caused Reject to cry out in shock at the intrusion and soon she felt tears streaming down her face.
Near leaned his head closer to hers and unexpectedly started licking the tears off her cheeks. Reject continued to whine indignantly till Near started nuzzling against the side of her face and began petting her hair gently.
"Shhhhhhh…relax…its ok…no ones going to hurt you…" the albino whispered soothingly kissing her gently on the cheek. Reject was confused, she didn't understand what was going on with his behavior, it was almost as though Near was two different people.
One minute he would be strangling her to death, the next minute he would be hugging her and cuddling against her and trying to make her feel safe and secure, and it really did make her feel completely baffled.
After a few moments of motionless activity, Near finally gave his first fluid thrust. Reject was very grateful that he was showing some common courtesy by going at a slow pace, so she closed her eyes and focused on the slow, tingling sensation.
She only opened her eyes when she started hearing strange gasping pants coming from above her. Reject looked up to see Near with his eyes half closed and his mouth wide open gasping like something was suffocating him.
To Reject he would have looked almost vulnerable accept for the pools of lust burning in his eyes. Then she finally realized what was happening and her eyes widened in disbelief…
"…Near…are you…a virgin?" Reject whispered quietly looking up at the albino who didn't answer back. Instead he started thrusting harder and faster almost to the point where Reject felt pain.
Near's face had contorted into a look of anger as he continued his aggressive thrusts causing Reject to start crying again, but luckily she was able to keep herself from screaming.
"Near…I'm…sorry…" Reject whimpered softly staring up at Near, eyes red with tears. Near had surprised her again by suddenly stopping and looking down at her with eyes so wide he could have easily been mistaken for some nocturnal mammal.
He remained still for a moment before rolling off of Reject, pulling out as he did. He then sat up facing away from her and a few moments later all that could be heard was the sound of flesh hitting flesh and hard panting.
After a while Near let out a final grunt, and the sound of slapping skin slowly stopped. He reached over with a shaky hand and pulled off one of his white socks and used it to clean himself. When he was done he threw the dirty sock on the floor and laid down next to Reject sighing tiredly as he did so but contently.
He a seemingly blank look on his face but Reject could see something hidden beneath the stoic expression, as if there was another unknown emotion that even Near himself couldn't identify. He continued to lay there for a brief moment before rolling over to face Reject and reaching up he untied her wrists.
Reject rubbed her sore wrists and sighing in relief at the feeling returning into her fingers. She rolled on to her side and felt Near come up from behind her and wrap his arms around and gently pull her into his chest.
The familiar sensation of being sheltered in someone's arms had awoken several memories of Beyond that nearly brought her to tears, but she held them in well.
"I…Am your hiding place Reject…I can hide you from the world…your own personal hiding place just for you…where nothing can harm you…ever"
A solemn tear that Reject couldn't hold back, trickled down her face before finally dropping off her chin. It must have landed on Near because at that moment the albino leaned in closer to press his lips against her cheek.
"Please…forgive me"
Reject didn't reply, she just laid there silently and closed her eyes. Even if Near meant what he said to her, it really didn't matter now, because form that point on she had changed…
…from that point on she was broken