David sat in his condo exhausted. He didn't know what to do about Kurt and Klaus. Kurt was everything he had thought of for a boyfriend. Cute, smart, determine, and well he wasn't sore on the eyes and he wasn't afraid to piss him off or call him out on the things he had done, but Klaus...

Klaus was different, more assertive and slightly controling. However he didn't mind it, shit who wouldn't mind a sexy small man straddling you and grinding into you while pulling on your hair-?

David cupped his head and fell to the side of his couch, groaning. God was Klaus good at the make outs and the sucking but... Kurt could be... couldn't he? David bit his lower lip and shook his head. Was he really fighting for Klaus because of the sex?

No... that wasn't why. Not at all. He swallowed hard and sat up feeling like he was going to throw up. Klaus had his "special moments." So special that David was haunted by the past actions and did all he could to not let anything happen now.

/flashback\

1.) " Shit!" David grunted and rushed into the apartment Klaus was living in and kicked the knife with a bloody egde away and applied pressure to Klaus' wrists and looked around hopelessly for a phone, a person, anythig that could help him right now.

He had came to apologize for being insensitive and not thinking about Klaus' feeling about the transfer to another station for his train, but after the first few knocks and the music blaring through the small building he knew something was up.

It took 64 stitches and three nights before Klaus came too. However no matter what David said Klaus refused to see him and even had the doctor not allow him into the hospital for the next week.

2.) David walked to Klaus' new apartment with flowers and champeigne because he wanted to be the first to congradulate him for his role in Chicago but to his utter dismay Klaus had literally stepped off a chair to hang him self. He didn't get the part, and this made David a little lery on letting Klaus audition for anything after that. In fact he said he'd leave him if he did audition for anything which lead to...

3.) Klaus ODed on his medicine and left a note saying that it was David's insensitivity that pushed him to suicide.

Not only that but David went through six months of law suits by Klaus' parents. It only ended when Klaus came to see him and was crying, David was a sucker when it came to tears.

How could David leave and then be responsible for Klaus' death if he pulled another stunt like he had in the past? It was simply, he couldn't. He wanted to be with Kurt but now wasn't the time.

David grabbed a pillow and covered his face wondering if there would ever be a right time, when the door opened and Klaus came happily into the condo and skipped to where David was. " Hey sexy thing!" he giggled straddling him and David smiled weakly at him.

" Hey Klaus."

He listened to how Klaus's day was while coming his fingerems through Klaus' hair, and heard about how great his rehearsal for Fiddler On The Roof went and then had ... ok... nice... somewhat... relaxing make out with him, however... it wasn't satisfing.

Maybe it was because of what he had been thinking about that kepted David from holding up a boner for Klaus while he sucked him off.(which lead to a small arguement)

It disgusted him that he even let Klaus do such a thing, but it was part of the normal schudel. In a way, he kind of hoped Klaus would find another whore so he could leave him guilt free. That would be the best thing to happen right now... he swore.