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Chapter 7 - What Are We Going To Do

"NO!!!! Jasper….." I was panicking. I'm going to need his help. "…Get in the car NOW." We both raced down the road leaving everyone else clueless. Seeing her future going black only meant one thing. She was going to die.

"What did you see?" Jasper asked that way he knew what to expect. He could tell that it was going to be something horrible by the fear I was feeling. Before I could answer we heard a big crash of metal on metal.

"That." was all I said before we saw the wreck. Jasper ran to grab Bella as I ripped the door off the truck and grabbed Kairi. We put Bella in the back seat and I held Kairi while Jasper drove back to the house. I dialed Carlisle's number.

"Carlisle Bella's truck was hit we are bringing her and Kairi there now." I told him frantically.

"How bad Alice?" He was saying as I heard him running through the house preparing for us.

"Bad." was all I could get out before closing my phone.

We got there in minutes.

"Carlisle is up stairs in the room with all his equipment waiting for you take them straight there."

Esme was saying as we entered the house with Bella in Jaspers arms and Kairi in mine. Neither was conscious. The rest of the family followed us up to the room, except Edward. He has no clue what's going on as he was to far to see my vision.

Kairi was waking up, already starting to heal from her wounds thanks to the venom that is in her body, but didn't make any sound. I was worried about her but more so for Bella. There was blood everywhere.

"What happened?" Carlisle asked while he examined Bella. He was moving at vampire speed trying to stop all the Bleeding and fix her injuries. Rosalie took Kairi from my arms and did what she could for her and was comforting her. Still no words from her she just stared at her mom.

"Rosalie take Kairi downstairs so she doesn't have to watch this." I said concerned and worried. Rosalie must have sensed that I knew this was going to go badly and didn't want to have Kairi watch this.

"Head on collision." I answered with worry. When I looked around to see who was all here. I noticed that Edward still had not returned. I turned to jasper.

"Go get Edward now" I ordered. Although I was angry at him he needed to be here. I knew she was not going to make it.

After several blood transfusions Carlisle finally got the bleeding to stop. It's a good thing he always kept an assortment of blood on hand for our visitors.

"She is in really bad shape and the injuries she had before hand did no good to help her. I don't know if she will make it." Carlisle said grimly to everyone and then looked at me.

I lowered my head. If I could cry I would be. I knew what Carlisle wanted from me and I had to be the one to tell the family. Bella was going to die.

"She isn't going to make it. In fact she isn't even going to wake up." Was all I could get out before dry sobs took over. I heard the others crying tearless cries and mumbles before hearing a crash and glass breaking.

"NO!!!!….NO!!!…We can change your vision. You know there subjective. Carlisle there has to be something you can do. YOU HAVE TO FIX HER!!!!" Edward was crazed. Denial, there was no way he was going to let Bella go.

"I think it best to go downstairs and talk." Carlisle said solemnly.

We all went downstairs to the living room were Rosalie was sitting with Kairi.

"No Carlisle there must be another way!!!" Edward said as we all reached the living room.

"Edward, you have to make a decision. It's either change Bella or she dies. Alice had seen it. There is nothing more I can do for Bella. Either you change her or she will die. She doesn't have much time left as it is." Carlisle said sternly.

"I can't damn her soul. There must be something you can do you just haven't thought of." Edward said pleadingly.

"Edward, you selfish Bastard." Rosalie began with anger laced in her voice. "Stop thinking of yourself. You know Bella isn't ready to leave Kairi. Do you want Kairi to grow up without her mother!!!!" She was almost screaming.

I couldn't take it anymore. I was filling with anger. Rosalie was right Edward wasn't looking at the whole picture. He was being selfish. He didn't want to have to live with the thought of changing Bella and as he puts it damning her soul. I had enough. As I got up knowing my best friend was going to die soon I headed up the stairs. I know he is going to know what I am thinking but I don't care. I had enough listening to Edward. I will do it myself. Surely he would stop me after I got two bites on her at least. That would ensure I didn't kill her and would be enough he couldn't stop it….I don't care you can listen to me Edward all I have to say to you is ….FUCK YOU. I AM DOING IT!!!. I then went up the stairs faster trying to get to Bella before Edward could stop me. But as I reached the top of the stairs, I realized I couldn't hear Bella's heart beat.

"ALICE!!!!" Edward screamed as he came running up behind me, and reaching her door at the same time I did.

"Carlisle!!!!" I screamed while panicking, I couldn't hear her heart as I went up the stairs. I need him to help. He needs to keep her heart going. It couldn't have stopped for to long. If he can just keep it pumping I can bite her and turn her. I know they will agree with me.

As Edward and I reached her door at the same time we were both shocked and what we saw.

Edward's POV

I was chasing Tanya even though I knew I wasn't going to get her since she had a good head start. I so wanted to make her pay for making Bella think those terrible things about us. No one ever could replace Bella and I never should have let her even close to me. No matter how much I tried to push her away she was always hanging on me telling me how she can take all my pain away. Only because she was good friends with my family did I even allow her near me. I was in shock at how she sauntered into the kitchen and behaved like that. I didn't know what to do or how Bella would react.

I just went to the clearing to think on how I was going to get Bella to believe that I am not with Tanya and that Tanya could never replace her in my family or even in my life. She is my life, my very existence. She is the reason that I am here today. Her last words to me hit me in my dead heart. All the hurt that she went through was from me. I caused it. I could see the betrayal in Bella's eyes, but I couldn't respond. Damn I should have done or said something in the kitchen when I had the chance, I was just frozen in place like the idiot some of my family think I am. When it comes to Bella all sense of sanity leaves me and all I end up doing it hurting her.

Just then Jasper came running to my side, he seemed very upset.

"Edward, you have to come back to the house quick, it's Bella. She has been in a accident. Hurry, let's go." Then Jasper ran off. But I was much faster. My Bella in a accident. This is Tanya's fault for upsetting her so much. No, its all my own fault. I didn't do what I should have. Bella please be ok, everything will be ok. I thought to myself.

When I got to the house I ran up the stairs. As I approach the door to Bella's room that is when I heard what I never wanted to hear.

"She isn't going to make it. In fact she isn't even going to wake up." I heard Alice say with sadness in her voice. That is when I lost control. There was no way that Bella was going to die, she can't.

"NO!!!!….NO!!!…We can change your vision. You know there subjective. Carlisle there has to be something you can do. YOU HAVE TO FIX HER!!!!" I screaming at him. I knew I was going crazy with panic but there must be a way to make her better. There must be something that Carlisle could do to help Bella.

"I think it best to go downstairs and talk." Carlisle said solemnly.

As we walked downstairs to the living room Carlisle was telling me in his thoughts that the only thing to save Bella now was to change her.

"No Carlisle there must be another way!!!" I said as we all reached the living room.

As we approached the living room that is when I saw the only thing that I could have left from Bella. Kairi. I knew what they were going to ask from me but there was no way that I could damn her soul. Just no way. She would never forgive me for making her a monster like me. I have caused her enough pain.

"Edward, you have to make a decision. It's either change Bella or she dies. Alice has seen it. There is nothing more I can do for Bella. Either you change her or she will die. She doesn't have much time left as it is." Carlisle said sternly.

"I can't damn her soul. There must be something you can do you just haven't thought of." I said pleadingly.

"Edward, you selfish Bastard." Rosalie yelled with so much anger behind the glare was giving me. "Stop thinking of yourself. You know Bella isn't ready to leave Kairi. Do you want Kairi to grow up without her mother!!!!" She was almost screaming now. I just sat there and listened to every ones thoughts. Rosalie does have a point. Bella wouldn't want to leave Kairi and Kairi does need her mother. Perhaps she is right. Then I started getting flooded with thoughts from my family yelling at me.

Don't you dare let my daughter die. Change her!!!! Esme thought with anger and more sadness in her eyes. Its so not like Esme to be angry at me like that but I understand to her this is a daughter she is losing.

She has a child that she needs to raise and a family that loves her and I damn well know you love her so just change her. Jasper thought.

Don't let my little danger magnet of a sister die. Although I'll miss her clumsy little feet I don't want to lose her. If you let her die then I swear I will never let you live a day without regret. Emmett threatened in his thoughts.

I am sorry but you have to make the decision. You should change her, that is if you still love her. If I still loved her of course I still loved her. What did Carlisle think? That I could just quit loving Bella that is impossible.

There was no reason to read Rosalie's thoughts since she was already seething with daggers flying at me in her eyes. I knew that I was being selfish. I just don't know if I could live with myself knowing Bella will regret me making her a monster. As I looked into Kairi's eyes I began to realize Rose was right. I can't take her mother die. It would destroy me and my family. I can't just think of myself anymore, I have to think of my daughter too as well as my family.

I realized I had not heard a single thought from Alice. In fact she had stood up I assumed to angry with me to stand in the same room and she started up the stairs. That is when I heard what was going through her mind. I know he is going to know what I am thinking but I don't care. I had enough listening to Edward. I will do it myself. Surely he would stop me after I got two bites on her at least. That would ensure I didn't kill her and would be enough he couldn't stop it….I don't care you can listen to me Edward all I have to say to you is ….FUCK YOU, I AM DOING IT!!!! There was no way that I was going to let Alice change Bella. Not a chance. If it is going to happen it will be by me. I made my decision.

"ALICE!!!!" I yelled just as I heard Bella's heart stop. We were just reaching the door.

"Carlisle!!!!" Alice screamed while panicking. I couldn't hear Bella's heart beat. I was too late. I couldn't believe that she was gone already that I had let her die.

Alice and I opened her door at the same time we were both shocked and what we saw.

"She's gone." Alice whispered in shock.

How is this possible. She is gone. No where in this room. How could she disappear. There is only one explanation, someone had to have taken her. But I can't smell anything. I can't even smell a trail of Bella's sent beyond her bed. Its like she vanished from her bed. I don't even smell anyone else that could have entered the room and taken her.

When Carlisle reached our sides he asked. "What do you mean she is gone? She can't have left on her own she wasn't conscious nor was she going to be."

When the others had reached us and saw that Bella was physically gone they all said. Where did she go?"