Thursday 4:12

Massie

I woke up and looked at the clock. Then I looked at Derrick sleeping next to me. Just then, I realized what I did. Let me explain...

Last night I fell asleep in my car when I arrived in Westchester. I woke up to Claire Lyons and Derrick Harrington (my ex-boyfriend) tapping on my car window. We talked for a little but then they left for some dinner reservations. I drove around for awhile but I still had no where to go. Derrick came up to my car again then offered to show me around. We drove around for awhile then he took me to his loft. We talked for hours, talking about old times and such.

"So, how did you end up as a waitress?" He asked me.

"Well it was right at the end of the year, a few weeks after graduation. My dad got sued, don't ask me for what I still don't know, and he lost basically all of our money. My dad got fired because it was all over the paper and it was a bad reputation for his work and so did my mom. So to make money, my dad sold tons of my designer clothes and stuff. But, since they were all real, it's illegal so my dad lost even more money. So he said, 'Get the rest of your stuff, we're leaving this shit town.' So we packed up and left. He didn't even let me say goodbye to anyone."

"Wow," He said. "That really sucks."

We talked some more after that and I don't know how, but we started making out. But we were interuppted by Claire calling Derrick.

"Oh, shit." Derrick said, "It's Claire. Go in the kitchen for a sec, ok?"

"Hello?" He answered the phone. I quickly walked to the kitchen but tripped and knocked over his lamp which broke.

"Ow!" I screamed looking down at the cut on my knee.

"No, uhm, that was me." I heard Derrick say. I walked into the kitchen and waited for Derrick to get off the phone. I looked at the pictures he had on his refrigerator. There were ones of him and Josh and Cam and lots of pictures of him and Claire. It made me gag. I took them off the fridge. Underneath them, I saw a picture of Derrick and I from graduation. It made me happy that he still had a piece of me here.

"You can come back in" He called from the living room.

We talked more, made out more, and then, well, we did 'it'. I didn't think I was doing anything wrong. I mean Derrick and I were together for so long. But he's with Claire and now I feel like a slut. Derrick started to wake up. I looked over at him. His blonde shaggy hair fell perfectly on his beautiful eyes. I had a feeling I was never going to get over this guy.