I needed to talk to Austin and ask him to forgive me for not believing in him. I guess the only reason I questioned him was because that was the perfect excuse to not want him and forget about him. But the truth is that I don't want and can't forget about him. Though, if I go apologize to him he is going to probably think that I didn't play with him and that I want to be with him, which I do but I can't. I am just going to ask him to forgive me but that it didn't mean things changed between us. Yeah, that seemed pretty good to me. I just had to find a place and time to talk to him. Night seemed as the best option and well, the place, I don't know. It was already six in the afternoon. Was he still in his room sick?
"So what are you going to do Alls?" Trish interrupts my thoughts. I look at her, "I'm going to look for Austin and apologize but tell him that this doesn't change things between us." She stands up from her bed, walks over to mine, and sits next to me putting her arm around my shoulders.
"Oh my dear Ally," she starts, "you need to get things straight. Answer these questions for me," she looks at me right in the eyes, "do you love him?" I nod. "Do you want to be with him?"she asks. I nod. "Do you believe in him?"she asks. I nod. "Do you think he's the one?"she continues. I nod, once again. She stands up, goes to the door, and opens it motioning me to get out. I raise my eyebrows.
"What are you waiting for? Go get the love of your life," she orders. I stand up and walk to her, not coming out of the room.
"But Trish! If Ms. Garner sees him with me, I'll be punished. And if Mrs. Fisher sees him with me, he'll get in trouble. It's bad for both us if we are together," I frown.
"Ally, don't let anyone come in between your way. If you guys love each other like you say you do, you won't let anything seperate you guys! And screw the people that don't want you together. Go look for him. I'm sure that he'll understand everything and want you after all," she motions me to get out the door. She was absolutely right! I loved Austin and I'm pretty sure Austin loved me! So why should we let anyone tell us what to do and not do?! I give Trish a tight hug and run out of the room, on my way to find as Trish said, the love of my life.
Austin's POV:
I sprayed some cologne and checked myself in the mirror one more time. I made sure my ill face looked as healthy and natural as possible. After staying in this room all day I needed to get out and distract myself. That's why I was going to the third class sector and join the party they would usually have down there. Tonight I was actually in the mood to dance and drink and arm wrestle.
"Austin are you sure you're feeling better? Don't you rather stay here and rest until tomorrow?" Mrs. Fisher shouts from her side of the room. The majority of the first class rooms were split in sections. Dez and I had half of the room and then beyond one of the walls was Mrs. Fisher's side of the room.
"Yep, don't worry about me. I'll be fine. After being here all day I just need some fresh air and first class people to socialize with," I reply. I added the first class people to avoid any type of questions. She didn't say anything else so I left the room. As soon as I got out of first class section, I made my way to the third class section. It was already going to be seven and the night was breezy, like always. I searched for Dez throughtout the way but didn't find him. I'm sure he was already down at the party or making his way. One of the reasons Dez was my best friend was because he loved to party and he loved to live life to the fullest.
Once I was in third class territory all the way at the bottom of the ship, I listened for any music or laughing to guide me to the party room. Soon enough I heard them and I entered the room. It was crowded with people laughing, drinking, dancing, arm wrestling, and such. This is what I needed. I walked to the dance floor and danced away. This blonde, green eyed girl out of the nowhere comes to me and starts dancing right in front of me. I feel a little awkward as I notice she's barely wearing any clothes.
"Want to dance with me?" she smiles as the music gets louder. Oh what the heck! I was trying to get Ally off my mind. I nod at the girl in front of me and she grabs my hand, pulling me to the center of the dancefloor. She showed me some of her dance moves while I showed her some of mine. There were few occassions were she slipped due to her drinking too much alcohol.
"Here," she laughs as she hands me a cup. I know I shouldn't probably drink since I was still sick, but a drink or two might make me feel better. I take the cup and drink it and ask for another. She gives me another one and I drink it. Ok I don't want to get drunk so I only drink two. The blonde once again takes my hand and leads me to the dance floor. Man she wasn't tired? I was beat!
"What's your name mystery boy?" she says in between the noise. I shout my name and she smiles, "nice name Austin. I'm Roxi!" I smile at her as we keep dancing. She gets way too close to me and grabs on to me by my neck. For some reason, I don't shake her off. Ally didn't want to be with me, I didn't like Amanda. So I could be with this girl right?
Ally's POV:
I searched for Austin in his room but he wasn't there. Luckily I didn't run into Mrs. Fisher or I would of been dead. I walked the WHOLE deck but didn't find him. I searched all of the second floor sector and still didn't find him. He was probably in the third class sector. Yes! He had invited me to that place before so he was probably there. I go inside the ship and make my way to the elevator. As I reach it, I recognize a ginger hair guy getting in too. I run and make it right on time.
"Hey Dez. Remember me?" I smile sweetly at him. He looks at me confused but then his eyes show recognition.
"Oh you're Ally, am I right?" he smiles making his freckles more visible. I giggle and nod, "yep I am! Listen, I was wondering, do you know where Austin is? I checked your room but he wasn't there. Is he still sick?"
"If he's not there then he's partying already," Dez says. Partying. "Do you mind if I go with you?" I say. He shakes his head, "no. It would be my pleasure to take you to such a fun place!" The elevator takes us to the bottom of the ship, the third class sector. Dez and I get out of the elevator and make a turn into a long, white corridor.
"Do you know where the party is?" I look at Dez who was taking a portrait and a banana from his small backpack. "What in the world are you doing Dez?" I was so confused.
"Oh I have something planned," he smiles. I fake giggle, not knowing what the heck he was going to do with a portrait and banana. We walk for about three minutes, taking turns until we finally hear music and laughter coming from a door. Dez turns to look at me and smiles, "this is it! Party time!" He opens the door and there are another set of stairs. We go down and see the room full of people and lights. Wow. So this was what a party in the third class was? There were people drinking, laughing, arm wrestling, and dancing. How was I going to find Austin with all of these people? I turn around to ask Dez but he was already gone. Oh boy.
I make my way to the dancefloor to search for Austin. I'm in between people dancing and some push me off. I don't know how I exactly ended up in the middle of the dancefloor, but I was here. I search for Austin but this person bumps into me making me almost fall. I turn around to look at him/her and see this blonde girl dancing with Austin way too close. They almost have their lips together as they're laughing. My eyes flicker from his face to her face and back and forth. Here I come to apologize to him and all I see is him moving in a very friendly way with this other girl. As I turn to leave, a boy bumps into me making us both fall.
"Ally?" I hear Austin's voice. I look up and see people still dancing while Austin, the blonde girl, and the guy I bumped into are looking at me. The guy that bumped into me helps me stand up.
"I'm really sorry," he says. I notice that he has really big brown eyes and they're very attracting. "No worries," I say. He smiles and walks away. I turn to look at Austin and the girl clinging to him. I decide to ignore them and walk away, pushing people off my way. I hear Austin shouting my name several times. But I was mad right now. I know I shouldn't be because this was my fault but I couldn't stand seeing him with another girl, like that. I'm about to reach the entrance when I feel his hand on my arm and spin me around to him leaving no space between our bodies.
"What are you doing here Ally?" he asks, his voice calm, "Are you okay?" I pull away from him and shake him off, "Yeah. Sorry for disturbing your fun," I fake smile angrily. I turn to leave but he grabs my arm again and spins me around.
"What are you doing here?" he asks.
"I just wanted to talk but I see that you're busy so forget about it," I glare at him angrily but this time don't turn around to leave. He stares right at my eyes and doesn't say anything.
"Keep enjoying your night dancing with that girl," I say and turn to leave. I don't hear him behind me which makes me think that things have ended. This was the end of us, if there was even an us. God! Why was I feeling like this? This was all my fault for pushing him away from me. I guess I was too late to apologize.
I decided to stay on the deck as I usually did every night. I didn't want to go to my room and face Trish and her questions. She would probably insist for me to apologize to Austin. But why would I if he was already with another girl? I thought a part of me would feel relieved and happy that he finally found someone else that was not Amanda, but there isn't a part of me that feels that way. I wished my mom was here with me and guide me through this. Without her, life was defenitely more challenging and harder. I mean, my dad gave me advice and all but my mom would be the only that actually gave me girl advice. Life had been too cruel to take my mom away from me. I know I'm not the only one who has lost their mom at an early age. Some people have even lost both of their parents. But I felt like life was really unfair with me. Everytime I wanted or was happy, there was something that would ruin it.
"Ally!" I hear a voice. I turn to see Dez running towards me with a worried face.
"Dez! Are you okay? What's wrong?" I was feeling worried now. He was all wet, his face was red, and he wasn't wearing his shoes. He opens his mouth to say something but then closes it. He opens it again and closes it.
"DEZ! Speak! What happened?" I was getting impatient.
"Austin..." is all he says. What the heck was wrong with Austin?!
"DEZ! What happened to Austin?!" I demand. Why didn't he speak? Gosh I was stressing out!
"He's drunk," he finally says. What?
"He's drunk?" I worried for nothing. Dez nods.
"I tried to put him in the bath and I actually did but he doesn't stop calling out your name. And sooner or later my mom is coming to sleep and she's gonna hear him," he explains.
"So what do you want me to do?" I ask.
"Well, I asked him what I could do to make him shut up and he said all he wanted was to see you. Right now," he says. The drunken Austin Moon wanted to see me.
I was really motivated to write this episode but then once I was in the middle my laptop decided to not save it and well I had to start all over again. I lost my motivation a little but here I go. I know this is not that good but I rushed it a little :/ the upcoming episodes are gonna be somewhat better! :)
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