he guys.
this is just a short chapter, i'm so sorry for that.
my life feels like a rollercoaster. sometimes i feel like everything goes up, and then out of the nowhere it goes down with a huge free fall.
there is just so much to deal with the last time. I'm sorry that the story isn't the best, but it's just a bit emotional for me to write this, but on the other hand, i'm dealing with a lot of stuff just to write. that's why i'm so glad for the lovely reviews from Faith Bow ;), decadenceofmysoul and inredrainboots. I love all my readers and you bring me laughing when I don't want to.
so, that's a real long note hahaha.
as always I don't own Twilight :P
I heard the door close and I opened my eyes. I saw Carlisle alone in the room. 'Where is Edward?' I asked. 'He is blowing off some steam.' Carlisle said. He looked at me with his golden eyes worriedly. 'Bella, why are you doing this?' he asked. 'euhm, there is nothing wrong Carlisle, I can stop any moment.' Carlisle sighted and sat next to me. He laid an arm around my shoulder, like a father would do with his daughter. That moment I broke. Normally I'm not a person who is very emotional but this was too much. I cried and Carlisle soothed me. 'We can fix this Bella, but you have to tell me why.' I could hear that he was becoming a little bit annoyed because I wouldn't talk to him. 'Bella, you are going to talk to me now.' I looked away but he lifted my chin so I had to look at him. 'I, uhh, I'm not feeling very well since a few months.' 'When started this Bella?' 'Since you guys left…' and then I broke again. I cried for what felt for hours, and in that time, Carlisle held me and said nothing. When I was finally done, I felt exhausted, like I had run a marathon. Carlisle picked me up and laid me in the bed in Edwards's room. He kissed my forehead and said good night.
The next morning I woke up and saw that Edward lay next to me. He looked worried, but when he saw that I was awake, he smiled and kissed me. And for that moment, I hoped that I never picked my razor.
so, i'm sorry it's so short.
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bye lovely readers.