Toni's P.O.V.
He got down on one knee, I gasped and he chuckled to himself, then he said "Toni, I love you and I didn't realize that until I was almost gone. Will you do me the honor of marrying me?" I started to cry. He just sat there with the box in his hand staring at me. I didn't know what to say. I mean yeah, it's the Doctor, but then nothing would be the same. He wouldn't want to take me places in case of danger. It's him though. He's perfect in every way possible. His brown hair that stops by his ears, his eyes, oh those beautiful eyes. They were a sea of green a beautiful green. His crazy style which most likely not change soon. I think most people would say "Why are you thinking? Just say yes already!" The problem is though I don't know if I'm saying yes.
"Um, Toni, may I have an answer. I do hate to rush, but it's been about 10min. Are you ok?" The doctor looked at me with his big puppy dog eyes. They were filled with so much love. Not just for me, but for everyone he has loved, lost, or might have gotten back. I do have to say he looked quite happy to see Aunt Amy and Uncle Rory. I remember the Doctor said that they were taken by weeping angles when they were in Manhattan. There are so many pro's and con's to the decision, what am I going to do? "Doctor I… Can't marry you. I'm so sorry but I just can't do this. I love you and I want you to remember that." I gave the doctor a kiss on the cheek and ran out the Tardis door. I didn't know where or when I was but I didn't care, I just ran.
It has been about an hour, I've been in Paris, France for one hour. I can't ever see the Doctor again. You didn't see his face when I said no. It looked like he just broke into a million pieces. I'm too cowardly to ever face him again; no doubt he would want to see me anyway, after what I just did to him. Why, why, why, why?! I groaned in frustration. How could I do something so stupid? No doubt, Aunt Amy is searching for me. I should get on the move to make sure she doesn't find me and bring me back. I got some money mine as well get some food. I walked over to the nearest restaurant I could find. It served the best frog legs ever! How can I think about that, I just might have killed the Doctor (from the inside). I walked out and saw the flaming orange hair outside the doors. I sighed and went over to Aunt Amy.
"I have one question for you, why?" she said. "Well, so many things would change. Some not for the better and I didn't want anything to change, things were going pretty good. How is he, did I kill him? Well in a way not really." "Well tell me about your reason more, but later. He is in shock, and a form of denial. In a way you did sort of kill him." When she said that I dropped to my knees and cried even more. Aunt Amy hugged me and brought me to the Tardis. "I think you two need to talk. Let me go in first because River is a little upset." I nodded and waited for Amy to tell me to come in. I waited for what seemed like a century. Amy opened the door and I walked in. I got a very evil glare, which I thought would happen. Something was wrong though, the Doctor wasn't there. "Auntie, where is he?" I asked in a whisper. "Well honey, he is in his room crying." That's when the guilt hit me so hard I fell on my knees.
We walked to his room at the very end of the Tardis. We got to his door and we opened it. He looked up and when he saw me he, he, looked at me with so much hate. I can't blame him, but it's not the Doctor I knew. "GET OUT!" He pointed at me and shouted. "Doctor, please, can I talk to you. Just for a minute, that's all and then I'll leave." I begged. "Fine" His voice and face were expressionless. I sat down and started talking.