What happened before:
"Now can you tell me who you are"? I asked.
"Sure Mitchie, but I'm surprised that you haven't figured it out yet" Adam said.
"I might have, but I really doubt it" I said.
"Lay it on me" Adam said.
"Don't laugh ok, but I think your Shane" I said.
"Mitchie the truth is……
Chapter Seven:
I'm only me when I'm with you
"Mitchie the truth is that you're right, I'm Shane Grey" I said.
"What" she screamed! Then she fainted.
"Ok that went well," I thought to myself. "Hello Mitchie anybody in there"? I asked.
She then opened her eyes a little and saw me. "Shane!" She said.
"Yes" I said.
"Is it really you"? She asked.
"NO Mitchie I'm an alien from Hemisemidemiquaver" I said sarcastically.
"Really" she said. "You look more like a human then an alien from the 64th musical note planet" she said smiling.
"Mitchie I was just being sarcastic" I said.
"Yeah I know, I was just messing with you," she said.
"Messing with me, I see," I said smiling. "Maybe I should go tell everybody that you love me," I said chuckling.
"So wait are trying to get me back for what I said earlier"? She asked. I'm so sorry that I said that I didn't care if you died.
"Mitchie really I should be the one who is sorry, not you" I said. I'm the one who messed up and let grief of my parents dying take over my whole life; making all you guys worry over me.
"Shane you couldn't help it, you didn't know any better" she said. You've always been the sensitive type and things like this take time for you to get over longer.
"You know so much that you could really be a therapist, but you're better as a singer," I said.
"Really, and well I'm surprised that you said you where Shane Adam Grey" she said.
Why! "You don't really think I'm Shane Grey"? I asked.
"Well, if you are then you have really changed" she said. First of all Shane never talked this much about anything, in fact he never really talked that much. Second of all since when did Shane ever joke with people or been this happy, you're happier then when I first met you.
"Interesting" I chuckled. First of all I was always a joker, remember me stealing you guitar back when I was twelve and when put camp fire song on Nate's Ipod.
"What you did that, we thought it was" Jason she said.
"Um, Jason doesn't even know what a computer is, so how could he put that song on Nate's Ipod" I said laughing.
"Really funny Shane" she said.
Next of all you're right I've never been much of a talker, but I've learned some things over this past two years, Last of all I never really had anything to be happy about till now.
"Seriously what changed you, I mean when I last talked to you before you changed, you didn't want any help from anybody"? She asked.
"What you said and that note you accidentally dropped" I answered.
"What note"? She asked.
"This note" I said handing it to her. She then read it a loud.
Dear Diary:
Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me
[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast
[CHORUS]
I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me
[CHORUS x2]
(I miss you)
I miss my parents so much. It was eight years ago when they died from a car wreck and incredibly miss them so much. The thing is I'm was almost like Shane was when his parents died. Lost, Broken, and didn't care what happened to me, but then Shane came along and gave me a whole new meaning to life and changed everything.
I wish I could pay Shane back some way by helping him, but everytime I've tried to talk to him, he either ignores me or starts a fight and I guess I understand how my song How to save a life was written. You want to here diary? Ok here it is.
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
Yeah that song is defiantly going with how I'm trying to save Shane's life, but fail everytime. And the worst thing if I don't save Shane's life I'm going to blame myself for the rest of my life and I won't just lose a friend I'll lose apart of me, because I love Shane with all my heart and soul.
Sincerely,
Mitchie Torres
"You actually read this," she said.
"Yes and I'm sorry if I didn't respect you privacy, but you did drop it" I said.
"It's ok, I mean I did write it about you" she said. I've missed you and I'm only me when I'm with you."I've missed you to Mitch" I said. It's ok Mitchie I'm here know and that all that matters. Just put the past behind you Mitchie.
"You really think it's that easy Shane to forget all of this"? She asked.
"No, but we can at least try" I said.
"Ok that works, I love you" Shane she said.
"I love you to" I said. Then I kissed her on the lips, but didn't know that somebody was watching us.
A/n: Who is the person watching them? Will they become a couple?
Find out in chapter eight, but give me a couple reviews or I won't update. I only got one last chapter and I need at least three this chapter or I won't update.
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