Author's Note: I feel absolutely terrible, because I promised myself I'd never do this. Sorry to all who believed this was an update, as it should have been, but I am officially putting this story on hiatus, perhaps indefinitely. I apologize for making you wait and for starting a story that I should have known I might not be able to finish. I'm leaving it on hiatus, not deleting it because I think one day I can get the proper inspiration and motivation to end this story, I believe I owe that to everyone who wanted this finished. I am truly sorry!
"I can't. I don't know how. Forgive me. Please, John, forgive me for the all the hurt I have caused you."
However, on a second, more positive note, I do have ideas and plan on finishing my other stories that have not been updated for awhile, so please do keep a lookout for those, I'm excited to finish writing them and posting them here!
