Chapter 7:Dreaming
Bella's POV:
I felt the hallow ache in the back of my throat that thirsted for the blood I could now reach within seconds.
I felt my world turning, spinning, around the two most important things in it to me now.
Blood and Jasper.
If I had one, I was most likely to loose the other. Which?
The one I loved or the thing I needed?
I was stuck, I didn't want to drink what I needed, and I wanted to be with the one I loved. I needed;I loved. Which?!
I felt a rock smash beneath my hand as I banged it down. I needed something beneath my teeth, some liquid in my mouth. I needed it.
As I saw a deer grazing in a near-bye patch of grass my instincts took over.
I snapped its neck and drank the delicious salty mixture of blood and venom being sucked back with it. I devoured the creature, licking the bones clean. I felt my stomach loosen it's tight position slightly. Interesting.
I wanted more, my sense of smell heightened and I smelled more deer not far and ran, faster than I ever had, accelerating by the second. The feel of cool air whipping against my face was incredible.
I sucked thirty deers dry in mere seconds. I turned to go back, and saw Jasper propped up by a tree. I saw the love in his eyes and walked towards him; landing on his lips forcefully. His hands moved to my hips and my arms rapped around his neck, pulling him closer. His lips swayed gracefully with mine. I felt some thing hard crash against us;breaking the kiss. The man.
"Edward," Jasper acknowledged the sick being that had taken my virtue against my will. I instinctively flung myself at him, punching his face, I smashed his genitals into the ground and continued to smack him as he groaned in pain.
"I'll kill you!" I screamed as I attacked him. I felt my teeth grip into his neck, ready to bite his head off. He was no longer strong, but pudy in my grasp.
I felt him push me away and run. I groaned in annoyance and swore to continue that little battle later and returned to Jasper, wide-eyed and open-mouthed. I laughed.
I walked closer and he stepped back.
"I won't hurt you," I said, putting my hands in the air. He suppressed a laugh and grinned, pulling me to him.
I felt the love radiate off of him, and bounce back from my skin as we deepened the kiss, having no reason to break away now that I needed no air. I pushed myself closer to him, sucking in his cool breath hoping to sooth the unbearable burn in my throat.
It didn't. The cold icy air wouldn't calm the hollow pain in my throat and that made me want to scream. I slowly felt the kiss turning into something more, but I knew it wouldn't happen just yet; that angered me. Vampirism also heightened my hormones extremely.
I wanted things to move faster, yet they wouldn't. I could accelerate the speed of basically everything except for the time things would take. Time wasn't exactly rare for me anymore, I had it all to lead up to, nothing in my way like time, nothing. Yet I still couldn't push the time to go faster. This aggravated me to no end, but I soon got over it as Jasper turned over, pressing my back into the tree, and leaning on top of me.
Frustration and tension and hormones and blood, so much to deal with. I felt weak that one simple thing could relieve so much, but I still couldn't have it. This would be as far as I could get in that area for a long time.
I heard something in the bushes rustle. I flipped my head back to see it, and saw it was simply Rosalie. She looked at us with jealous eyes. Rosalie did not really like Jasper. There was just no way. I remembered her saying a lot how she wanted someone to love her and have children with. That's it.
She wanted someone to love her, too. I wondered if she ever would find someone. I gazed off into the distance thoughtfully, only to be brought back to reality by Jasper kissing my neck. I smiled and sighed. He was perfect.
That's the problem. I think I made him up. My life was not one of the happy-go-lucky ones. This was too good for me. It wasn't real. I could wait for eternity in this dream, I didn't want to wake up. I must have eaten something at the ball all those weeks ago, and just had a good dream for once. I will wake up sometime. This is all too good for reality.
Too, too good.
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Im sorry this took so long to get out, but I had to kept re-writing parts till I felt like it was good enough, thats for the reviews, and I know Im slalking off kinda, but it's Summer! :)) Okay, so The title for this was supost to be Wake Me Up but I changed it at teh last minute. lmao. I felt like the song: Wake Me Up Inside by Evanescance would be good for this chapter, and not the original version, that wasn't good, the one with Linkin Park. :) Yeah, thats my rant for the chapter... well, part of it. Lots of thanks to a bunch of songs and lots of thanks to a bunch of people! :)) Can you guess what Bella's power is?? I gave you a BIGG hint but it's hard to notice. If you can guess it, ill make you a FanFiction cover :) well, you would have to have a book thing for that, but if you dont have one and you get it, youll get your name in a chapter!! :D lol, thanks!