You lucky people! New update ;) I was kinda laughing while writing, it's a bit of information about Ashleys past... But you'll see. Enjoy :)

„Hey Ames! Brought you some coffee", Ashley greeted her cousin as she stepped into her office the next day.

„Hey!", Amelia greeted back, pulling the blonde in a tight hug.

„Where's your better half?", the brown haired then joked, seeing Addison not as usual on her cousin's heels.

„I dunno, she's kinda hiding in her office, talking about some important patient when I offered her a latte... She's behaving weird, you know? Did something happen?"

„Nothing I knew about... Strange, we had a nice talk earlier, she didn't seem upset or said anything about a patient... well, never mind, what are you doing here anyways?"

„I'm having the next operation at 5, so I have another two hours to spent with my lil' sis"; Ashley smiled warmly at her.

„Hey! I'm not 'lil'! Just because you're three years older, I'm not 'lil'!"; Amelia pouted.

„Alright, alright! Just calm down. What do we do with the third coffee?"

„Did I hear something about a free coffee? Why are you here, Ash?", Charlotte asked as she walked by.

„Of course, take a seat", Ashley invited the head of St. Ambrose into what wasn't even her office and sat on Amelias desk. Amelia didn't mind anyway.

„About Addies hiding or not hiding in her office. And be a bit more thankful, if it wasn't for me, you'd never get good coffee.", she went on.

„Addison's hiding? I didn't knew that. We had some food in the kitchen together, she seemed quiet okay. Trouble in paradise, huh?"

„Oh suck it, Charlotte!"

„But really", the ice princess stated after a smirk, „I thought you guys were besties? I mean, Addison was as fond of you as Amelia is of you both!"

„Charlotte, What the- Oh my- No- I-", Amelia stuttered, blushing furiously.

„Wow, that caught you off guard, didn't it?", Ashley laughed but gave her cousin a kiss on the forehead some seconds later to relax the other woman.

„I don't know why she's avoiding me, or am I only imagining that? Yesterday she wasn't even watching Titanic with me and I mean that's like her favourite movie, we watched it about a thousand times in the last months. You know, that's the reason I don't date girls anymore, at one point they always become complicated..."

„What? You're a lesbian? You? I mean, wow, I didn't think, I-", Charlotte practically yelled before starting to stutter just like Amelia had done few moments ago.

„I just said I don't do it anymore. Charlotte, c'mon, we all slept with a girl once, didn't we?" Charlotte was blushing now.

„No? You didn't? I mean, not ever?!" Amelia and Ashley started giggling.

„Not funny. But you did, Amelia? Really?"

„Well, three or four times. We were each others wingwoman, you know. Uni time was a lot fun, believe us. A lot of alcohol, party nights... things happen"

„You could state me bi if you'd like to. But I usually don't sleep with women anymore, they just don't understand the meaning of a one night stand. They don't get it."; Ashley simply said.

„Wow, you sound like you've been really easy", Charlotte mumbled.

„Says the right one, bitch. I forgot, you're holy. You didn't have sex with Cooper and Sheldon and those male nurses at the hospital. Sorry", the heart surgeon hit back with a grin, „I thought you understood me, I mean, one night stands are great, just sex, no feelings intended."

„Did you ever have a real relationship?", Charlotte wanted to know.

„Nah, not really, some short ones when I was younger, if you can coun't them, but not anymore. Being bound to someone sucks"

„I guess it never worked out so good in the end, did it?"

„No, no it didn't. I'm really not the realtionship type"

„Why not? What went wrong?", Charlotte asked. Of course she just asked because it was her thematic area; sexology.

„I cheated on them or they cheated on me or we just didn't fit together, but that goes for both, boyfriends and girlfriends, that's why I closed the relationship drawer. Though I've never been the romantic type. Happy until the very end? No thank you! But I thought you'd get that, Charlotte?"

„Yeah you're right at some points. That stupid cute couples get on my nerves too and my relationships were very much like yours"

„So you know what I mean, it's not that I'm an emotionless slut, but I just don't think I'm good for relationships and I'll never be."

At that moment, the three woman heard a sharp intake of breath from the door.

„Addison", Ashley greeted her friend with a broad smile as if she had not just heard the most private things about her, „Come on in"

Addison just stood there and stared. So Ashley was into girls too, but that orcane of hope had been destroyed with the statement of her being done with relationships. Damnit!

„Um, no, I've got some important paperwork to do... Y'know, in my office... I'll go...", the redhead murmured turning on the spot, leaving.

„You see that? That's exactly what I mean!", Ashley exclaimed as soon as the other womans door shut.

„That really is weird", Amelia and Charlotte agreed.

„Ugh, I guess I've just done something wrong. I'll talk to her later, I need to get ready for surgery now. Bye Charlotte, bye lil sis, see ya later!"

„I'm not 'lil'!"

„Whatever!"

So, how was it? Reviews are - like always- appreciated ;) Thanks!